After a lot of effort, he sat down next to me in disappointment, but I was crying. I said that I was the "Stone Girl" in people's legend. He was so surprised that he couldn't believe it. How could such a good girl like me be like this? He also said that he must help me cure my disease.

I refused his "help", but he persisted stubbornly. Later, with his efforts, I got an opportunity to go to Beijing to seek treatment from experts, but I don't know why. His "bright-eyed" partner found out. That day, "Ming Mou" insulted me in front of many people in the company, but he had long disappeared. A kind-hearted elder sister advised me to "leave quickly." I packed my bag and went downstairs without saying a word. Unexpectedly, she He was so aggressive that he chased and scolded him all the way to the street. My legs were shaking at that time. Until I got into the taxi, my heart was beating fiercely and my head was covered for a long time.

A luxurious life-or-death love was achieved after meeting someone on the road

Later, I was unemployed. In order to find a job, I went to job fairs every day. A classmate advised me, "I need to change my thinking." "You're pretty, you can apply for a job in a hotel." I had never considered a job in a hotel before. After persisting for a long time, I reluctantly applied for a job in a hotel on Jinshui Road. Sure enough, as soon as I arrived at the hotel, the manager asked me to Got to work.

When I put on my ceremonial clothes and walked out, I heard the sound of admiration from everyone; when my sisters and I bowed to the guests and gave a welcome speech, I clearly felt the eyes of the guests turning back. Although this job is not very satisfying, I am still happy.

Later, a "road encounter" became an unforgettable love affair for me.

It was on my way home from get off work. It was already very late. I was riding a bicycle passing by Chengdong Road. At the corner of Shangcheng Road, my handlebar bumped into an Audi car. The driver was a fat and elegant boy. When he got out of the car and was about to lose his temper, he smiled when he saw my nervous look. He said he knew me and had seen me in a restaurant, but I couldn't remember at all whether Saw him. He started chatting with me immediately and handed me a business card. I looked at it and knew his name. His name was Xiaowei, and he was the general manager of a well-known public relations company. According to reports, He said that his public relations company is the first company in Henan Province that specializes in corporate CI.

Later, Xiaowei often came here to eat, and every time he came to talk to me. He is young and promising, has a car and a house, and is in good financial condition. With a successful career, he was always talkative and he was a great ballroom dancer.

Slowly, we became very good friends. Slowly I felt that I actually liked him very much. I liked talking to him and dancing with him. I forgot a little about my "secret", and I began to long to see him and to be close to him. He is very serious about me, and the contact between us is limited to hugs and the like. The more this happens, the more worried I am about how to face him in the future. I had an inexplicable hallucination. I felt like the little mermaid in the fairy tale, and he was the prince. Even in my dreams, I would dream that I would be separated from him.

He finally dressed me up as a rich girl. I had so many clothes that I had never unpacked them.

I had so many cosmetics that I couldn’t even use them all. I feel really happy and safe together; sometimes I want to escape, but I am so attached to him; sometimes I anesthetize myself, I want to be trapped in his world and never wake up again.

Once I remembered something sad and ran to the garden in the middle of the night to cry. I was very worried when he found me. He hugged my legs and said that I was his "dream bride" and that he would take me seriously. He swore that he would love me forever and make me happy for the rest of my life, but I became even more sad.

Maybe I shouldn’t have love, and my love was finally punished.

On July 16, 2003, Xiaowei rushed back to Zhengzhou from his hometown and had a car accident on the South Bridge in Xinzheng City. The person who loved me deeply died. When his uncle rushed to the company and told me, I was stunned for a moment. I couldn't believe it was true. I sat on the chair and cried silently. At that time, I didn't know who was playing Yudi's "For" repeatedly. "Who", the melody of the song is his favorite. I feel that this song is specially composed for me and him. I feel that the true love in it is as great as the sky.

Call for true love in desperation

At the beginning of this year, "sexless marriage" came to Zhengzhou, and I am already 28 years old. I feel more and more that I need a family. I think "sexless marriage" is a gift from God. I want to tell my boyfriend openly and honestly that we don't want sex, we just want a true love of mutual care and mutual support.