Never regretted it in my life.
I never want to see you again in the afterlife!
It is said that the depth of love will make you hate it. "Old age and death don't touch each other" and "death and life don't meet each other", the once youthful love finally turned into such a regrettable ending.
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Can't escape from reality
Mu Zi has always faced his life and work with a positive and optimistic attitude. Stubborn, in order to maintain her love and protect her family, she did everything she could in the two months when her family suffered changes. It's just that the ending is doomed, and she can't protect the love she cares about with her life after all. But her heart is full of understanding of her boyfriend, and family changes have made her expect the ending of the breakup. She doesn't want to drag down the man (relative) she loves.
Mu Zi is living in self-regret, trying to accept the fact of breaking up with a calm heart, and at the same time doing his best, hoping to save him without dragging him down. Because in Mu Zi's heart, he is a particularly outstanding and responsible person. She always believed that he would leave her for his family. After all, families in Mu Zi have borne too much economic burden because of this change.
He was her first love, and both her first kiss and her first love were given to him. He met her parents and lived with them. She also met his parents, and once shared a room and a bed with her mother. Many people envy their mature love and think that they should get married soon after so many things, because there is pure true love between them.
The ending of the breakup
However, soon after graduating from college, Mr. Rabbit found a job. When Miss Mu Zi and Mr. Rabbit were looking forward to their marriage wholeheartedly, Miss Mu Zi suddenly suffered a family accident, lost her job and faced a huge financial burden. At this moment, Mr. Rabbit dodged.
Two months later, Miss Mu Zi finished her family affairs and found a job in this city. Miss Mu Zi met Mr. Rabbit and went to see Mr. Rabbit's mother together. Miss Mu Zi thinks that her own family affairs should not be a burden to Mr. Rabbit, so Mr. Rabbit wants to break up with him, and she will gladly accept it. If Mr. Rabbit didn't, she would love Mr. Rabbit and his family with her life.
But then, on a phone call, I talked about marriage. Mr. Rabbit broke up on the phone because of the topic of Miss Mu Zi's mother. Miss Mu Zi is lovelorn.
Miss Mu Zi accepted it helplessly. She knew that she could not change her family. She doesn't want the person she trusts and loves the most to be wronged. She thinks she can stand it. She believes that Mr. Rabbit is just angry at the moment and won't really leave her.
Therefore, Miss Mu Zi lived happily, and no one knew that she was lovelorn. Because to Mr. Rabbit, Miss Mu Zi is understanding, voluntary and trusting. She believes that she will take care of things at home, and she believes that Mr. Rabbit will work hard for him in the end.
The truth does not allow self-deception.
However, less than three months after the breakup, Mr. Rabbit fell in love. At that moment, Miss Mu Zi could never escape. She knew that she was really lovelorn, and she overestimated their feelings. She called and cried to make amends. She can't live without him because she has always insisted on loving only one person all her life. But nothing can go back. Mr. rabbit replied firmly, "we really don't fit in." I think it suits her better. I love her very much. "
When the embarrassed Miss Mu Zi came home and saw what they had been through, she finally burst into tears, and all her sadness broke out instantly.
Miss Mu Zi knows very well that she knows the reason why they broke up. She knows that he didn't love her enough. She also knows that this relationship should have ended long ago, but it lasted for a long time in her humble tolerance. Like many people, she questioned him, asked some questions that she knew better than anyone else, and then made herself miserable.
The strong Miss Mu Zi has no headstrong capital, so she can't give herself a trip. Therefore, Miss Mu Zi began to devote herself to her work and refused all social activities. She works day and night. Every night, she will look at their past photos and recall those good days. Miss Mu Zi goes to Lacrimosa every day.
Dastak
Two months later, Miss Mu Zi cried impatiently and was fed up with injuries. She began to stop closing herself off and start social life again, and she slowly began to get better. However, three months later, she learned that they were married.
Miss Mu Zi had a complete breakdown. She didn't expect the man she loved for four years to get married so soon. For her, all Miss Mu Zi's confidence and pride were destroyed. Her heart began to be filled with unwillingness and resentment. Because I was cheated, I always said I wouldn't lie to her. Wonn't leave her man for four years. He gave all his promises to another woman, and he ruthlessly erased everything she had given him. She doesn't want to accept that this man, whom she values more than life, is so heartless. Miss Mu Zi wasted three whole days drinking.
Nine months after breaking up with Mr. Rabbit, Miss Mu Zi suddenly learned that his girlfriend was pregnant for three months. They got married early because they were pregnant. Miss Mu Zi's heart is completely dead: "It's sadder in my heart than dead." This is the only sentence that Miss Mu Zi said when she saw their wedding photos after learning all this.
Facts and time have proved that Miss Mu Zi met the wrong person at the wrong time and loved a loverboy with her youth. Women who are suitable for marriage but not for love are regarded as love objects by men. When Miss Mu Zi supported and accompanied Mr. Rabbit through the years of nothing, Mr. Rabbit mercilessly abandoned her when her career was stable, chose a girl with a richer family and got married after pregnancy. Miss Mu Zi became a loser in love, and those used trusts made Miss Mu Zi grow up instantly. In the failed love, she recognized the true face of the man she deeply loved and saw through the real love and that man.
In love, whoever is serious first loses. Miss Mu Zi became a loser. After all, they met and fell in love because of the fate of the internet, but they became inseparable in the face of reality and matter. Miss Mu Zi finally gave up her life for a woman. She had the courage to face up to her failure and began to slowly try to accept the fact that she loved the wrong person and trusted the wrong person.
Let it be, only those who have experienced it can understand. For nine months, Miss Mu Zi has been sad, miserable and guilty. Stimulated by the news that they were pregnant and married, she finally said goodbye to him.
Miss Mu Zi moved to a new home, rented a one-bedroom apartment, and decorated it as promised. This is a special farewell ceremony for Miss Mu Zi. Without him, she still relied on her own strength and gave her the home she wanted. Miss Mu Zi has no regrets about her devotion to love and all her promises.
Miss Mu Zi said that when she remembered the remorse and self-injury after breaking up, she felt silly. When she remembered what she had done for him, she just wanted to smile and say, "My youth, first love and love have been fed to an ungrateful dog. I spent four years of my youth giving myself a loud slap in the face." But she thanked him for leaving and made her the happiest person. Because she is far away from a man who is not worthy of her love.
Miss Mu Zi finally gave up her life for a woman. She had the courage to face up to her failure and began to slowly try to accept the fact that she loved the wrong person and trusted the wrong person.
Let it be, only those who have experienced it can understand. For nine months, Miss Mu Zi has been sad, miserable and guilty. Stimulated by the news that they were pregnant and married, she finally said goodbye to him.
Lovelorn is a kind of growing self-salvation.
After a lot of pain,
Just know:
How to take responsibility for your life?
She hopes that one day in the future,
Speaking of no more ripples,
It's calm enough to meet each other late.
What can you remember when your heart and intestines are broken?
It is the best story of her youth.