1979101October 3 1, I was born in Huangshi. I cried loudly after I was born, and my mother said that almost the whole hospital heard it.

Since kindergarten, I have been a famous story king in my class, and any story can be vividly interpreted by me. It's just that as long as I can remember, I grew up arguing with my parents.

My family is a typical worker family. My mother is a local college student, introverted and cowardly, and works as a physician in a hospital. My father's hometown is in Shandong. He is a typical northern man with little education and a serious preference for boys over girls. He works in a machinery factory. My mother is thrifty and cautious, and my father has no plan and a bad temper. Because of the trivial matters of living habits, the two often have a small quarrel every three days and a quarrel every five days.

So far, I think the combination of parents is a mistake of that era. Because they are educated youths who jump the queue, the two talents come together. I hate men beating their wives, but that's what my father is. Once, my father was rough with my mother, and her mother was so angry that she drank a bottle of dichlorvos. Because my tongue burned out, I couldn't eat for more than a month in the hospital, so I had to feed liquid food through a hose. But dad never went to see it once.

16 years old, graduated from junior high school. My mother asked me to go to the health school and said that I would be assigned to their unit in the future so that I could have a care. But I am rebellious by nature and don't listen to their arrangements. My ideal is to study in a normal school and be a kindergarten teacher. I was later admitted to a finance and trade school.

I want to be independent too much. Although I didn't like it, I went to school with great expectation. I swear quietly that I must be better than others. Many things happen. Except for the first semester, I got the fourth place in the whole grade. In other semesters, my total score is the first and my scholarship is the first. At that time, the school held a cross-strait abacus competition, and I won the third prize.

Maybe it's because I'm too strong, my classmates reject me and girls ignore me. Sometimes, it is clear that several people are chatting very lively, and everyone is silent when I go. During that time, I felt very lonely. Contribute to major magazines after school and use words to relieve their depression. Love on paper dies at the sight of light. An accidental donation made me know the most important man in my life.

Pen pals were very popular at that time. At that time, I contributed a short article entitled "I really want to have a brother" to Boys and Girls magazine. The article reveals that I want to find a partner. I hope to have a brother who loves me. My name, school and contact information were attached when the article was published.

Soon, I received more than a dozen letters from all over the country. Out of courtesy, I answered everything. In that era when there was no mobile phone and communication tools were underdeveloped, it was hard to imagine the happiness that a letter brought to a student at school.

Correspondence for half a year, have a good impression on one of them. He writes fluently, and his calligraphy is as beautiful as others ... I was 17 years old that year, and I have corresponded with him for three years since then.

From the letter, I know that he is studying in an air force school in Shenyang. He took the initiative to send photos, height 1.86 meters, standard Chinese face, incredibly handsome. It's hard for me to imagine a man with such exquisite facial features in the world. I was attracted. This is the prince charming in my life.

In the letter, we talked about life, ideals and some trivial things in life. He is very careful. When I am unhappy, he always comforts me like a big brother and makes me rely on him gradually. I haven't heard from you for a while, and I feel uncomfortable. At that time, the school mailroom was the place where I often ran. Later, it developed into an exchange phone, and I spoiled him on the phone. Although no one broke this enough paper, I have regarded him as my boyfriend.

However, I vaguely felt that he imagined me perfectly, thinking that I was a rich girl or a child of a Gao Qian family. May be too afraid to lose this relationship, for his intentional or unintentional temptation, I took an evasive attitude. Because I know that I am definitely not the ideal person in his mind.

1998, I 19 years old, admitted to Hubei Institute of Economics and Management. He graduated and was assigned to a military base in northwest Gansu.

That autumn, he got his first home leave and said that he would come to Wuhan to see me. I am very excited.

That afternoon, after he got off the train, he took a taxi and went straight to my dormitory. He dressed up and chose three red roses in the flower shop. I was just out, and my roommate told me I wasn't there, so he was waiting for me outside the aisle. He stood out from the crowd in a handsome air force uniform, which made the girls talk about it. "Whose boyfriend is this?"

When I came back, I saw a stranger standing in the aisle. I can guess it's him without listening to the voice. Although I was ecstatic, I tried to pretend to be reserved. I guess he didn't recognize me because he asked me, "Excuse me, classmate, is Zeng Qing back?"

I took him back to the dormitory while talking. I think he has guessed who I am. I am the "dream lover" who talked with him for three years. There was a subtle disappointment in his eyes. With a woman's intuition, I feel a little bad.

He stayed in the school hostel for a week. During this period, I accompanied him to visit Qintai, Yellow Crane Tower and Moshan. Obviously, he deliberately alienated me and kept his distance from me. Sure enough, he laid his cards on the table during the break. "Zeng Qing, you are not the kind of girl I am looking for. We are not suitable ... Besides, you are in Hubei and I am in the northwest. "

On the day of parting, I accompanied him to Wuchang Railway Station by bus No.538. Watching the train go away, I came back and cried. I know my love is over. It happened as I expected, and then he came to the only letter saying that the leader's daughter liked him very much. The girl is also a soldier and works as a nurse in a military hospital. It is said that first love will affect a person's concept of mate selection. Maybe that man is too good. I don't like the man who pursued me later. After being lovelorn, I began to sharpen my head and study. Love is gone. I want to realize my other dream and succeed in my career.

In 2000, graduation is approaching. I went to a job fair in Hongshan Gymnasium with a stack of self-recommendation materials, which coincided with the recruitment of a TV station. With the certificate of the first radio host grand prize competition in middle school, I passed easily.

At the TV station, I ran for several months. Starting from the stage assistant, I strive to enrich myself and study the TV production process desperately. Half a year later, I went to a suburban TV station in Wenzhou. Through hard work, I got my wish and became an evening news host.

Although the place is small, it is rich. But the local people are very exclusive, and many key interview and promotion opportunities are not allowed for me at all. Another reason may be that I am not good at dealing with interpersonal relationships.

I live by the sea. Every night, I like to go for a walk by the sea. I was lonely at that time and had no friends. I always feel empty in my heart. Apart from dormitories and TV stations, there are basically no other entertainment activities.

Unexpectedly, at this time, a 40-year-old deputy director took a fancy to me. Once, he called me to the office on the grounds of work. The meaning is obvious. He, a man with a wife, wants me to be his lover. In return, he will carry out my official preparation until he holds me as the gold medal host.

I felt sick and immediately rejected this unspoken rule. I can't stay any longer, so I have to leave

At the end of 2002, I returned to my hometown of Huangshi. I was introduced to Xianning TV Station as a host.

I was like a duck to water there. If it weren't for a serious illness, I think I would stay forever. I remember working overtime during the Spring Festival one year, because acute pharyngitis was not treated in time, and my throat became very strange. Usually speaking is very nice, as long as the broadcast time is longer, the tone will change. I have been to many big hospitals for examination, but the doctors can't find any organic diseases.

By chance, I learned that Beijing Radio and TV University has a training course for broadcasting hosts. Although it was at my own expense, I went without hesitation. To this end, I ignored the dissuasion and retention of the leaders, and the first class was 1 years.

After graduation, I went to a TV station in Hainan for a pilot broadcast without telling the unit. Unexpectedly, I can't adapt to the climate there at all. Because the air is wet and salty. My skin keeps getting pimples like poison, I can't sleep all night, and my hair is falling out. So I have to go home again to recuperate. Looking for love from scratch June 5438+February 2005, by chance, I saw in the newspaper that a plastic surgery hospital was recruiting plastic surgery volunteers.

Although I am not ugly and a beauty with makeup, I am always dissatisfied with my square face. It takes a long time to make up every time you appear in the camera. So I resolutely signed a free cosmetic surgery agreement with the hospital and became the second generation descendant of Cao Dandan, the first artificial beauty in Jiangcheng.

My parents don't advocate that I have plastic surgery. Dad tried to stop me until the last minute, but I turned off my phone and he didn't know that I had been pushed into the operating room. When my mother saw that my mind was made up, she no longer dissuaded me, but silently recited the blessing of the Bodhisattva. This time, I know that my father actually loves us very much, and he cares about the safety of his daughter.

During the two-hour operation, I could feel the doctor cutting muscle tissue and grinding it on my chin with a grinding wheel. The doctor announced to the waiting media that everything was going well. During the week of recovery, I couldn't eat until the swelling on my face gradually subsided.

On the day I looked in the mirror, I saw the familiar and strange me inside. I feel beautiful and more confident. The boss of the hospital gave me 5000 yuan to buy clothes and arranged for me to take photos in a photo studio. A week later, my photos were plastered all over the streets of Wuhan, which read "Xianning female anchor, changed face successfully".

To tell the truth, over the years, there have been many men chasing me. There are civil servants, businessmen and senior cadres, but I have never met anyone suitable. I'd rather be short than extravagant. I'm always reluctant to dismiss myself hastily. I am looking for the only husband in my life.

I have no complaints about the pen pal I used to like. I am very grateful to him. After all, in the darkest and loneliest days of my life, he gave me comfort and made me really love once.

My elderly parents are very worried about my future. They are worried that I will never get married when I grow up. So, my friends around me kept introducing me to the object. But so far, I haven't met a satisfactory one.

Through media reports, different men from all over the country contacted me actively. A boy from Inner Mongolia even sent me two bags of beef jerky. To tell the truth, I am very grateful to these simple people, perhaps only people on the grassland, who still maintain their persistent pursuit of love.

Up to now, I don't even have a QQ number, and I haven't even been to the ballroom. In fact, from the heart, I am still a traditional person. When I am not busy, I will decorate my rented cabin with trinkets. Although I am an only child, the children of poor families have been in charge since childhood, and I have a strong self-care ability since I was a child. Plus living outside for many years, I can not only cook, but also like to clean up the housework. When I am lonely, I will also go to New World Department Store to buy a 1700 yuan handbag to adjust my mood and dress myself up.

I don't expect much from my future husband. I just hope he has a good career foundation, is under 40 years old and has a marriage history. He must care and be filial to his parents; Most importantly, he must be responsible, and I will be a good wife.