The change in the mirror caused Bella's initial vigilance. About 20 1 1 April, she suddenly found a shallow dimple in some areas of her left breast in the mirror. Intuition and knowledge accumulation tell her that this is probably not a good thing. However, after wandering around major hospitals, experts from other hospitals made a safe diagnosis except Dr. Cao from People's Hospital who suspected that it might be related to malignant tumor. No wonder Bella's B-ultrasound and other examinations showed that everything was normal, and no lump or abnormality was found by palpation, so everyone concluded that the so-called "dimple" was inflammation or fibroma at best, and suggested coming back for a follow-up visit three months later. The doctor's words did not let Bella go. She stared at herself in the mirror day and night, feeling that things were not that simple. After more than 20 days, the dimples deepened, and she found Dr. Cao again and was admitted to the hospital that day. "In fact, until that time, doctors could not diagnose my condition. It is basically certain that something bad has grown in * *, and the lesion needs to be removed by surgery. Only when I am on the operating table can I finally confirm whether I have cancer. " So a very realistic question is placed in front of Bella: If it is cancer, is it resection or protection? "Cut!" The almost blurted out sentence surprised Dr. Cao. In front of this young woman who just turned 30, can she bid farewell to her left chest without struggle? "People say my reaction is rare, but I think it's nothing special. Breast diseases are very common now. Instead of racking your brains to save milk in fear, it is better to cut off the diseased part cleanly. " In the words of Dr. Cao, I have been engaged in breast surgery for so many years and have seen two kinds of patients. One is very worried about his illness, crying every day, committing suicide, and some are seriously depressed. The other one doesn't take the disease seriously at all, he should eat and drink. Bella obviously belongs to the latter, and the degree is "a bit excessive". She didn't shed a tear while waiting for the operation. She always chats with others in the sun every day, and finally she even shoulders the responsibility of enlightening her peers, with remarkable results. "During my stay in hospital, I saw all kinds of life, and I was not without emotion. If I want to find a healthy body, I can't drag a broken heart. " Petite body, powerful soul 20 1 1 May 3 1, surgery. At 6 o'clock in the morning, Bella was pushed to the waiting area for surgery. Looking at her parents around her, she felt that she might really be going to the gate of hell for the first time and suddenly cried. This is the first time she shed tears after her illness. It was a belated tear. After entering the surgical isolation area, Bella and other patients waiting for surgery stopped side by side in the long corridor. She will never forget that it was a beautiful sunny day. Through the window, she could see beautiful clouds, and slowly, her mood calmed down. The operation started at 7: 30 in the morning and ended after 3 pm. In eight hours, Bella experienced a rebirth. The first step is pathological section analysis. After about 1 hour, she gradually recovered from the anesthetic effect. The doctor told her that the initial malignant tumor had appeared in the left breast, and confirmed to her again whether to perform resection. "I listened in a daze, nodded and said yes, and then fell asleep." Later, Bella underwent total mastectomy and plastic surgery. For a female patient, she will not experience the blank window of physical disability. The operation was successful, but the following high-intensity chemotherapy was another great test of body and will. Although Bella's breast cancer was found in the early stage without metastasis or spread, the doctor advised her to use a high-dose chemotherapy regimen similar to that of late patients, with the aim of preventing cancer cells from resurging through vigorous metabolism in young people and killing each one at a time. It was the midsummer in Beijing, and none of the painful physiological reactions came from "failure". In the first week of each course of treatment, because of the rapid decline of red blood cells, Bella almost had to lie in bed and even had no strength to watch TV. Severe vomiting often makes her curl up into a ball and soon become skinny. On day 14 after the first course of treatment, hair loss came as scheduled. "I decisively cut my long hair and turned it into an inch. As a result, when I woke up, the pillow was still a piece, so I simply shaved it off. " After all this, Bella never cried again. She suddenly realized that there was actually a powerful soul living in her petite body. The only time she was not calm was when she got up one morning and found that her hands and feet were all black, like severe sunburn and purple nails, similar to the poisoning reaction in TV series. "I used to have white hands and feet, so I stumbled to ask the doctor. The doctor said that this is also a normal reaction of chemotherapy and it may be difficult to recover. I was really depressed at that time. It seems that since I got sick, all negative emotions broke out. " But fortunately, the color finally miraculously faded, and a good news is on the way. The phrase "luck turns, robbery or life" seems to refer to the people in the play and to yourself. "If I have to define my illness, it must be robbery, but it is rebirth after robbery." To this day, she doesn't understand why Liu Huan chose herself when she was ill. Life is a journey to be kind to yourself. At the end of last year 10, she finished all the chemotherapy. The doctor said she was recovering well. In the future, she will be almost no different from ordinary people. She said that after getting sick, she reflected on her previous life and had many misunderstandings. "First of all, picky eaters are very bad. I seldom ate vegetables and fruits before; Secondly, the constitution of mammary gland hyperplasia is not suitable for long-term use of anti-acne and cosmetics containing estrogen, which are like catalysts for cancer; Third, my personality is more competitive. " Not only that, during the hospitalization, Bella found that most breast cancer patients have a rule: the left breast cancer has changed, and most of them have a bad temper; If the right breast cancer changes, it is mostly overworked. Bella 20 1 1 suffered from breast cancer and had an 8-hour mastectomy and plastic surgery. He recovered after chemotherapy. On 20 14 12, Bella was hospitalized. 20 14 12.26, admitted to the special needs clinic of the hospital, and his condition suddenly deteriorated. After the diagnosis, it was found that the cancer cells had metastasized to the brain and lungs, and the situation was not very optimistic.

On the afternoon of 20 15, 16, 65438, Bella died of breast cancer recurrence in Peking University Shenzhen Hospital. Before she went into a coma, Bella had voluntarily signed a corneal donation. Here, I deeply mourn Bella's death with a song, believing that there is no disease in heaven.

On the afternoon of 16, Yuan Tao, Bella's attending doctor and CEO of Huayi Music, and his family representatives * * * attended the conference and made a speech on Bella's condition, announcing that Bella died of clinical cardiac arrest at 65438+ 10/6 16.