If it's not ugly enough to be disfigured (even if it's disfigured, you can make money for plastic surgery) and deep social phobia, why don't you dare to go out? Well, although I often don't go out, I still go out to bask in the sun when necessary. After all, your health will get worse if you stay for a long time. Autism and depression must see a doctor. There's no shame in seeing a psychiatrist. 90% people have mental illness. If it is really depression, treat it as soon as possible. You can't stop taking medicine and stay at home, otherwise your condition will get worse. If you think your life doesn't matter, you can save this period.
Anyway, as far as I'm concerned, I dare not go out. I can't do it. I'm making excuses for myself.
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Come on in the subject, and you'll be fine after you pass the psychological barrier.