With reverence and a little expectation, I finally finished reading this book-"Write a pen at leisure". The author, Comrade Wu Guanzheng, and I are fellow villagers and a family. Comrade Guan Zheng is the pride of our Yugan people, which is estimated that no one will deny. He is also an example worthy of learning and unattainable for all our younger generations, which is beyond doubt. Comrade Guan Zheng has grown from a grassroots cadre to a senior leading cadre of the party. It should be said that there may be opportunities and needs of the times, but I think more should be the internal factors of Comrade Guan Zheng. By reading Comrade Guan Zheng's books, we can know more about his life track, the true meaning of life, and know that relying on ourselves is king. When I carefully read the articles in the book and slowly recall the road I have traveled, I also have a lot of feelings. Some details look similar, even more so.

This is an inspirational book for the poor. Comrade Guan Zheng's family, in fact, I heard about it in my early years. It is said that there is still some fate between Wu Ni and my Tang Sanshizhu. I heard his story when I was a child and grew up. I still remember someone saying, "After Comrade Guan Zheng became the governor of Jiangxi, the county leaders went to Wuni Township to visit Guan Zheng's father and asked the old man what he wanted. The old man just hoped that someone from the village would help him check the tiles." I didn't think it was true at the time. I thought it should be fake. Will the governor's father still live in the country? Will you still live in a broken tile house? It doesn't matter whether these legends are true or false, at least it shows that Comrade Guan Zheng has really maintained his true nature as a farmer and never forgotten his origin. In "Tan of Idle Pen", Comrade Guan Zheng recalled many details of his reading career, which really made people cry. Because of poverty, his family was looked down upon by people nearby, especially his relatives, who looked at him coldly and even laughed at him, which made people sad. After reading "Unforgettable Night Autumn Rain", I really shed tears from my heart. The world is cold, the world is cold, which really gave Comrade Guan a great blow and gave him the motivation to continue fighting. We can imagine what it would be like for our relatives to be unfriendly to their parents, or what it would be like for our relatives to be cynical instead of helping their own difficulties. Isn't all the cold eyes and sarcasm because of poverty? "The houses where my relatives live are very good. Only the house where your family lives can be jumped by dogs." This is the dialect of Yu Gan, which is usually extremely contemptuous when quarreling. I've heard that before, and someone told my family. Therefore, when I read this sentence from my relatives in the book, I shed tears again, either because of sympathy or because of personal experience. Hum, maggots will grow in poor salt bowls. These are the words of the official father. Yes, the poor look down on everyone, including some relatives, not to mention others. However, we are gratified to see that Comrade Guan Zheng did not give up because of the extreme poverty at home, but fought against fate again and again and finally won. In this process, we can't see any help from others, nor can we see any so-called relationship. The only thing he has is the help and life guidance given by teachers Zhang and Xue, and the selfless dedication of his lover Ms. Zhang Jinshang. But I still owe all this help to his own efforts. We can imagine if Comrade Guan Zheng didn't make his own efforts, if he wasn't an extremely talented person, if he wasn't a very diligent person? Can he study in Yugan Middle School? Can he walk to Poyang Middle School? The answer is no. Can't go to Yugan Middle School, can he know Teacher Zhang? Do you know Mr. Xue? Do you know Zhang Jinshang? The answers are all negative. Therefore, he relied on his constant efforts and his indomitable struggle against fate until he fought against death, which led to him today. He is neither the second generation official nor the second generation rich. He is a poor generation. But he miraculously surpassed all the rich second generation and official second generation at that time. Isn't this worth learning for us young people? We should not envy other people's family background or economic conditions. It is useless for us to envy these things. We should learn from Comrade Guan Zheng, so that life will not go out and struggle will not stop. Create your own miracle of life with your own struggle. It doesn't matter if you have no background and no money, but you can't live without "qi". Maybe you can create a good future in one breath.

This is a book about the philosophy of life. I want to summarize the philosophy of life in the book with the motto of Tsinghua University, the alma mater of Comrade Guan Zheng. As can be seen from the book, Comrade Guan Zheng's struggle history is the footnote of Tsinghua University's school motto. The poverty of his family never let him give in, and the changes in the world never let him back down. I still can't figure out why he can persist in such a family that doesn't even have enough to eat; I can't figure out how a person who didn't know what it was like to wear shoes before going to college can persist; I can't figure out how he can persist in being ridiculed by relatives and township cadres; I can't figure out why he insisted on being rejected on the train. Through reading through his growth history, I realized that I have a clear goal for my life path, and that is to have confidence in myself. I think the road of life is very uneven, especially at the grass-roots level. How to walk well, steadily and far on uneven roads? Can only insist, do not complain. No matter what happens, Comrade Guan Zheng never complains, but does his own thing seriously. When his mother said to him, "Can you study hard?" Can you be a primary school teacher in the future? "Comrade GuanZheng answer just said," I don't know, as long as let me study, I will work hard. "I think the mother is sad about this answer because she wants her son to give her a hope, but the child's answer is so vague. But think about it, it was not so easy to work hard, but Comrade Guan Zheng did it. He has been working hard, so he succeeded. Yes, not everyone can insist, "Decadence has no beginning, freshness has an end. "You can do it at first, but not everyone can do it for a long time, so some people become great men, and some people have average qualifications. Don't complain that your efforts are useless, ask yourself, have I really tried?

This is a political education book. There are many people who have grown from grass roots to "important ministers" in history, but I think he should be a wonderful flower with the contemporary officials. Born in poverty, he knows the needs of the masses and the difficulties of the people. Therefore, after taking the leadership position, anti-corruption and caring for the masses are his main tasks. The name Guan Zheng was also named after his family suffered losses as a common people. Born from the bottom, he may always be branded as a farmer, so he especially hates corrupt officials, formalism, and "one person gets the word." Because of this, he always struggles between emotion and reason. He clearly knows that after he becomes a leader, his family wants to be taken care of by him. I think such a request is understandable, especially for a brother, uncle or younger brother who is a governor or even a central official in the countryside. Family members should be honored and relatives and friends should take care of them. But not all relatives got what they wanted. To this end, he also angered his sister to death. "If I die, you shouldn't be alive." How harsh and inhuman this sentence is, because he clearly knows that as a party cadre, he will always seek interests for the masses, not for his relatives. He also knows that "it is too cold at the top, so be careful from beginning to end." He also knows that he is given by the producer of * * * today. As a party cadre, he can't discredit the * * * production party. This spirit of sacrificing oneself to save others should be the basic quality of party member cadres.

Close the book slowly and close your eyes quietly. In my mind, it seems that the old man who has no official position but occupies a high position is talking about Comrade Guan Zheng, who is extremely irregular and seriously emphasizes redundant work, and is continuing his retirement. As a Yugan, as my family, I am extremely proud to have such a fellow villager. His experience will inspire countless poor students, countless cadres like me, and countless young people who struggle for their lives.