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"Born to run"

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Waiting for dreams

-Thoughts on Reading Sky Blue Balcony

The artistic conception of this book is very ethereal and beautiful, which makes me read it poetically. I wrote a love story witnessed by 16-year-old woman. My aunt opened a gallery and fell in love with the painter Ge Sang, but Ge Sang likes to travel around the world, so she waited for him and began to silently insist and wait without regrets. Ge Sang drew a picture for the girl. The whole apartment has only one balcony, which is sky blue. Ge Sang began to paint the blue sky again and painted the balcony again. The balcony seems invisible, but he said that as long as he believes the balcony is there, he must be there!

This is a kind of faith, a kind of spirit, just like my aunt believes that Ge Sang will come back, but what she is waiting for is not only her love with Gesang, but also her gallery and her dream. She wanted to be a painter since she was a child. Just like some people want to be stars, the scenery is infinite; Some people want to be lawyers and do justice; Some people want to be geological explorers and explore the mysteries of the world; Others want to get rich, eat, drink and have fun all their lives; Or want power and status. .............................................................................................................................................. .............................. We are not gods, so we don't need anything or inner peace. We have passion, faith and secular desires; The pursuit of colorful life makes us right!

Therefore, each of us has many different dreams. We are like dream catchers, running hard with open arms under the bright starry sky, chasing the shadows of colorful dreams in front of us. This road is bumpy, sometimes carefully, with small steps, sometimes with one foot deep and one foot shallow, stumbling, and sometimes with fists bowed, rushing forward with all my strength, but the ultimate goal is only one-rushing to the sacred piece in my heart.

But not everyone can reach the sacred place like Peach Blossom Garden in their hearts. How hard it was all the way. So they spent their whole lives in mediocrity. Don't they have the faith to pursue their dreams? Don't! They also have dreams and beliefs! And once pursued persistently, but failed. So, with the change of the environment, the cycle of the four seasons and the fetters of life, they no longer wait. The human feelings are cold and warm, and the world is cold, which makes their hearts gradually cocoon, more stable, more cautious and more prepared; But there is less passion, less courage and less innocence. They abandoned their dreams, or buried their dreams and regrets in their hearts, or let the next generation help them realize them. These endings are regrettable and sad.

Some dreams may not be realized because of their own factors or environmental factors. You might as well wait for the realization of your dreams quietly like a little aunt. "Sky Blue Balcony" may represent a dream, seemingly invisible, but as long as you believe it is there, you will definitely be there. Many times, I was rejected by my dreams and abandoned by my dreams. In fact, we abandoned it. We didn't guard quietly and persistently like our little aunt, and left impatiently in front of our faithful wife. In fact, waiting for a dream is like waiting for a flash in the pan. It has been cultivated for decades, just to open for a moment one day.

Persevering sweat, watering the flower of dreams, also quietly waiting for it to bloom beautifully.

The first time I saw the book Through the Sad Flower Season, I was deeply attracted by the ink painting with a beautiful cover and a trace of loneliness: in snowy winter, bare trees are densely arranged, and several low haystacks are scattered among the trees. A country girl with a bag on her back came from a distance. The snow on the ground was too heavy to reach her knees. Only a black dog accompanied her. The earth is silent! When I opened the first page, I was moved by the beautiful words: "The sun is still hiding in the deep mountains, but in the sky where the sun is about to rise, it seems that someone is carefully smearing it with pink liquid. This place is as convenient as a girl's rosy face. Some bright stars were inadvertently left in the blue sky. The earth is silent. This is not the silence in my sleep, but what I am waiting for with my eyes open. " What are you waiting for? This is a picture, a picture of a dog. The silence between heaven and earth was broken. The story of Xing Er, Jun Chen, Xiang Huaping and Luo Dayong, who are in their prime of life at the age of 15 or 16, is slowly unfolding ... This book describes the growth story of a group of left-behind teenagers living in the countryside. Their parents went to work in the city to make a living and had to leave them in the countryside. After reading their joys and sorrows in one breath, it is the same flower season, and I don't feel the intersection of sadness and joy. They are moved by the pure friendship between boys and girls, heartbroken by their ignorance, admired by their teachers' sincere love, and deeply realized the hardships of migrant workers ... Xing Er's parents work in a bathhouse in the city, leaving Xing Er, who is in junior high school, to take care of her grandmother at home. A kind, sensible and filial star, there is no difference between good and bad learning. No matter how he did in the exam, he was always calm, with a lazy look in his calm. After Star lost her bike, Xiaohe (who has been accompanying her puppy) escorted her to the intersection of Chen Zhuang every day. In other words, the star lost his car, which made the star associate with Chen Jun, a primary school classmate. Their communication couldn't be simpler. They walked in tandem, and the road under their feet became shorter. Gradually, two people have a tacit understanding. Chen waited for her at the intersection of Chen Zhuang, and then took her by bike. As soon as we got to school, the stars got off the bus and they went to school separately. Chen Jun's parents entrusted Chen Jun to his uncle and went to work in the city by themselves. Chen Jun is really not afraid of being alone at home, but what he can't get rid of is that kind of lasting loneliness. Jun Chen's life changed when he met Xing Er. Chen likes watching the stars and the feeling of walking with them. He doesn't care about Star's attitude towards him at all. The melancholy of the stars adds a soft place to Chen's heart, and there is a different kind of emotion-in front of the stars, I feel like my brother, and the stars are like a little sister who needs care. "Don't smoke and drink again in the future." The words of the stars injected infinite vitality into Jun Chen. Home has also become lovely and warm in his eyes. This pure friendship made Chen Jun stop living lazily and start cleaning and tidying up his family hygiene. He was still humming, and his face was full of happiness. Chen Jun knows how to take care of himself. The words of the stars also keep Jun Chen away from "those people", and their parents are also making money outside. With nothing to do, they learned to smoke and drink, and even started stealing. Away from them, Chen Jun became fond of studying and his grades soared. At the end of the semester, he actually won the "Three Good Students Award", "Top Ten Award" and the biggest progress award. All these changes come from the stars, like the stars! With this precious friendship, Chen Jun helped Xing Er to take care of her sick grandmother. Chen Jun helped Xing Er find the person who tried to rape, and let the bad guys get the punishment they deserved. Chen Jun and Xinger turned to Teacher Liu for help, helping the ignorant to have an abortion with Huaping. After Huaping followed his parents to work in the city, he took care of his grandfather ... With this precious friendship, they grew up healthily and made continuous progress. When Chen Jun's parents wanted to take him out of the countryside to go to school in the city, Chen Jun refused. This is because he is reluctant to part with the stars, and he is attached to them. Stars kindled the passion of his life and brought him confidence and joy. If it weren't for Xing Er, his youth would be spent in a daze, and he would even become that kind of person. He should cherish the stars and love them. In the star's heart, she has long regarded Chen Jun as her brother and attached to Chen Jun .. She once doubted him, guarded him and hurt him, but Chen helped her and cared for her as always. When she was lonely, Chen Jun gave him happiness and strength. Chen Jun gave her comfort and hope when she was lonely. Chen Jun gave her understanding and courage when she was in pain. Jun Chen was so frank and open-minded when he did all this. Isn't this my brother's mind? What a pure and precious friendship this is! Everyone who has gone through the flower season will have friends of the opposite sex who once liked. I remember my intimate sister Lu Qin said that it is normal for junior high school students to have friends of the opposite sex they like. Don't shy away. As long as you grasp the discretion of communication, it will have a positive role in promoting your study and life. Isn't the pure friendship between Xing Er and Jun Chen a good illustration of this point? Now many teachers define puppy love when they see boys and girls in junior high school together, and don't ask questions indiscriminately. Instead of putting an end to puppy love, it aroused their enthusiasm for communication. Teachers go into the spiritual world of boys and girls, listen to their voices, water and care for the pure friendship between classmates, which will surely enable them to spend their adolescence smoothly and healthily and lay the foundation for their happiness in life. Teacher Liu in the book is such a rural female teacher who knows how to respect, understand and trust students. How many people can really care about pure friendship? Finally, separated by adults who are not sensible, Xing Er had to go to school in the city with her parents. They shook hands for the first time when they parted. The star's hand is shaking, and her heart is shaking together. Star's gone, walking in Chen's eyes. Something hot rolled down Chen Jun's eyes. Sunspot, the dog that accompanied the stars day and night, squatted at Jun Chen's feet. The sunspot cried. A burst of sadness, how many regrets welled up in my heart.

Reflections on the taste of growing up

Growth is no stranger to everyone, and we all grow up healthily in life. However, how many setbacks have we encountered in our growth, and how many unsolved mysteries we once knew about life and study, can we complete them? I saw the Taste of Growing Up today, and I was deeply touched. I seem to understand something. Everyone will grow up and be more willing to grow up. In this way, parents can have less worries and more peace of mind. There are many touching stories in this book, including lovely Shanshan, brave and tall dad, brave and clever Scott, and shocking male fox, among which "cheated by the fox again" and "ugly mother, ugly mother, ugly mother" deeply touched me. Being cheated by the fox again changed us a lot and was moved by the great father's love. This article tells the story that the author was once cheated by a fox and was very angry. By chance, the author met the fox again and decided to take revenge and kill the fox's child. The old fox used self-harm to attract the author. The author knew it was a scam, but he was cheated by the fox. After reading it, the author was moved by the love of father fox. Only after reading it did I know that the power of father's love deeply touched the author. The author would rather. In the article, "I saw the male fox pricking up his ears and listening attentively." He raised his face and looked at the white clouds and the sun in the sky seriously Suddenly, it lifted one of its front legs, stuffed its knee into its mouth and took a hard bite. Although I am more than ten meters away, I can clearly hear the clicking sound of my bones being bitten by my teeth. I think this is the most harmful noise in the world. I have goose bumps all over. After a while, the front leg was bitten off and the flesh was still attached. The calf swings in the air like a doll connected with silk. " When I read this, my heart shook violently. This is fatherly love. In order to attract the author's attention, the old fox used self-mutilation to attract him, which was touching. They have feelings like people. In this way, the author deepened his awe step by step. If we were human beings, we wouldn't do such crazy behavior. What a creepy scene I was hanging in the air with silk wrapped around my calf! What a pity! If I were around, I would be in tears and have goose bumps all over. However, he just made a hasty departure and suddenly fell to the ground and never got up again. It bled too much and died. "What a chilling ending, to save their loved ones and die. The sentence "it's dead" is unremarkable. The author is not making any comments on the final scene, but it can hit our hearts more than any comments and make us pay deep respect to nature and life. When we grow up, will we think of our father and his great fatherly love? Let's seriously reflect on whether we have neglected his love for us. Father loves us like a mountain. I hope we can all love our father. The article "Ugly Mummy, Ugly Mummy" is also a compliment to human affection. It tells the story that the ugly mummy's man disappeared. Later, she became an ugly, lame and camel woman crushed by suffering. She devoted all her care and love to her adopted son "Tile" and lived a life that was not rich. There are many details in the article, and the image of ugly mummies is many traditions. In this article, "ugly mommy is also very sensible, but she caresses the child she has hugged and kissed from a distance with gentle eyes." When the narrow lanes met, the children still called her:' Mom', but her voice was timid. " At that time, Mommy had no children, so she treated the children in the narrow lanes as her own children, and treated them well, expressing Mommy's desire for a child. She had a natural motherhood and regarded instinctive dedication as a kind of greatest happiness. I feel that she still has the heavy mental shackles that several generations of rural women have helped for thousands of years. It is this that makes the image of "mother-in-law" more real. Below, "ugly mother's heart suddenly pounded." Other people's children are sent to school by their fathers, but the tiles are sent by themselves. The dog barked and bit the ugly mother's heart. "In my opinion, it is not her nobility that moves us, but her ordinary, not how great she is, but her love and kindness that she has to pay silently, no matter how stupid or weak she is. In our growth, we can't do without fatherly love and maternal love. We don't know how many troubles and setbacks we have experienced, nor how many successes we have experienced. Every growth is like a toddler, step by step, again and again. Therefore, "get up from where you fell", only when you get up can you have a bright future. . We should not be afraid of trouble, which is an indicator of happiness. Only when we are in trouble can we achieve real happiness. After reading this book, I know: we have suffered many injuries in the process of growing up, but we should remember one sentence, thanking those who have hurt ourselves, because they have taught us something and learned some truth, and these can only grow by our own experience. The happiness of growing up lies in fantasy, adventure and emotion. The trouble of growth lies in fantasy, the trouble of growth lies in adventure and the trouble of growth lies in emotion. Another busy year has passed and another year of growth has passed. On the journey of life, everything has a taste, and my happiness and troubles are accompanied by my progress step by step.

Juvenile Fang Zhimin

Textual research and mending history is the consistent creative path of writer Zhang Pincheng. His works with the theme of the Red Army have aroused strong repercussions. It is precisely because of the full textual research and powerful revelation of the historical background that the work has the historical quality, which is evaluated as "another way to write an epic", and at the same time, the blank points in history are filled accordingly, making the plot of the work more vivid and the characters more full. This practice has been further developed and extended in young Fang Zhimin.

Historical textual research makes the era environment of Fang Zhimin's life in Young Fang Zhimin vividly presented to people. However, the textual research of this period of history is not to carve out details, but to do enough work from the restoration of historical background. Many deeds of Fang Zhimin, a young hero, can't be verified, but the author's attempt to describe the characters dynamically by grasping the general environment at that time will undoubtedly have considerable historical authenticity and vividness. For example, in the background of the establishment of the Youth League Committee of the Ninth District of Fang Zhimin, the author made a very simple explanation: "In that year, many important things happened in the world and China, so we can't help but affect this small county town in the northeast of Jiangxi." On the one hand, this approach makes the literary image of the characters roughly consistent with the historical image, on the other hand, it also makes the works have a deep sense of history.

Due to the relative lack of historical materials, Zhang Pincheng simply gave up the textual research on details, and did not use chronological narrative to explain the whole story of the hero's growth. But to describe the important events in the development of the characters. For example, Fang Zhimin stole 300 coppers to go to school, kept on herding cattle, and boldly cracked the haunted school. These events are not coherent in themselves, but only fragments of life, but gradually revealing the characters' personalities in the author's leisurely narration can naturally make readers have a clear understanding of the characters. At the same time, although the author focuses on Fang Zhimin as a teenager, he often gives a brief account of the future fate of other characters, which makes the story more tense and complete.

Historical research can't let us know a very complete teenager Fang Zhimin. Zhang Pincheng boldly filled many aspects of the growth history of young Fang Zhimin from the perspective of character image mining and story structure integrity. This supplement is based on the character's personality and placed in the environment of the times, so that the authenticity of the character is beyond doubt. For example, Liu Gengzi, a classmate, is afraid to be alone because he is afraid of ghosts. It was Fang Zhimin who spent the night in the cemetery, thus expelling Liu Gengzi's understanding that there was a ghost in his heart. This vacancy brought Fang Zhimin's inner struggle to life. In fact, like Liu Gengzi, he is also afraid of ghosts, but his personality requires him to stay in the cemetery, so that his characters will be three-dimensional.

Zhang Pincheng completed the shaping of Fang Zhimin's juvenile character with a calm narrative. "Young Fang Zhimin" not only completes the image-building of a young hero, but also has certain historical significance, which is a supplement to the protagonist's growth process.