I once read a piece of news about a family in a foreign country. The male owner scolded his wife for being ugly every day for more than ten years. In the end, the wife broke down because of a mental disorder and filed a lawsuit against her husband. court.
It is very hurtful to be despised by your boyfriend. Maybe he has higher requirements. There may be a big gap between the two of you in certain things. Your boyfriend may be using his advantages to compare you. shortcomings are unfair to you.
In other words, if you two communicate well to avoid exposing each other's shortcomings, and try to be like each other, maybe the relationship will be better.
The most important thing is that everyone has shortcomings, and the important thing is to be tolerant.