The most important thing for you is to build self-confidence-the premise of building self-confidence is that you must understand that no matter how others criticize you, it can't take your place in life.
Be careful!
You put the problem of eyes down-in fact, everyone's appearance has such defects and there is no perfect appearance. If you persist in this, it is very uneconomical-you don't live for others, but for yourself and your family.
I hope you can face those who criticize you calmly from now on, face everything calmly and do your own thing well; Learn to appreciate yourself. If you don't appreciate yourself, how can you expect others to appreciate you?
If you have a correct attitude, with the passage of time, your self-confidence will gradually build up and even be very strong, and your appearance will change.
This is the way to solve the problem once and for all.
I hope I can help you!
Never do anything stupid-there is no chance to go back to the beginning after the operation!