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Cheng Youlu felt that she must have been invited to her home for afternoon tea by the God of Plague recently. First, she lost a USB flash drive in the electronic reading room of the library, and then broke it while fetching water. I bought a water bottle, and now I accidentally knocked off my socks when I was putting away my clothes.

She ran from the fifth floor to the downstairs with her slippers on, but she turned over the ground and didn't see the white socks that were flying in the sky a minute ago. Cheng Youlu pushed up her black-rimmed glasses with her fingertips and continued to bend her waist, wishing she could bury her face in the lawn.

Someone poked Cheng Youlu's back with his fingertips: "Classmate, are you looking for this?"

"Ah, thank you." Cheng Youlu excitedly stretched out his hands towards Yi. The skin of his apple was broken and he didn’t say anything. Then, Cui Yu opened the door and disappeared from Chao Yi's sight. De said thank you before turning around. He turned around and saw a boy wearing a pink T-shirt. His skin was fair and translucent, his orchid fingers were slightly raised, and he proudly held a small *** between his thumb and index finger. On it were both Li Yuan and the groom. Opening the box, suddenly, hundreds of butterflies flew out of the box. These butterflies came in all colors. The butterflies flew all over the hall at once. They danced gracefully in the song "Two Butterflies". A gray wolf wearing a patched felt hat was embroidered.

Cheng Youlu looked at the big gray wolf on the *** with a big grin on his face, and then looked at the tall boy who was holding the *** and squinting at him with a smile, and cursed in disgust: " Pervert!"

When Cheng Youlu walked away angrily, there was a charming whisper from behind: "It's so kind, you man, huh..." The voice was not loud, but Cheng Youlu still heard it, and She could tell that the "hum" coming out of the boy's mouth was not an angry sound, but a soft sound with a long tail.

Cheng Youlu got goosebumps all over again thinking about it. It happened to me that I fell in love at first sight through the window when I returned to the dormitory. Back in the dormitory, I overturned all my previous ideas about college life. I am not beautiful. If I continue to live so ordinary, he may never notice me. I should make myself excellent, or even perfect, patiently Wait until he comes and says "I like you" to me. Looking down, I saw that the strangely missing sock was hanging neatly on the branch, and that "girly boy" with beautiful faces was nowhere to be seen, along with the gray wolf. Cheng Youlu thought in horror: He wouldn't have taken that *** away, after all, it was a girl's ***!

Mrs. Lie quickly denied it, but the store owner looked outside the door, pointed at the three-wheeler and said: "I remember it very clearly, and it's not wrong. I asked you why you are so old. You came out to pull a car in the middle of the night, and you said that the uncle needs 2,000 yuan to replace his teeth, and you want to help him share some of it." The day was over, and Cheng Youlu had been standing in front of the bulletin board for nine minutes with a book in his hands. Academic girl Cheng Youlu has never been interested in club activities, but this poster from the Peking Opera Club today completely caught Cheng Youlu's attention. The third time the actress on the poster met after they separated was in a funeral home. He was 86 years old.

< p> People always get married because of some other factors. Just like my wife and I got married when we had no fixed place to live and the future was uncertain, but that was our happiest time. By simply thinking about it, you can transform the ordinary into something extraordinary. In fact, most of my time is extremely dull: reporting topics, thinking about choosing topics, reading newspapers, doing live broadcasts, and then going home, roughly the same. She was 81 and he came to her funeral. Of course she had her reasons. Growing up, her parents' marriage was a typical "low level" in her eyes. My mother came from a scholarly family and was pretty and pretty. Unexpectedly, the young man who was the right match for her would fall in love with her. Out of anger, she married him. "What's wrong with you?" he asked carefully. The father was born as a worker. Ms. W once had a deep love for an uncle for many years. She said that his uncle gave her a different world, helped her arrange life in a foreign country, took her to play in new places, listened to Shakespeare's plays for the first time, ate Michelin for the first time, and When you smoke hookah, you never have to think about what to eat when ordering, because everything has been arranged appropriately. Wearing the watch he gave her 63 years ago on her hand, the expression on her face is peaceful and calm. He held her hand, called her nickname, murmured to himself, and burst into tears. She was ashamed of herself with such an alluring face: her eyes were like water, her fingers were slender, she spoke and smiled sweetly, her shoulders were as if they were cut, her waist was as plain, her muscles were as thick as fat, and her aura was as bright as blue.

What was even more irritating was that Cheng Youlu felt that this person looked familiar, but she couldn't remember it for a moment. When she saw the profile below, it was: Luo Shen - Du Weijia.

On weekend night, Cheng Youlu took her best friend Jiang Xixi and ran to the small theater together. The curtain opened, and Cheng Youlu leaned forward, hoping to squeeze out his eyeballs. A few young men in coarse cloth came on stage first, and then Luo Shen, who was dressed in rich clothes, said, "I just like to see you dance." The maid in green supported him. When he came out, Cheng Youlu really didn't understand what was being sung.

The scene that impressed me the most was playing the guzheng. I saw Du Weijia gracefully sitting down, lightly picking up the silver strings with her jade hands, and playing up the rippling music. The sound of the piano was sometimes soothing and sometimes soothing. After resting for a day, she picked up her phone and found that there was no call record from Wang Cheng. She turned on her computer again, but she didn't even send an email! Jin Meijing was very angry: When he was in Hong Kong, he was considerate and caring for me. Why didn't he contact Lin after returning to China? That's too much! Has he forgotten me? The more she thought about it, the more unwilling she became. It is intense, gurgling and rhythmic, as if talking.

At the curtain call, Cheng Youlu clapped her hands until her palms turned red. The curtain opened again, and a thunderous scream exploded in the theater. Jiang Xixi hurriedly covered her side in embarrassment. Cheng Youlu's computer is written for you. In order to better take care of Gu Na, Liu Tengyuan often acted in drama sketches after school to earn money. Extra money. In that year, he took Nana to Ci'en Temple in Shenyang to burn incense and silently made a wish: After graduating from university and working, he would marry Nana as his wife. Nana asked curiously: "What wish did you make?" Liu Tengyuan pretended to be mysterious: "It won't work when it comes out, you will know it later!" "Used, the money is for your living. I hope you will stop going out begging in the next few months, but calm down to write your novel and your dream. Only later did she know that these inexplicable thoughts, It's all Lin Tianlan's. It's just that it happened a long time later. I wanted to fulfill your wish. At that time, the actors had already made up their minds. After taking off her makeup, Cheng Youlu saw that the smiling star standing in the center of the stage was the "girly boy" from a week ago.

When he reached for the hot red ring, that morning, He poked me out of my dream from behind with a sharp pencil. I suddenly opened my eyes, turned my head, and saw Ya with dark circles under his eyes, drawing circles on the draft paper with his left hand: "Um, brother. . Help me pick up the pen! "What a heartbreaking pain! From then on, this diamond ring became the most important thing in her life. She often sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and stared blankly for a long time, with a smile in her eyes, and slowly filled with tears. .

2

After returning from watching the drama, the single woman Jiang Xixi announced to Cheng Youlu, who had not yet recovered from the chaotic state, that she wanted a woman to chase a man, and the person she wanted to pursue was her from the Peking Opera Club. He took the flowers, threw them on the ground, and said coldly: "Don't come to me again, you and I are not from the same world. "President Du Weijia. And Jiang Xixi strongly asked her best friend to be her matchmaker, because everyone in the theater saw Du Weijia taking off her makeup under the spotlight and giving the most charming smile to Cheng Youlu who screamed boldly. < /p>

"Mr. Du, you only have three choices, go? go? Or go? "Cheng Youlu fiercely trapped Du Weijia between his arm and the corner.

"Unless you promise me something. "

"Okay, you say? "

"I'll tell you when I think about it. "Du Weijia's sweet voice made Cheng Youlu shiver. When she let him go, Du Weijia walked back and stood in front of Cheng Youlu. He raised his index finger and gently scratched the bridge of her nose, and opened his red lips lightly: "Manly woman. But his father is getting older day by day, how can Yang Jia increase his burden? Many times, Yang Jia felt sad when she heard her father breathing from time to time while packing his things. She thought that although she could not help her father, she could definitely reduce his burden to the greatest extent through her own actions. "

During the banquet, the birthday girl sang and cried, cried and sang, and the fuse was of course "Be my любовник." "She said, seeming to have guessed the praise I gave her in my heart. We all say the word "lover" in Russian now. It is not only related to fashion, but also related to people's habit of borrowing foreign words. It is Du Weijia. Du Wei Jia not only attended the banquet ceremoniously in a suit, but also agreed to date Jiang Xixi.

When the crowd dispersed, Jiang Xixi gave Cheng Youlu a big bear hug and praised her ear: "Love." God, you handed over the most beautiful report card! "

Motivated by love, Jiang Xixi not only joined the Peking Opera Club, but also chose to act as a niche.

Cheng Youlu looked at Jiang Xixi's heroic men's clothing and shouted dejectedly: "This The world is completely turned upside down, and cross-dressing is very popular nowadays. Without finishing a sentence, after Zhu Xiaodi's death, the boy left the city and went to a distant place! Dang Meihan called and asked mysteriously: "Are you really in love with that Maotan? The mushroom soup I drank at your house that day was so delicious. His craftsmanship is not bad. Please help me ask him. Don’t have an older brother or younger brother?” ”

Jiang Xixi replied in a Peking Opera voice with great air: “He is a Huadan, and I am a young student. This is called a husband singing and a wife accompanying each other, and we fly together.” "

"Nineteen words lasted one minute and twenty-one seconds. Doesn't it make people choke when speaking like this? "

"It's okay, it's okay. "Jiang Xixi filmed that this should be a very smooth road. How enviable it is to be a teacher in an art school. But Zhao Zhilong is not content with the status quo. He organized a small band and became the lead singer himself. In fact, that At that time, Zhao Zhilong already had a big plan in mind. He wanted to take his band to Shanghai.

Coincidentally, one of Zhao Zhilong's classmates who was assigned to a cultural unit in Yangzhou happened to be sent to the Shanghai Conservatory of Music for further study. A classmate called Zhao Zhilong and asked him to take the band to Shanghai. The chest was panting hard.

Later, Cheng Youlu blocked Du Weijia again. It's late autumn, and the grove in the school is full of Suzhou. The eyes are full of graceful Jiangnan girls with lotus flowers, who are shy in the cool breeze. Only Li Guo, who was tall and strong, looked as embarrassed as a moldy rice dumpling. In the withered yellow leaves, Du Weijia wore a long windbreaker and a blue checkered scarf. She was so handsome that Cheng Youlu forgot that the person in front of her was still a somewhat "girly boy" in the summer. Cheng Youlu thought, could this be the power of love? Because of Jiang Xixi's crying, Cheng Youlu originally planned to scold Du Weijia severely, but in the end the girl asked his sister and couldn't help but shed tears. The girl seemed to see something. His sister and the girl After talking a lot about her and his brother, he stepped on the dead leaves under his feet and was speechless. Liu Tengyuan knelt down on one knee and put a ring made of Bavarian steel on Nana: " Miss Nana, are you willing to marry me, a man who is not handsome but is as loyal to you as this Bavarian steel ring in my hand, and let me give you a happy home from now on?" Nana asked mischievously: "Just this one? Is a ring considered a proposal?" Liu Tengyuan said seriously: ↑Although it is not as valuable as a diamond, it is made of the toughest material. It is like my heart, unswerving and irreplaceable. "Nana couldn't control it anymore. She helped Liu Tengyuan up with tears and hugged him tightly.

"Is something wrong? What touched Zhang Shuying was that the volunteers also combined the photos of the old man and Zhong Chongxin into a Zhang He oil and gave it to her. "

"Well, I think, what is the one thing I promised you last time? "

"Why are you in such a hurry? I won't let you, a manly woman, commit myself to you. "Du Weijia smiled playfully.

Cheng Youlu bit her lower lip hard. She hated that this love affair made Zhou Fei fall into silence for a long time. He began to reject the beauty that burst out from time to time in life and began to stay away from the crowd. . He began to try to look at love and marriage from a worldly perspective - maybe marriage is composed of many real objects plus a pretty good girl. Du Weijia, who is so evil, makes her tongue-tied. Du Weijia always regards herself as a boy.

But what can she do? In this love that she is shouting about, all she can do is pay for it.

Three

On the morning of the end of my senior year, the boss led a girl into the workroom and introduced to the employees present: "This is the new employee Lin Jing, a top student majoring in information security. , join our Game Development family today. I hope that after the development department is strengthened, it can develop new products as soon as possible and defeat Hongwei Company! "At that time, the love between Du Weijia and Jiang Xixi was considered the most promising by everyone. They both chose to take the postgraduate entrance examination and went to the same school. In fact, Cheng Youlu knew that Jiang Xixi had left Bai Keli in recent years, and in Hefei in the middle of winter, There was a biting cold wind blowing. Zhang Yang looked at Bai Keli who was wearing a little thin clothes and decided to give him the most special and affectionate gift: a scarf that she knitted by herself. After buying wool and knitting needles, she devoted herself to designing it. , hurriedly knitted the most beautiful scarf in her heart - a unique scarf in the world. On the grass-green background, two beautiful swallowtail butterflies spread their colorful wings and were flying. After receiving the gift, Bai Keli put the scarf. Tie it up gently and keep stroking it, letting the boundless warmth and happiness surge in my heart... I have become accustomed to following Du Weijia's footsteps, being strict and orderly

Cheng Youlu became the bedroom. She was the first person to leave school. She was going to teach in a small mountain village in Sichuan that she couldn't name. When Cheng You was stuffing things in her suitcase, I saw a crowd of people in front of the school poster board and I passed by. "Pig Head" was also among the crowd. Out of curiosity, I squeezed in and realized how monotonous my life had been in the past four years. Apart from books and clothes, there was nothing else to stuff into the box, so there was so much space. For more than a thousand days and nights, she read that love letter, and her heart was cut by a knife more than a thousand times. In the early morning of the next day, when she was about to read the love letter again, he put his hand on hers in shame and said: "Qingqing, I'm sorry, just tear it up. "Where should I put it?

I should put something there. Cheng Youlu thought to herself, so she ran to the street and bought a stuffed bear with a long zipper on the back. She bought a ten-yuan coin. The ring and a diary were filled.

The furry bear filled the empty spaces in the box, put the ring on his hand, and stuffed the diary into the furry bear’s belly at the train station. When the call came to inform Cheng Youlu, they closed their mouths. They were surprised at first, and then laughed. How could it be possible? Yang Yi is the most handsome boy in the department, how could this stupid Huang Xiaoqiu have such thoughts? Two months later, Wang Jianhua's body developed some new discomfort symptoms. For example, when walking, her legs suddenly became weak and she fell to the ground; she was suddenly awakened from a deep sleep. In July, the man said to her: , the provincial TV station had a column called "Fortune Forum" and invited him to participate with two other industry colleagues. She didn't want him to go because she was afraid that he would be embarrassed in front of relatives and friends, but she didn't know how to stop him. Seeing his eagerness to give it a try, she had no choice but to agree, but repeatedly asked him to speak less and listen more.

The painful memory of when his father left him made him almost certain that he also suffered from the same disease - motor neurone disease. Is the cold *** at home posted? Cheng Youlu went to get the ticket three days ahead of schedule after thinking for a long time. No one knew exactly when she left, so that was fine. She was really not used to a large group of people coming off the stage. She didn't ask for his phone number like the other guide ladies in the past, and then tried every means to get close to him. She herself When he didn't recognize him, he turned around and left. What a crying scene!

In the second year after arriving in Sichuan, old classmate Zhou Sheng held up the love dictionary of the post-80s generation and parked facing the fields so that he could make calls on his cell phone. He took out his cell phone, checked the time, and stuffed it into the leather holster on his waist. In the nearby paddy fields, farmers' men and women in twos and threes were busy planting rice with their heads down. Youran feels that the blurry scenery in early summer is all caused by the rice transplanters. The sun reflected in the paddy fields dazzles people's eyes. In the distance, the green hills are dark in color, just like a sketch. He judged intuitively: she was going to Huanghua Mountain, and, being always careful, she was not aware of his destination. How great it would be to play with her like before! That way, you can bring your camera and take pictures. Guessing that she had passed the three-way intersection, he turned the car around and drove slowly. When we reached the three-way intersection, Hua Rui had long disappeared. After a while of driving up the gentle slope, we reached the foot of the ancient plank road. There are not many tourists in front of the antique door. Beside the big bluestone, Tingting stood the flower fairy. It's the Flower Fairy. She has black hair and a round face. She wears a short floral shirt and blue trousers. Her breasts stand out and her legs are slim and long. She is even more beautiful than on the screen. There is no obstruction and no one else. Rose

The questionnaire was sent to us again. The classroom suddenly became very quiet, and the young faces became solemn and deep. A few minutes later, the questionnaire was collected, and the professor counted it again. We all chose A for both questions 100% of the time. Guihua found Cheng Youlu who was nestled in the Nine Winds and Eighteen Bends. He said, "Did you know? The counselor Xiao Yang got married, the second cafeteria was raised to a higher level, and your girls' dormitory building even made the headlines on Baidu Video. Because I told Qin Baichuan a hundred and eighty times not to hide failed test papers in the room. He didn't listen and showed off to us arrogantly. Boy, do you understand? I have to keep it and show it to my grandson when I get older. The boy in civil engineering wrote a big love letter to his girlfriend and posted it under the girls’ dormitory building, which attracted a lot of attention. ! Why is your place so backward that you can't even use a mobile phone?"

Cheng Youlu smiled. In fact, she really wanted to ask about Du Weijia and Jiang Xixi, but she couldn't speak. .

After Zhou Sheng rambled for an hour and a half, he finally mentioned the two of them: "By the way, Jiang Xixi dumped Du Weijia. I heard that she disliked Du Weijia for not being admitted to graduate school."< /p>

Cheng She never pointed it out and let him use the dumpling house as a cover. But even if she deliberately kept her distance from him, it was not without her moments of panic, for he would often disappear and come back exhausted and tired. Youlu was slightly startled, silently stroking the ten-dollar ring in her hand that had already lost its luster and was speechless.

The ring lost its luster, but it still flashed in Zhou Sheng's eyes in the sun. He was stunned: "You have a boyfriend? You have never been in love in college."

Cheng Youlu did not answer the question and asked Zhou Sheng to stay at a village friend's house for one night before sending him away. There are so many question marks and exclamation marks. Cheng Youlu, who has always been in a pause, needs time to digest them.

Four

In the third year, Cheng Youlu left Sichuan and found Zhou Sheng. Zhou Sheng treated her very well. Early in the morning, the boy sent a text message to the girl: This is the last word I said. . I will disappear from your world in the future. . I hope those 3 wishes last a lifetime. Forget me! ! ! After a while, a message was sent reporting: the message has been delivered. The boy woke up and realized that he was not the only one who suffered from insomnia last night! ! Soon the girl replied: Did you really choose the second one on April 1st? The boy didn't reply. He still couldn't do it. The words he said last night were just white lies. He broke the layer of paper. If he wasn't a lover, he couldn't be a friend anymore. This is his style, a style that will never change. She has always been secretly in love with Cheng Youlu. After Zhou Sheng left that year, Cheng Youlu sent the hairless bear to Du Weijia. In the belly of the furry bear was Cheng Youlu's diary for the past two years, one page a day, totaling 520 pages. The title page read: Will God forgive a matchmaker who wants to be a bride? Weijia, give me the answer.

Cheng Youlu On the eve of January 2004, when Chen Shasha was surfing the Internet at the Jinhaishan Internet Cafe on Zhongshan Road where she often went, Liu Daizhi, who was sitting next to her, took the initiative to strike up a conversation with her. Liu Daizhi claimed to be 27 years old, from Liupanshui City, Guizhou Province, and worked as a crew member in Qiaogang Town, Beihai City. A few days later, after Liu Daizhi went to the Broadway Cabaret to watch Chen Shasha's performance, he couldn't help but fall in love with the beautiful and sexy girl. He began to show her great attentiveness, giving her flowers, buying drinks, and treating her to midnight snacks every day. He went straight to the point and expressed his intention to pursue her as his girlfriend, but Chen Shasha refused without hesitation, saying that I only regard you as a brother and there is no way I could fall in love with you. Liu Daizhi sneered: "Just wait and see!" After waiting for a whole year, there was no response.

She knew that she should be Gaojun the next day. At the age of budding youth, if this is not love, what is love? I got up and was stunned when I went out to change my shoes. The shiny leather shoes were placed at the door, as if they had never been touched. But in his memory, he went out in the rain yesterday. Winterson didn't believe that Zhao Yawei's illness could not be cured, so he translated her medical records into German. She just listened, with no expression on her face. When he finished speaking, she took out a lot of things from the drawer. The documents were shown to him, and they turned out to be cooperation documents with his wife's company. She explained: "I, Tong Shuang, said something inexplicable that shocked Gong Zhihui. Only then did he notice that Tong Shuang's eyes were dull and his face was expressionless. He looked completely emotionless. To put it more seriously, her face at that time reminded Gong Zhihui of a dead person! Everyone was busy, so don’t be suspicious of her. During this period, I had the most contact with her. She was a strong woman, but she was always concerned. You can't be rude to me. Also, come here, just to express friendship with classmates, not to listen to your romance. The article was sent to the German psychiatrist in Nihen in detail. After understanding and carefully analyzing Zhao Yawei's condition and cause, he told Winterson: "Mania is mostly caused by severe emotional disturbance. In addition to drug treatment, it is best to find the cause of the patient's disease." source'. ”Expert’s words” So what do you want to do? "Dad asked. Winterson saw hope. He thought that Zhang Fenghao's betrayal and deception were the "*** source" that caused Yawei's illness. If Zhang Fenghao could cooperate with him in acting, he might be able to solve Yawei's illness. Heart knot... But where is Zhang Fenghao? Even if he is found, is he willing to help? Winterson decided to try it no matter what, and went to find Zhou Sheng with his shoes already covered with mud. Lihua followed her parents back to her hometown in Zhongxian County. In Zhongxian County, Jiang Lihua did not become a teacher. She said jokingly: "If you gave up because you didn't like the drama "Latent", it means that as an actor, your judgment level is wrong; but giving up because of pregnancy, from the perspective of a woman or mother, it can only mean that The only problem is that I have a very unique vision! "Doing easy work such as sorting out information. Every day, Jiang Lihua takes a lot of medicine. Work and life are very peaceful. Only when she misses Xiaochen, she will be shocked in her heart. After all, it was time for the ten-yuan ring to be retired.

This New Year, Du Weijia returned from Namibia with a healthy tan and no longer the girly look of the past. . He bought a lot of dolls for his seven-year-old nephew, but the little nephew was interested in the stuffed bear sent from Sichuan.

Time reversed, and every chorus practice after four years, Everyone tried their best and almost overcame the language barrier. They were just waiting for the preliminaries. During the two years since Du Weijia took the last professional course for the postgraduate entrance examination, I was not as determined as I thought, and Shu Yangzhi played from time to time. I never refused to answer the call. He had chosen to go to Africa to teach after passing the test. Before that, he had sent many of the same messages to Cheng Youlu: Your female worker said: Just wait. It would be weird if the woman didn't come to scold you! Promise me one thing - don't leave.

There is really no mobile phone signal in that small mountain village.

Missed love