"Don't be silly, even you are worthy of love." The students laughed at her collectively and said.

She was furious and grabbed the hair of the girl who took the lead and laughed the loudest, and they scuffled.

Her body is very heavy. Naturally, it is a loss. But not showing weakness, she tried her best to pounce on the girl with her heavy body. Fall down countless times, get up countless times. She is not fighting, she is defending her dignity with her life.

Ai Jia has had the same nightmare countless times. Every time she wakes up from her sleep, she cries at the top of her lungs. Every time my mother heard shouts, she quickly comforted her until she fell asleep again.

2.

Her name is Ai Jia. When she was a child, she was as cute and lively as other girls of the same age. But an illness in middle school completely changed her life.

Because of long-term use of hormonal drugs. Her weight has increased from 60 kg to 180 kg. The disease has been cured, but her body will never recover.

Returning to school again, she felt that all her classmates regarded her with special respect. She also deliberately alienated her classmates. Often a person hiding in the corner, personality also began to become gloomy.

Although her parents gave her more care and love than before, I hope she will be as lively and cheerful as before, but her parents' love can't make up for her inner pain.

At the age when all the girls began to learn to dress up, she never looked in the mirror again. She is afraid to see her bloated figure.

Inferiority has been engraved in her bones and has become a part of her body.

The unspeakable pain, she can only bear it silently alone. She began to keep a diary to record her feelings, and words gave her strength, like a close lover listening to her heart. The diary gave her comfort in life.

Sadness always comes like waves inadvertently.

She complained to God, "Why me, why I have to suffer so much. Is it because I did something bad in my last life that I will pay my debts in this life?

But god didn't say anything. She's helpless.

She also thinks she is worthless. When you die, all your troubles and pains will disappear with the smoke.

But she can't bear to part with it, and she can't bear to have her parents send white-haired people to black-haired people. She wants to live like this, doesn't she?

3.

When she was in college, she chose a school outside the province. She wants to find a place where everyone doesn't know to start over and forget the pain of these years.

This is a poetic place, the Champs Elysé es, the ancient pavilion town, small bridges and flowing water, and she fell in love with it. Her mood has also improved a little.

In her spare time, she stays in the library and lets herself swim in the ocean of books. Books have a magic power to forget everything around her.

She is still lonely, and she doesn't want to mix with others. There is always a wall between the heart and the outside world.

She saw a note in the book, which was written in neat small print: No one can feel your pain except yourself.

She thought, "Is this sentence addressed to her? She stared out of the window, lost in thought.

"Classmate, is that your money on the ground?" A boy with bright eyes and clear goals whispered.

Yijia looked at her with ecstasy. She has never seen such bright and clear eyes. The light in those eyes is warm and not dazzling.

The voice came back to her ear, and her thoughts just came out. Busy replied: "Oh, it's mine, thank you.

The boy replied, you're welcome, and turned away. A brisk pace. Fly like a butterfly.

4.

For several days, she always dreamed of him, and she wanted to see him again, and this feeling became stronger and stronger. This is something she has never seen before. Over the years, no one has ever bothered her.

She prayed to God that he would let her see the boy again. God really heard her prayer this time.

She met him again in an elective public class. She knew from the crowd nearby that his name was Fan Jiang, and he studied civil engineering. He was a handsome boy in the eyes of girls.

She often looks at him from a distance where he appears. Finally one day, they met.

Ai Jia was laughed at by several girls on the playground, and all she said was ugly words. They looked at Ai Jia as if they saw a strange animal, and other students joined in, either following the input or avoiding Ai Jia.

At this point, Ai Jia's heart hurts like a drop of blood. She wants to dig a hole in the ground now.

Yes, Fan Jiang appeared, holding Ai Jia's hand. Ai Jia only felt warm and powerful palms. She was dragged through the crowd in the confusion. She doesn't remember what happened afterwards, except a group of girls complaining about Fan Jiang.

Fan Jiang took her to safety. Comfort Ai Jia. Ai Jia, who had been holding back from crying, cried even more when she heard the words of comfort.

We always pretend to be strong, but because of the warmth, we let go of our long-disguised defenses.

Fan Jiang no longer comforted Ai Jia, but lent her a shoulder.

Crying is sometimes a good emotional release, which can release our repressed emotions.

Ai Jia cried on Fan Jiang's shoulder for a long time until she was tired of crying.

Ai Jia told him a lot that day. Her pain, her inferiority, her illness. All her experiences. She confided in him one by one. Fan Jiang listened quietly.

Ai Jia didn't know where he got the courage to analyze himself to a "stranger". Maybe she really trusted him, and Fan Jiang gave her a sense of security, making her no longer like a hedgehog.

5.

Everything is back to yesterday, and the days are still the same. It's just that he became friends with her.

From then on, Fan Jiang often lent the books he had read to Ai Jia. He knows that Ai Jia likes reading and writes well. He encouraged Ai Jia to write for the school newspaper.

A long-lost smile appeared on Ai Jia's face, and she could not conceal her joy when she saw Fan Jiang.

When Fan Jiang has nothing to do, he will take her out. He knew that Ai Jia had a hard time walking, so he borrowed a tram to take Ai Jia. They visited the ancient city. Fan Jiang accompanied her to eat all the snacks. She always wants to eat like this, which will make her fatter. But she can't resist the temptation of delicious food.

But happiness is always short-lived. Only with Fan Jiang will she be happy. After leaving Fan Jiang, she will feel more inferior and miserable.

One day, Ai Jia watched a video. She saw a man without limbs talking to thousands of people. He encourages everyone to accept their imperfections and love themselves. He regards his suffering as another plan of God to inspire people in suffering. The audience under the stage was moved to tears.

Ai Jia froze. She has always considered herself the most unfortunate person in the world. But she didn't expect that she was a thousand times luckier than the man without limbs.

She knew his name was Rick Hu Zhe, and he was born with seal limb disease. Tried to commit suicide three times, but in the end he treated his experience with a positive and optimistic attitude. Now that he has broken through the limits of his body, his appearance has inspired countless frustrated people to find hope.

Like thousands of people in Qian Qian, she was inspired. She began to try to accept herself and her imperfections. Looking at everything in the world with gratitude, her eyes brightened a lot and she saw colorful colors.

She has really changed. When Fan Jiang saw her again, she found that she had her own light, and Fan Jiang was shocked by the man in front of her. She also began to try to get in touch with people. She found that most people were very enthusiastic and just kept their hearts shut.

She started publishing articles in the school newspaper, and her articles were read by more and more people. More and more people also know that she is chubby. She has learned to laugh at herself now. More and more people like her and appreciate her talent.

She also gained her own love. Yes, she's with Fan Jiang. She accepted her imperfections and changed her mind. Good things happen to her. This is the law of attraction that she saw in the book.

You have to believe that no matter your status, status or appearance, there will always be people who love you in this world.

He loves you only because you are you. The one and only you.

Fall in love with your imperfect self, and everyone deserves a pure and beautiful love.

If you haven't met yet, don't worry, there must be hope, there will always be someone just waiting for you to join hands with him for life.