There is a lot to write in this book, or too much, which is difficult to choose at the moment. The early black humor alluded to history and satirized politics, which later caused numerous controversies, such as Beijing Heping and the cession of Yangquan (Taiwan Province Province), which were rare even in realistic urban novels. However, in the bleak and lonely atmosphere of the great era that pervades the book, in the past 30 years, things have changed, heroes are fleeting, things have changed in the blink of an eye, and there are countless touching things. Not to mention the gorgeous death of a large number of female characters, the so-called love has also been eclipsed, or the beautiful love like spring flowers was originally for the sake of sacrifice again and again, belonging to the beauty of the great era. Sometimes I feel that the female characters in the novel are showing humanity. They can vent their emotions and still struggle with their own small thoughts and emotions at important moments. These are all things that male characters can't do. They must replace women and calmly perform their duties. Only when women show their sadness, anger and other emotions, do they remember that men have to bear these. The dead are gone, but the living have to live with the dead. Think about it or talk about the protagonist Huang Er. He was accused of being a butcher and executioner who ordered a nuclear attack on Beijing, and a traitor who ceded the Korean Peninsula and Taiwan Province Province to Japan after usurping the Nanjing regime. Later, in order to expand military power, martial law was imposed around the world, which led to the retrogression of the global economy and the sufferings of the people. However, his actions enabled mankind to keep the fire under the invasion of foreign enemies, which is an undeniable achievement. Such people, from middle school, "work less and earn more, and get paid when they don't work." As long as you can talk, others will help you with your work. " A politician's dream, but when he succeeds, he is also ruined. This legend, who retired alone at the peak of his life, has read all his life, but he can't evaluate whether he is a bizarre hooligan, a dirty politician, a determined hero or a hero who cares about the world. He is more affectionate and heartless, or a person who doesn't even love himself, just like Beijiao said. Huang is a growing figure, which is rare in online novels. He will change because of the change of experience, which may be difficult to sum up. Throughout Huang's life, it can be roughly divided into four periods. The spread of novels, that is, before Huang went to college, was the first. At this time, Huang is the purest, and there is not much responsibility. The second period, from the beginning of college to the end of imprisonment after being demoted to Samsung, is the period when GDI standard personality is the main personality, which is roughly the content of the first three volumes of the novel. It should be said that this period played a great role in paving the way for the subsequent plot, but it had little effect on the interpretation of Huang. The third period is the awakening of the subject's personality, which is roughly four to seven volumes, and is the last youth of pornography. The fourth period, from the beginning of Beijing Nuclear Ping to the end of the novel, is a middle-aged period. In this way, there were three turning points in my life. Because rumors are added after writing, they are generally ignored, but it is the easiest to interpret Huang Er from rumors. Huang has been entangled with women all his life. There are about ten women who have had an affair with him before and after, including Hanzi, May, Jingwei, Ferrari, Zhu Yan, Qi Chen, Yoko Matsuida and Asano Nagaakira, including those disguised as mistresses, among whom only Hanzi got a happy ending because she married a Europe, and the other nine all died because of the protagonist, whether directly or indirectly. But one of them is also having an affair with Huang, but it's not that bad. That's Huang's first love Luo Ying. If anyone has the greatest influence on the protagonist, it is not those women who later occupied an important position in Huang Xin, but Luo Ying who has never played several times. In the first period, Huang was confused. Later, he said he had no ambition. He has no goal in life, even if he wants to work hard, he can't do it. In middle school, Huang blamed his inability to settle down to study on the influence of the surrounding environment and greed for gambling, all of which remained superficial. The real reason is that there is no pillar in the heart, and this kind of thing, spiritual pillar, is not the kind of thing that seems to burn life that first love can give. But this false first love requires the protagonist to take love as his inner pillar and transform himself into a brand-new person. Essentially, no, proper relationship. In the end, through the burning youth, the protagonist creates a second personality on impulse, or becomes the last straw to overwhelm the camel. Maybe it's even yellow, but I don't know. On the surface, it is impossible between good students and social hooligans. In fact, it is a huge rift between normal people and abnormal people. Huang Er's special function has always made him position himself as a monster in his heart, an alien on the edge of society, and his loneliness and fear as an alien have always been covered up by carefree youth. Finally, after Huang Er saved Luo Ying with super power, she was stripped naked by Luo Ying's fear and presented naked in front of the protagonist, telling him that normal people can't get the happiness that ordinary people can have. The second personality is created for the sake of pornography and normal life in society. An ordinary person, a nice guy, a standard sample abstracted from ordinary people who can survive in society, their greatest wish is that they and the people around them can be happy, have a good wife, a good family and live in harmony. This is the GDI standard personality designed by Huang. Whether GDI standard personality or yellow noumenon personality, their pursuit is nothing more than the simplest, survival, and then happiness. Of course, whether GDI's standard personality can bring happiness or not, his main contribution is to create a lot of ill feelings for Huang. Perhaps GDI's standard personality is not made out of nothing, but an incomplete character constructed by Huang's weak human nature. In the final analysis, the disintegration of GDI standard personality is caused by young Huang and wishful thinking. Luo Ying said, "The most important thing now is to stick to it, get into college, and then plan your life." This is the fantasy of people who have never experienced the world, and it is no different from the unrealistic belief of middle school students that there is a way out after getting into college. Huang, a young man, believes that doing so will really lead a good life. Facts have proved that in this cruel era, the ordinary people represented by GDI's standard personality are, after all, the weak who have been ravaged by the superior and ruthless war, and have been exiled by Samsung for ten years, so that Huang can realize this in time when it can be saved. The return of ontological personality, as it says, is unstoppable. From ontological personality to GDI standard personality and then back to ontological personality, it is a yellow growth, but the third major turning point bounded by the July incident is to make it mature overnight. In the first three periods, Huang was basically satisfied with the basic conditions of survival and false happiness, but the July incident forced Huang to think about what he pursued in his life and what was the most important of all things. It's hard to imagine what kind of thinking Huang Er experienced in the hours before he ordered the nuclear ping of Peiping, and finally he chose human survival as his life's task. Maybe it's naked skin, and people don't live long after death. Perhaps it is the kindness left by GDI's standard personality that makes him prefer to sacrifice his own happiness, but also retains the possibility of most people pursuing happiness. Or maybe a spy, as a different kind, is obsessed with a world that doesn't belong to him. Even if he can't get it, he should remain selfless. In short, he made such a choice and spent the rest of his life completing it. Perhaps since the three people signed the Beijing Peaceful Reunification Act, the entire Samsung Army will be responsible for18 million lives. How much blood is on the hands of everyone in the Samsung legion? No one can say for sure. It is this guilt that has become the shackles that bind the Samsung legion. From then on, we can only go forward and completely destroy the invaders, and there is no second way to choose. Huang Er is just one of the commanders of Samsung Corps. He sacrificed his life, which is actually the epitome of all Samsung legions. The expedition of 100,000 light years, the persistence of being alone for one year, the brilliant spark of the martyrdom of the fleet on the road of death ... How many miracles the Samsung Legion has created, and the guilt it bears is multiple. Forget who said that, we are all guilty people, which is the best portrayal of the Samsung Army symbolized by Huang Er and even Huang Er. Beicang said to Huang: "War belongs to war, and we should look forward to the post-war world. At that time, you will not be as good as Marc overmars: a person who doesn't even love himself can't benefit all the people in the world ",which may be reasonable, but who can say that Huang's self-destructive tendency is not because he has experienced too many tragedies, but may be the human nature in his heart, which solidified like amber at the moment he ordered the bulldozing of Beijing after the GDI standard personality disappeared. The pain of personally killing the loved one has become the best preservative, making his determination never waver. Fifty years of life, dust to dust, soil to soil. From carefree youth when I was young, to the weakness hidden under the protective layer, and finally to the decline of all human nature, the yellow life can not be explained clearly by one or two reasons, but the accumulation of long life layer by layer. Such a bumpy life is a unique legend of the great era. I don't know whether the success or failure came to naught, or whether the later bloody road made the first half of life look beautiful, fragile and fake, or whether the first half of life was fleeting under the witness of the second half. After reading the book for 30 years, it is two words: regret and life. Attachment: a moment

"No, thank you for your kindness." Inner sadness began to surge and gradually lost the power to control emotions. I had to take time to shake hands, walk out the door, turn my back on Marc overmars and say, "My wife is in Beijing, too, and today is her anniversary next year. I have to be alone for a while, calm down and worship her. Adults' kindness will be accepted in the future, so I won't bother you today. "

The nuclear peace in Beijing is the climax of the book, but the sadness accumulated to the peak burst its banks at this moment. It is hard to imagine what kind of psychology Huang was holding at that time. After ordering the leveling of Beijing, he can say something against his will to excuse Samsung and point the finger at the invaders. How could he pose as a politician and discuss with Marc overmars the division of military power for a long time, so that when the reader almost forgot his feelings for Ferrari, he said it so flatly that people felt outrageous. Huang's emotional problems have never been clear. I don't think he's in love with Ferrari, he's just attached to the phantom. Ferrari died at his command, which means that he personally cut off his yearning for happiness since childhood and would rather disguise his obsession with his second personality. Later, Huang recalled Ferrari, which was already a beautified Ferrari, and pinned his nostalgia for the past. More importantly, Huang can openly propose a nuclear attack on Beijing, which means that he no longer hides his true colors. He is an alien, not only because he can see through people's hearts and even manipulate them, but also because he can completely control his own heart, absolutely rational and absolutely cold. No matter how ruthless a normal person is, he will be influenced by sensibility, but Huang Can directly packaged and deleted his human weakness. From then on, the loneliness that Huang couldn't face when he was young was inevitably wiped out by Huang at the moment. After being criticized by thousands of people, I can stand it. It is nothing more than expanding the pain that is essentially heterogeneous and letting readers understand this pain in an intuitive way. Many people accuse the author of being a traitor and oppose * * *. If the nuclear bomb is not good, it will be thrown in Beijing; if the cession is not good, it will be cut in Taiwan Province Province. Indeed, these can be avoided in writing, but if you don't write like this, how can readers feel the guilt and the pain caused by it?

However, this rumor has not been confirmed or denied by Dai Jiangnan, another living party. After all, no matter how military historians research it, it has been circulating. At that time, only one of the many rumors about the scene was confirmed: Dai Jiangnan sang a Jiangnan ditty "Fifty Years on Earth" after learning about Kobe's plane crash. When he repeatedly sang the phrase "dust to dust, dirt to dirt", his voice was sharp and high, and the listener burst into tears.

If I can't help crying when I see this book, it's not the most wonderful nuclear painting in Beijing, nor the endless sad ending, but the decisive battle between Dai Jiangnan and Guo Hero. The tragedies in novels are all man-made tragedies. Even the July incident should not be attributed to the ruthlessness of the protagonist, but to the infighting and corruption of the authorities. The worst man-made disaster is this civil strife. Guo Yingxiong doesn't want to go, and he doesn't want to participate in this disgraceful civil strife just for power. But he went anyway, with the belief of dying and the determination to ruin his reputation for the rest of his life. Perhaps it is because soldiers have the responsibility to obey orders, or perhaps he has foreseen that civil war without honor will sweep the world, and he is doomed to not go out. So instead of dying abroad, it is better to take another look at your hometown, even with the mission of attacking your hometown. Dai Jiangnan is like a child who hasn't grown up. They are sharp-edged and high-spirited. Two incomparable geniuses, because of their respective superior positions, can look at this war objectively. On the other hand, Guo Hero is an old fox. He has no detached position, but because of his inner belief, he can see the overall situation clearly. Three people belong to different camps, but they can form an alliance regardless of the orders of their superiors, which is commendable in itself in troubled times. However, what people didn't expect was that the opposition was not Guo Hero and Guo Hero, but Dai Jiangnan and Guo Hero were in the same camp. For Dai Jiangnan, Guo Hero is not only his boss, his colleague, but also his elder. Because of all kinds of misfortunes, Dai Jiangnan's career can be said to be quite bumpy. Marc overmars was able to reuse Dai Jiangnan, even after he made many mistakes, he still gave him a chance. Among them, Guo contributed a lot, because Guo is a person who really knows Dai Jiangnan's talents. Guo Hero's return this time is actually with the idea of dying in the hands of Dai Jiangnan, and Dai Jiangnan also knows this. This war, which was doomed from the beginning, was even more tragic because of Guo Hero's charge. Dai Jiangnan's original intention must be to only defeat the other side and save Guo Hero's life, but the battlefield is changing rapidly, but it is not for him to decide who lives or dies. I always thought Dai Jiangnan was the cleanest person in his hand. He may be the only officer in the Samsung legion who hasn't killed one of his own. This civil strife was his last battle, but he failed to escape the fate of guilt. It should be said that the final vision was shattered.

The air seemed to freeze at once, and the four generals of the space air force were sweating like a pig, afraid to speak again. Hong Xiang's eyes swept back and forth on the four of them several times and said, "Huang Can and I made mistakes together. If I make the biggest mistake, he can help me die together, but you can't." Situ Jianghai's lips muttered a few times, but Hong Xiang stopped him from speaking: "Now it's time for me to pay back. What can we believe now? Who can you trust? If you don't even trust the person you should trust most, but choose your own desires and future, it will be ridiculous! At the moment, he is facing a huge crisis, and he is burdened with something too heavy to bear alone. At this time, I will not give him a hand and do something for him. Why should I be a man! "

Hong Xiang is perhaps the most fantastic figure. Born in a world without sky, but dreaming of the stars and the sea. Abandoning his identity and responsibility as Prince Yan Tai may have been willful at that time, but he finally proved that his mission was to go to the end of the universe. Hong Xiang is Huang's only friend, not only because he is the only one who can treat Huang equally under any circumstances, but also because of this mutual trust. Some people say that the role of Huang is well designed, largely because he, as commander-in-chief of the universe fleet, can't command the battle at all, but the person who replaces him is. There are also some people who think that Hong Xiang's military strength enables him to replace Huang Er, but in fact, Hong Xiang has never had second thoughts on Huang Er, and Huang Er has never doubted him. This book is too realistic. Even from the protagonist's point of view, the Samsung Legion has always played a relatively glorious role. It's just that those people in political institutions are dark, and the final civil war completely tore off the disguise of the Samsung legion. Even people like Huang can't resist the desire for power and profit, which makes it more difficult to do such a thing. Life has friends, what else can a person ask for? However, is the existence of Hong Xiang reasonable? This is indeed a doubtful place. It's just that there are too many realities and cruelty in this book, so I still keep such a beautiful expectation, and don't let people feel that the world is too dark.

"In fact, the world we live in is so beautiful, all sins will be forgiven when we wake up, and all the pains will be cured in the warm sunshine and mutual smiles. Violence and anger can't fundamentally solve the problem, but only increase hatred and estrangement. In mutual tolerance and smile, all faults are insignificant, and there is no unhealed wound between mutual love and trust. The darkness will eventually be dispelled, and tomorrow will be more brilliant in the face of sunshine and the gospel given by the Lord. This wonderful world is our paradise. If we believe and cherish love and family, we can inherit the gift of the gospel and be surrounded by the feeling of heaven every day ... "Hearing this, I sighed for a long time and said to myself," The dream of heaven, but after all, not everyone deserves this kind of beauty and happiness. Ferrari, you still like to force me to accept things I don't deserve. "

I really feel that it is good to write the novel here, and there is no need to give a false happy ending. I really like it when the protagonist falls asleep in front of Ferrari's grave. It is rare to be so peaceful, even after extreme sadness. If Huang hadn't returned to Samsung in a rage, there might not have been a lottery in Beijing for the fourth nuclear test, but the hero in the crisis could have staged a rescue of the United States, so the story should have developed in another direction. Unfortunately, there is no if. On earth, because of a third party, husband and wife are at odds. After arriving at Samsung, they were misunderstood by Qi Chen as jealousy and jealousy. In a flash, everything was in ruins under the nuclear bomb. Compared with life and death, love and everything have to be sidelined. Recently, I always see someone talking about mistresses. Writing mistress and cheating in this book is a wonderful realm. Seduce Huang failed and seduced Ferrari instead. Ferrari was very angry with Huang for cheating. His wife would rather be confused with a woman than despise her self-esteem. On the one hand, the relationship between Ferrari and Huang destroyed, on the other hand, it was the purity represented in her mind. It's yellow, but after all, it's not particularly angry that Ferrari cheated, just angry. In fact, Huang can be said to be completely honest on the whole, and he is conservative in sex to the point of approaching sexual indifference. Although there are many women who are having an affair with him in the novel, there are really few paragraphs in which he cheated. It should be said that only the last paragraph is ambiguous with Qi Chen and Jing Wei. However, Huang is indeed a very responsible person and promised to be her only one, so she is completely passive. But when love happened, it was out of my control. In the end, everyone was hurt. Most of the time, Huang's thoughts about women just want someone to accompany him, which has nothing to do with love, but the fear of loneliness. However, the only thing that will accompany him in the end is Ferrari's tombstone. It's not that Huang doesn't cherish it, but his responsibility determines that he must sacrifice. If he did it again, he would still choose to kill Jing and Ferrari together, and he would still choose to let Qi Chen die of nuclear radiation. Compared with human security, love and family are too insignificant. Zhu Yan's vigorous love, right? Is Huang a betrayal of Ferrari? Who is the third party, Jing Wei and Qi Chen? Is Jing Wei responsible for the death in May? Is Huang sorry for Yoko? After all, people can't blame anyone for these emotional problems. The dead are gone. No matter how you choose, the protagonist will suffer the pain of ruining happiness. The origin of "Fifty Years on Earth" by P.S. should be Nobuyuki Dunsheng in Japan. It is said that Nohiko Oda sang it on the eve of the surprise attack in the Battle of Tanya and the change of Benneng Temple. After careful consideration, the world is inhabited, and a swift and subtle life is better than dew in the grass and a lonely moon in the water. The flower-chanting people in Jinguyuan were lured by the impermanent wind, and their glorious dreams had long stopped in the south building to get the bright moon. They were covered with clouds of hope and died 50 years before the bright moon. They used to enjoy this floating life rather than turning the sky into a dream. How can they live forever? If you don't want to know this bodhi species, life and death are up to you.