Being unable to walk normally in order to wear beautiful shoes is tantamount to quenching thirst by drinking poison.
You are in Nanshi, right? If you are in the north, shoes are relatively easy to buy.
There are models above 175 on the runway, some of which are bigger than your feet. Are they going to have foot plastic surgery?
It's not that I can't buy shoes, but that I didn't go to the right place. You can always find them. If you see a pair of shoes you like in a specialty store, but there is no suitable size, you can ask the clerk to order a pair for you. It's gonna get better.