I witnessed the disappearance of this slender woman in an instant. She still exists in my heart. Her experiences may be the things we have thought about, failed to do, and given up on. Life is gone, and time is not forgiving. She tells readers in a plain and youthful text:

Youth, don’t worry too much, don’t worry too much, what comes will eventually come. , what goes will still go. Life and death are not separated, who is not like this?

Her love for words made me see my past self, and she also loved movies, music, etc.: How could I not be like this?

Tiantian, you are finally reborn.

You have endured many hours of loneliness and slow pain. God will let you rest in peace. Maybe you have experienced the true meaning of happiness in the world.

I hope to meet you in the next life: we will definitely meet; knowing you in this life is one of the happiest things for me. ^_^

Kunyou

K.Y.

2016.02.13

10:32 pm

Yu Kunyou's cabin

Salute to you, sister Tian Wei:

1. Everything is a guest, I finally understand. Life is a fleeting, fleeting moment.

2. Only forgetfulness can achieve happiness at this time.

3. At night when we are asleep, we meet those people and things that have long been unclear, like old photos that have been soaked after a torrent. You can never go back to the way you were before.

4. I want to see the splendor of autumn, but I can’t paint the sky clean. On moonless nights, use your heart to make honey. Waiting for the flowers to bloom. I use many moments of flower blooming in exchange for a feeling of not leaving. But the flowers are not fulfilled, the night is not fulfilled, and leaving is to rush to another one.

5. There is so much beauty and love in fairy tales and in our hearts, whether it is true or false, as long as you believe it, it exists.

6. We may be able to avoid being deceived by others, but it is difficult to prevent ourselves from being deceived.

7. In the world of forgetful love, savor every trembling of leaves, every moon falling silently, and every sound among flowers.

8. The body and soul are separated, so no matter when, in the deepest feelings, we are always alone. In the darkness, there are always a pair of shining cold eyes staring at your lonely coat, not your lonely heart. Therefore, the lonely heart is not so afraid of the coming of darkness. As we grow up, we will gradually become less afraid of the dark. Because loneliness is embedded in our hearts.

9. Because of my ignorance, I read life in a way that others don’t understand. Mo once said that God is fair and cannot change things, so we open our arms and embrace them lovingly. I embraced my body without blaming her for her potentially fatal ailments.

10. So, learn to walk carefully. Because, romance flashes only in a moment.

11. You once pretended to be brave, bit your timidity under your tongue, and walked through loneliness like a blind person. No one knows all this, because loneliness is your own and no one can truly understand it. Remember the darkness, and you can calm her down a little when she talks about loneliness.

12. After a sigh, who knows, how many years have passed.

13. I like that sound, spreading so gently in my heart, cautiously, as if afraid of waking up the dreamer.

14. Hiding yourself is sometimes to be found.

15. No goodbye. So, we never have to and will never see each other again.

16. People will always experience darkness, even if you don’t want to let it pass. You can't help it, maybe it's a choice of time.

17. The rain fell silently, and all that was heard was the whimpering of the falling souls in the clouds.

18. Missing has two ends, one end is tied to you, and the other end is placed in the air. What you have here, you can taste it yourself slowly, what is in the air is waiting to be breathed into the lungs by your lover.

19. Our today, our joyful songs, are not a dream without waking up, but a carnival that does not want to fall asleep.

20. I no longer remember you, I no longer remember myself, but I clearly know that your coming and going is silent.

21. We have too many wet moods, and we need to expose them completely to the sun to evaporate the excess water.

22. I miss you so much, waking up in your dream on a morning with *flowers. We are all angels who miss the world. All things are beautiful, I am here*.

23. I seem to be burned by time, like a scroll of poetry, raising ashes all over the sky, but unable to stay for a moment.

24. We can never grasp what is so close at hand. Before it was too late to say goodbye and lose the days, how simply I passed through the purest youth.

25. Let us bear the desolation and fear caused by love and move forward calmly.

26. They know that all pain is the price of memory. I want that happy time to always be bright, in a deeper and deeper possession.

27. Can you be brave enough to understand love? I don't understand love after all, I'm just infatuated with its old appearance.

28. Cherish yourself, cherish your mother, and cherish every inch of your life. Smile and live a happier life.

29. Who said that life is a pure white space where lonely people wander repeatedly. On this piece of pure white, I cried and laughed, and understood a little bit of the so-called truth in the world. When life finally went away with the glitz, I finally found peace.

30. Many weak images will turn yellow, fade away, and be faded again and again in the summer rains and winter snows. So there is a feeling of loss. Holding it in your mouth, a slightly bitter taste surges up. It rushes to the tongue, but it turns out to be sweet. Those losses are the gift of time, not a punishment.

31. Every morning, we understand more. We are constantly reborn.

32. All words are my destined journey.

33. If youth is a white paper, I am willing to print blood-red footprints on it. Like when you were just born. Memorialize beauty in the most vivid way. I want to be seen by you and the world at the most beautiful moment.

34. The melting of snowflakes in the palm of your hand is far more sad than the death of epiphyllum.

35. The city in August seemed indifferent and gentle after several overnight thunderstorms.

36. A world without pain will never be heaven, but a hell for thinkers.

37. Faint memory cannot support an unfinished heart.

38. We can have all the good things because we don’t ask for them.

39. Anyone who is unfeeling is just a lie to deceive themselves and others, as long as you have given enthusiasm.

40. The world is beautiful, I am here*.

41. Whoever holds back his sorrow and forgives all the mistakes and wastes with heartache; whoever says goodbye with the last tenderness will achieve a moment of no longer lingering.

42. Most of the time, we just sit alone and watch the world being moistened and soaked. People must be able to endure this silent loneliness. Sip your own tea and read about the world of sorrow and joy.

43. Even if the surroundings are full of desolation, indifference and numbness, the wind will blow softly and the heart will find a tenderness.

44. If life is a cruel battle for me, then gradually I hope that I will be lucky enough to become a successful deserter.

45. She said she didn’t believe in past lives, but I would rather believe this cute lie. So, when a small flying insect crawls across my skin, I will believe that it is my lover in my previous life. Fortunately, I still recognize him, otherwise, I would have let down the deep love of several lifetimes.

46. Happiness becomes the canopy of sadness. The more beautiful it is, the more it reveals the sadness and pain.

47. If we could not feel inferior because of ugliness, not feel sad because of illness, and not feel desperate because of hardship, life could be very bright.

48. Spring has obviously come, but why is it locked out of the window again?

49. Time, like a pure white flower, blooms in memories that even you can't recognize gradually.

50. Loneliness is not just loneliness. Loneliness is superficial, but loneliness is profound.

51. I wish to be the one you love, the kindest and most beautiful girl in your world, forever.

52. We say that we want to live happily, but we still find that the scenery is lonely.

53. I thought that the sky was another big lake, above people's heads, at the heights of the world, looking down at scenes of sorrow and joy.

54. No one is different. We all reach the same destination through different paths.

55. All doubts are the sorrow of growth.

56. Most of the time, people are imprisoned by themselves without knowing it. It turns out that this is true.

57. Today, I am no longer afraid of death, because that is always the most lasting and peaceful destination for people. I haven’t read much of Zhou Zuoren’s books, but I fell in love with his words when I saw them: “Maybe we can only find the necessary leisure and joy in this allowed time and this ordinary situation, that is, there is no need for happiness.

58. There will be flowers blooming in front of her grave every year. At the boundary between life and death, we may not be sad.

Everyone in this world has the same destination. p>

59. Sadness is a pretentious face. Since you choose to live, you must bear it. How can those indifferent emotions be qualified to attend the carnival of life?

60. Accepting all arrangements without resentment or sorrow, such a life will be proud and noble. So I decided to refuse the embarrassment and all the sorrow, although I shed tears because I felt it deeply. Pain, because of too much love. I want to remember.

61. If youth is white paper, I would like to print it with blood-red footprints. The most vivid way to commemorate beauty. I want to be seen by you and the world at the most beautiful moment. That’s why I cherish life by chance. I only want to be happy.

62. Let this silent love become a lifelong secret and return to dust. Or until one day, when time goes by, someone tells you that he once loved you.

63. I am free, purer than air, more affectionate than wind.

64. I flew halfway around the world to see your lights and listen to your waves. It stays on all night.

65. I guard the huge city and watch the lanterns bloom night after night as prosperously as the day. Missing at the same time, forgetting at the same time.

66. Don’t say that you don’t care about life or death. As long as this body is still here, it is difficult to escape from deep feelings. Even Master Hongyi, a wise and clear person, would not be able to avoid writing the four words "Sorrow and Joy" before his death. . Comments: "Sad to see affection, happy to see the joy of Zen." But I like that sentence: "If I survive, I will be happy; if I don't, I will be happy."

67. Sickness gives people a good opportunity . A disease that cannot be cured or healed is a blessing from fate and a gift from God? Let you finally calm down and be indifferent. Finally, you can blank your mind and only think about things within yourself.

68. Whoever holds back his sorrow and forgives all the mistakes and wastes with heartache; whoever says goodbye with his last tenderness, achieves the moment of no longer lingering. A little girl can also firmly understand this and completely cancel the illusion of memories. Because of a deeper understanding, we no longer have yesterday, we just taste, not indulge.

69. Until now, the window with the green trees twinkling and the early summer with abundant sunlight still seems to be right in front of me.

70. There are many unfortunate people in this world, and men are also unfortunate, but a woman’s misfortune will always cause more sadness.

71. Some people say that a person's life is like a peacock in a cage. The splendor of this life is only for others to appreciate, but I think of the way my sister in "Peacock" rides her bicycle through the busy city. , the parachute behind the car opened brilliantly. That way, it looks like a peacock spreading its tail. Isn't it? At that moment, the dream was so close, so close. How can it be for others to appreciate? That kind of splendor bloomed only in that year, in a pure and untainted soul.

72. There is the constant sound of cicadas above the window, and under the window are morning glory that has climbed onto the railing. In such an afternoon, boredom and idleness are like the blank space of ink painting, enriched by emptiness.

73. Life is your own, and time is no more than fireworks, no more than flowing fire, no more than inexplicable puzzles.

74. Pieces of pink peach blossoms rushed into my dream, mixed with gentle rain, soaking my clothes in the middle of the night when the cold moon rose.

75. I hope that you will think of me when you are old, point to my yellowed photo, and tell someone about the brightest happiness we have ever had. That will make the traces of life like footprints on the snow, solid and holy. That will make me cry silently with happiness in a corner that you no longer know.

76. There are too many. In your low voice, I dream of your dreams, those beautiful things that will be wiped out when you wake up.

77. You said that your beauty is just the most charming curtain call before the end of life.

78. We must bear it bravely if we choose. Whether it is happiness or pain, this is an inevitable experience of growth.

79. There is a mole under my right eye. It is a mole that makes people cry. If possible, just let my right eye shed tears. The other eye gave her brightness and smile.

80. I am a child in pain, but youth will bloom in pain.

81. This sounds like a free and easy thing to say, but in fact it is extremely difficult. It was clear that two lines of tears were shed, expressing such a decisive farewell.

82. I want to be happy, I only want to be happy.

83. I believe in this sentence: "Every sleep is a death. When we wake up, it is a new life." In the deep breathing, we once escaped into the darkness, our Life, when everything is quiet, is surging and pure along with the pine waves in the distant mountains.

84. I love, so I am greedy, so I cannot tolerate any negligence or flaws. I always love selfishly and greedily.

85. Who knows, how many spring breezes and moonlight, how many red candles and good nights have been missed? Quanfu sighed. Even if I ride on a floating boat and cruise across the Tianhe River, will we still not be able to meet each other? How many feelings of separation and hatred were reduced to two separate thoughts.

86. Let time forget me, let memory forget me, and let longing ignore it all. My turbulent or peaceful emotions are like water and dreams. When people still don't know where happiness is, even in dreams, that is the deepest sadness. The wilderness along the way, we have thousands of rivers and mountains.

87. Someone once asked me, if life is full of joy, you love it, if life is just plain, you also love it, but what if life is a series of misfortunes? That day, I didn't answer. I was silent for a long time and couldn't say a word. Today, I want to say that I still love it. Because that belongs to me.

88. If there had never been me in this world, then what regrets and sorrows would there be. Life is the twists and turns of stumbles, death is the star of tranquility. Return to dust, return to rain and dew, I no longer exist in this world, but I am everywhere.

89. Sometimes the helplessness in life does not come from oneself, but is caused by others unintentionally. It is a kind of mistake. Life is inherently contradictory, the distance between day and night, the reincarnation between spring, summer, autumn and winter, so there is a picky love, which adds to the helplessness and joyful waiting.

90. Some days have gone far away. I think I am stuck in a corner of time and can never look back.

91. Life is a lonely one-way street. In destiny, we can only walk alone.

92. Although not reading will make us look disgusting, people are usually unaware of this face, thinking that by applying foundation and eye shadow, they can be as beautiful as flowers.

93. I am a person who lives by sleeping, and I don’t expect to wake up. Just in the blue to sad sky, sleep, sleep. No one was disturbed, no one knew.

94. How much affectionate temperature has flowed through our blood to miss you day and night. How we cried, the rain poured in. Those of us who jump into the circle are a forced choice and a voluntary addiction.

95. In the quiet ride, I met many unfamiliar faces, happy, sad, or numb.

96. Tian doesn’t want to say thank you, because each other’s hearts can feel everything.

97. Now we are rubbing rouge on the face of life, and its unbearable smile looks very different from our expectations.

98. I like the word "old", especially when used in love. Love is old, and it is a disease that one is willing to endure from the day we fall in love. This moved me.

99. Let me watch you grow old, and then watch you disappear.

100. Love is never rational. This is also the reason why most love affairs have regrets. And this is probably the price that love must pay.

101. If possible, just let my right eye shed tears. The other eye gave her brightness and smile.

102. Regret is common, loneliness is common, we are born to taste bitterness, and we are born to see all the changes of impermanence.

103. People say that it is better to forget each other in the *Lake than to stay together.

104. You will fall in love with someone and sacrifice a lot. You will also keep a secret and refuse to tell me. You will lean on my shoulder one night and shed tears all night long. .

105. Flower fairies, smurfs, black cats...the melody fills the small room. The host recalled his childhood with excitement.

106. No one does not expect repayment and response from love. However, it is this that becomes the root of our pain.

107. Walking through the afternoons with scattered tree shadows, expectations turned into green. At many intersections, you look back and stare, and autumn holds up the leaves and smiles at you with a desolate attitude.

108. We, like hot water that is gradually cooling, are constantly losing pure heat in the air of life.

109. Year after year, I look forward to tomorrow and miss the past.

110. The real beauty is not the surprise at first sight, but the evocative tenderness and eternity.

111. Because of the silence, I actually feel like I am a fish, experiencing the same passing and missing, being surrounded and embraced by the water. But, how can I be like a fish, calm and graceful under the pressure of water? How can I be like a fish, blooming life without worry and without any distractions?

112. Quietly, I rocked the orchid oar that has passed through countless lifetimes, and sang the melody that has been lost in Qin Fengli.

113. Love life and discover love. Letting go of resentment and fear, I closed my eyes and silently recited: Let life be as gorgeous as summer flowers.

114. The sound flows in the sky, comes with the moon, and carries the hibiscus-like clouds dancing gracefully. How much I want to sit alone on the mountain and enjoy the tranquility of the sky. The rushing stream flows away, leaving behind a body of lightness and wisdom, but taking away the filthiness in my heart. The stream is beside your ears, gently caressing the long-lost love, the long-lost sweetness.

115. We cherished the fallen flowers, mourned the autumn trees, counted the return date of the west wind, and secretly lamented the sudden change of peace in the fleeting years, which was a sad scene.