When he saw the news, Zhou Yisheng was shaking his coffee hand for no reason. The bitter liquid fell on him along the rim of the cup with milk bubbles, and a large stain was leached on his white shirt.
"Are you all right?" Colleagues who came together pulled a paper towel and handed it to him, asking with some doubts and concerns.
"Nothing, I'll just go to the bathroom." Zhou Yisheng took a paper towel and wiped the coffee in the corner, then turned and went to the bathroom.
Zhou Yisheng never thought that he would appear on the screen with charges for a period of time, but today he clearly saw the familiar figure on TV, even if it was mosaic, he could recognize it at a glance.
Standing in front of the mirror, he still didn't want to believe it, trembling and taking out his mobile phone from his pocket to call her. After the other party didn't reply, I finally died.
When Zhou Yisheng first met Xu, he was seventeen years old and was a senior one in middle school. Xu, who just graduated from college, opened a bookstore near the school. Because of the secluded bookstore environment, he often went to read and study. After a while, the two became familiar.
In Zhou Yisheng's memories of youth, Wei Xie is a gentle and kind girl. She is five years older than him and regards him as her own brother. She will help him draw a review point during the final exam, leave him in the shop to eat for him personally, and try to comfort him and make him laugh when he is unhappy. So at that time, Zhou Yisheng spent almost all his days in the bookstore except attending classes. He has regarded this place as his second home and the bookstore as his closest relative.
At that time, Mr. Xu liked to wear a white dress and a ponytail to show his white and slender neck, sitting on a cane chair behind the cashier and reading quietly. Zhou Yisheng is sitting on the nearest desk doing his homework. Occasionally, the two looked up and smiled at each other, and then sank, immersed in their own spiritual world.
On the whole, he likes the good times of youth too much. Zhou Yisheng looked at Xu Wei who studied hard all afternoon, and suddenly he was afraid that he would leave here one day without rest.
He and Boucher discussed this serious topic. Buxie, who was sleeping, suddenly raised his head and patted him on the head: "Even if I don't leave, you will leave later."
"That's right." Zhou Yisheng nodded symbolically. There is no loophole in this sentence. He has no reason to refute, but he is a little lost in his heart.
Sure enough, in the spring of11,I hired someone to look after the bookstore and went to Sugar alone. She said that she would meet someone who has the most beautiful eyes in the world, such as the cool breeze and the bright moon, and is clear and transparent. When I said this, I smiled at the corners of my mouth. Zhou Yisheng looked at the light in her eyes and understood in an instant.
He didn't keep her. Because she said they would all leave.
When seeing Buxie off to the railway station, Zhou Yisheng reached out and rubbed her hair: "Sister Buxie, you have been bullied outside. Be sure to come to me and I will protect you."
"What are you talking about?" I turned my head and gave him a fierce chestnut. Then I walked quickly to the security checkpoint with my bag and waved to him without looking back. "Brother, you should learn to take care of yourself in the future."
"You are old enough to follow a child." Zhou Yisheng looked at her scampering back and smiled.
Without rest, she left with her full love to pursue the love she missed when she was young. Zhou Yisheng was successfully admitted to Huamei in the same year, leaving the bookstore and going to the university where he had never rested.
That year, they had little contact with each other. They only called him occasionally to ask him how he was doing and said nothing about his life. He thought she was interested in that man, so he didn't delve into it, only regretting that he was born a few years later and couldn't stay with her.
19 13 One morning in the summer, Zhou Yisheng suddenly received an indirect phone call.
At the other end of the phone, Xu didn't stop crying. He felt her heartbreak for the first time, which was heartbreaking. Zhou Yisheng jumped out of bed and ran to the corridor, hurriedly asking her what was wrong. And the person on the other end of the phone has been crying, and she won't talk no matter what he says. Later, he quietly listened to her cry.
Maybe I'm tired, and the sound is gradually gone, and the phone will be cut off immediately. Then Zhou Yisheng called back, and it was turned off.
He was a little nervous and afraid of what would happen before he rested, so he bought a ticket to go to Sugar overnight. After arriving in a hurry, he suddenly realized that he didn't know where he lived. Zhou Yisheng gave a wry smile. He always thought he was close to her, but he never imagined that he had gone so far.
At this time, the phone in my pocket rang, and it was an uninterrupted short message: I'm going back to Liuchuan and booked a ticket at Suge South Station at 6: 30 in the morning. Zhou Yisheng wanted to tell her that he had arrived in Suge, but when he looked up, he found himself at the North Station. He asked people around him about the distance between the South Railway Station and the North Railway Station. When the other party gave the answer, he sighed and deleted all the edited short messages except that I was waiting for you in the bookstore.
All right. There is only one simple word.
Zhou Yisheng booked the fastest flight back to Liuchuan recently, arrived in Liuchuan at noon and met Xu who had been away for a long time.
She wore a long plaid dress, big wavy curls, red lips and heavy makeup, and leaned against the door that Tengman had hung. Only at that time, there was no bright aura, and the whole person was slim to the clavicle below the throat, which was particularly eye-catching. Zhou Yisheng approached, only to find her wandering eyes and dead bodies, just like a doll without a soul, wandering like a walking corpse.
"Elder sister, what's the matter with you?" Zhou Yisheng instantly felt distressed and rushed to help her. Xu restless pupil focused on him, his lips opened, he just called for a lifetime, and then stretched out his hand and hugged him.
She put her chin on his shoulder, closed her eyes and kept silent. Zhou Yisheng couldn't see the expression on his face clearly. For a long time, he felt her tears fall on his cotton T-shirt.
Unlike last night, she cried silently this time. He knew it was useless to say anything at this time, so he waited until she calmed down before telling him what had happened between him and Gu in recent years.
But I didn't tell him at the moment I let go. She wiped away her tears and smiled. She just said to him, "There are some things to experience for yourself. There is no need to show it to everyone. "
Zhou Yisheng looked at her with red eyes: "Do you know that your smile is full of sadness and makes people desperate?"
"I know, so what?" Keep laughing and hold it at the right angle, but it only burns his eyes.
Without consulting anyone, I quit my long-term job in the store and transferred the bookstore to an uncle who was in the alloy business.
When Zhou Yisheng arrived, he saw the construction workers coming down from the escalator with old billboards. His heart was suddenly pricked by something, and he immediately lost control and grabbed the sign engraved "No rest" from the workers.
Zhou Yisheng, what are you doing? I looked at his red eyes and asked.
"Why didn't you inform me when you sold the store?" He questioned her with a billboard.
Xu Xiewei stared at him before asking seriously, "Why should I inform you?"
"Because the bookstore is very important to me, it carries the memories of my whole high school."
"The students of Wu Tong Middle School have memories here, and I can't always inform them one by one." Xu laughed without rest and turned his head to direct the construction personnel to continue the construction.
"But it means something different to me!" Zhou Yisheng couldn't hold back for a moment, and the last few words were raised so high that he almost shouted out.
The restless mood has been unstable, and Zhou Yisheng became so angry in an instant. She rushed over to a billboard that grabbed his hand, fell heavily and stepped on it with her foot: "What's the difference? I can't bear to put it down, don't make trouble here! "
Zhou Yisheng wanted to say something, but let that sentence cool from head to toe without rest. He slowly raised his head and didn't call her "uninterrupted sister" for the first time.
"We have known each other for so many years. In your eyes, am I the same as other students in Wu Tong Middle School? "
I didn't rest until I pulled my loose hair back. The expression on my face was uncertain and I couldn't tell whether it was anger or sadness. For a long time, she took out a cigarette from her pocket and lit it. In the smoke, he heard her sigh: "All my life, I'm sorry. Now I'm really tired and don't want to play with you anymore. "
"I see." Zhou Yisheng nodded and turned away.
He didn't see the scene of squatting on the ground crying behind him, and he didn't know why they became like this. He is just sad that he treated him like a child from beginning to end, but sad that he is an unavoidable trouble in her heart.
At that moment, he wanted to forget her, completely forget her.
I left in one breath and returned to Sugar with the money to sell the facade.
Zhou Yisheng wondered if she had gone to Gu Ronghui again. He wanted to call her, but after thinking about it, he put down the phone in his hand. Since it is so embarrassing, there is no need to be embarrassed to ask.
In late autumn this year, the main road of Huamei University was covered with flaming maple leaves. The girl wears light makeup, cheongsam, oil-paper umbrella and smiles at the camera. The wind blew her hair, hazy and beautiful.
Zhou Yisheng was caught off guard at the intersection. He saw that Xu did not rest, but it was not Gu who stood beside her. On Monday, I subconsciously went to see the man. He is tall and burly but not fierce, and his atmosphere is gentle. As soon as the wind blew, he reached out and wrapped his cloak around him, and took her, who was 1.6 meters tall, into his arms to keep out the wind. His exposed eyes are coincidentally and unfortunately matched with Zhou Yisheng.
Zhou Yisheng didn't know how to break this rigid situation, but just stood there awkwardly, not leaving or staying. Instead, I let go of the man's hand and took off his coat. I smiled and said to him, "Long time no see."
"What a coincidence, I didn't let my sister rest." Zhou Yisheng was a little nervous and couldn't help touching his nose.
"This is my fiance, Xiao Qi. He accompanied me back to see my grandmother, and we will get married at the end of the year without accident. " Xu's restless eyes are very gentle, but now they fall on him like the wind in the twelfth month, cutting several holes in him alive.
Zhou Yisheng put his hand on his nose, and it took a long time to show a stiff smile: "Why so fast?"
"I am pregnant for six months." She caressed her belly gently, and Zhou Yisheng saw her abdomen slightly protruding in a down jacket.
Zhou Yisheng's eyes are a little sour. He didn't look at the old tree with only branches left. After a while, he sniffed again and said, "You are too thin. You should eat more, which is good for the baby in your stomach. "
"hmm." Xu didn't rest and nodded.
Xiao Qi, who stood by, just cut in and pointed to Zhou Yisheng and asked, "This is ..."
"Peng ..." Before Zhou Yisheng finished, he heard Xu Xie Wei say, "Zhou Yisheng is a junior and now he is a junior at Huamei University."
He closed his mouth and reached out to hold Xiao Qi's warm big hand: "Hello, Mr. Xiao."
"Hello." Xiaoqi bowed slightly to her upper body politely.
The bell has just rung at this time. Zhou Yisheng narrowed his eyes, stretched out his hand to say goodbye to them, and then quickly ran away: "I have a class to go first." Remember to invite me to the wedding when the wedding date is set. "
"Very good." Xu Xie Wei smiled at him.
His face was inexplicably wet with falling tears when he panted and ran to the top of the fifth floor and stood on the roof overlooking their figure walking side by side.
It must be that the wind on the rooftop is too strong, and the dust blowing from the northwest makes his eyes red.
Zhou Yisheng returned to the bookstore that night, bought a box of wine in the store next door, and lay on the rattan chair where Xu once sat, staring blankly at a room full of books until midnight. He thought of borrowing money from a bookstore in summer, much like a monkey in a circus, knowing that he would burn all his hair, but choosing to skip it.
If you drink, you will know nothing when you are drunk. When I was in a daze, I heard him calling, "Get up and study hard all your life. If you don't work hard, you won't be admitted to Huamei."
What a beautiful illusion, but it's a pity that the wine woke up and it was just a dream.
Zhou Yisheng received a short message from Xú Zhēng on New Year's Day. He thought the wedding date was fixed, but he didn't want to receive the news that he was wandering in the gate of hell.
Xu Wei lost her nine-month-old baby and her fiance.
Zhou Yisheng took a leave of absence for half a month and hurried to Suzhou First Hospital.
At that time, Xu was empty. She was lying in the hospital bed with water hanging, and she didn't even have the strength to call him. Zhou Yisheng endured the strange eyes of nurses and patients and took care of her day and night. In this way, after more than ten days, Xu Wei's body recovered better and she was able to walk on the ground gradually. Zhou Yisheng took her back to the house she rented in Sugar.
He carefully cooked nutritious soup for her, told her interesting stories, and took her out to bask in the sun when the weather was warm. When she fell asleep, he just sat by and watched, never leaving her. It seems that the days are back when he was in high school, just the two of them, and only this time he took care of her.
Zhou Yisheng stayed in Susong until the eve of the Spring Festival. Xu didn't rest and recovered almost, so he accompanied her back to Liuchuan's hometown for the New Year.
Xu's hometown is in a remote rural area, with a vast territory and few people. It took him almost five or six miles to see a family. The houses there are also adobe houses in the 1980s and 1990s, with their backs to the mountains and eating and drinking by themselves. As for the expressway, there is no traffic.
Zhou Yisheng followed Xu Xie Wei with his luggage, climbed mountains and mountains, looked at the slim body in front, and couldn't help but say, "Why don't you have a rest?"
"Why, haven't you ever suffered like this?" She stopped and looked back at him.
"Your body has not fully recovered. I'm afraid you can't stand it. " Zhou Yisheng put down his luggage and looked at her carefully.
"Never mind, I'm used to it. Let's go. " Xu Xiewei walked on.
I didn't arrive at Xu's home until three o'clock in the afternoon. Her grandmother's eyes were not very good, and she stumbled out of the door on crutches. Looking at Xu Wei, who was thin again, her wrinkled face was even more distressed. Then, she turned her eyes to Zhou Yisheng and took his hand kindly: "It's Xiao Qi. It's good to be back together for the New Year."
Said, and the old man slipped away, Zhou Yisheng load to hold her and sent her back to the room.
Xu packed his luggage, lit a fire in the house, helped the old man sit by the fire, conveniently took out a pole from behind the door and handed it to Zhou Yisheng, asked him to fetch water from the river, picked some vegetables from the garden and carefully prepared the New Year's Eve dinner.
Three people gathered around the city and sat at a simple table for the New Year's Eve dinner. The old man is glad that they are back for the Spring Festival. During the dinner, he and Zhou Yisheng talked about the story of Xu's childhood, and finally repeatedly urged Zhou Yisheng to take good care of him.
"Xiaoxiao, the child's parents are gone since childhood, and I have suffered a lot together. You must treat her well in the future. "
Zhou Yisheng turned his head and looked at Xu Wei. He filled half a bowl of egg custard into the old man's bowl and smiled and replied, "Don't worry, grandma, I will treat her well and won't let her suffer."
"That's good, that's good." The old man showed a gratified smile on his face and turned to Xu and said, "Grandma is old, and I am looking forward to your early marriage. You have a good home, and grandma can go with peace of mind. "
"Grandma, don't talk nonsense. You can live a long life. " Xu didn't look up with tears in her eyes. She got up and ran to hug the old man, burying her head in her arms so that people couldn't see her expression.
Zhou Yisheng saw this situation and got up to comfort him. Seeing the loneliness in the old man's eyes, he said unexpectedly, "Grandma, I must marry him."
Turning around, he knelt in front of Xu and took out a ring from his pocket. There is a silver villain on the ring: "Xu Xie Wei, will you marry me?"
Xu Wei looked at him in shock and remained motionless for a long time. Instead, the old man smiled happily, pulled Xu's hand over and put it in Zhou Yisheng's, and advised, "Don't rest, promise quickly."
Zhou Yisheng also winked at her and turned to the old man with a smile: "Grandma, you are our witness. I swear here that I will marry Wuxie, and I will love her more than myself. If I can't do it, just ... "
"Why do Chinese New Year always say something unlucky? I just promised you. " Xu didn't rest, looking at grandma's thick smile on her face, but she kept reaching out for Zhou Yisheng to bring the ring up.
The old man went to bed early, set off firecrackers after dinner and fell asleep on the bed.
Neither of the two young people was sleepy, because the mobile phone had no internet, so they kept warm around the stove.
Xu Xiewei took the ring from his hand and handed it to Zhou Yisheng: "You didn't have to do that just now."
Zhou Yisheng lowered his head, picked up the poker and poked the fire in the stove. He didn't take the ring in her hand: "Grandma is happy, you can keep it. I am studying jewelry design. This is just an experiment. "
Xu Xiewei stared at him for a long time, took back what was in his hand and said, "Thank you for a lifetime."
Zhou Yisheng shook his head: "Nothing."
"Don't you want to ask me what happened all these years?"
"You told me at the time that you said that it would be good to experience some things yourself, and there is no need to show them to everyone." Zhou Yisheng looked up at her.
"Then I'll tell you now."
six
I like Gu for six years, since I first went to college, but it has always been that kind of ambiguous relationship.
I thought we would be together after graduation, but I didn't expect him to find a girlfriend in his senior year, the same level as our college.
In a rage, I returned to Liuchuan and opened a bookstore in Wu Tong Middle School for several years. But no matter how far I go, I still can't forget him. That year, he sent me a message saying that he broke up. I was stupid, too, so I took my bag to Sugar to find him.
The first year I went to Sugar, he was very kind to me. Will cook for me, buy a lot of clothes and snacks, introduce me to my colleagues in their company, and let their leaders arrange a sales job for me. I thought he really wanted to live with me, and I didn't want him to put me in his boss's bed for a promotion a year later.
Not long after that, I found myself pregnant, but I didn't know whose child it was. I went to Gu, who said that the child was not his, packed my luggage and threw it out. I can't go to the boss again. The boss even thinks that nothing has happened, and even let people kick me out of the company.
I had nowhere to go that night. I went to Suge Bridge with my luggage. After talking to you on the phone, I'm going to jump down and leave this sad life.
But it suddenly occurred to me that I have a child in my belly, and he can't accompany me to die for no reason. So I went back to Liuchuan the next day, ready to sell the bookstore and raise some money to have children. Actually, I didn't mean to quarrel with you that day. I'm really desperate
Later, I met Xiao Qi in Sugar. He is very gentle and considerate. He didn't mind that I was pregnant with a child and asked me to marry him seriously.
Everything is planned, and the wedding will be held when the child is born. But I didn't expect that your company and Gu's company were sworn enemies. Xiao Qi robbed Gu of a business order, and Gu retaliated by sending him a video of me being sent to the boss's bed.
Although Xiao Qi is gentle and sweet, this kind of thing is hard to accept, and he finally chose to leave me. Besides, I'm going to have a baby soon, and it's so sad to lose the baby.
seven
"After that, you will come from Liuchuan to accompany me. So in my life, I really appreciate your care for me over the years. " Xu ended her description of her life experience in recent years.
Zhou Yisheng could see that she was fighting back tears, and the pain of losing her child was not over yet. Xu's mood at the moment is like a thin layer of glass, which will break when touched lightly. He opened the topic: "What are your plans in the future?"
"I still want to go back to Sugar."
"Sad place, what are you doing back?" Zhou Yisheng sat closer to her.
"I want to go to Gu Ronghui." There is a cold murderous look in Xu's eyes. "He drove my husband away and killed my child. I can't forget this hatred. "
"Are you going to change your life for another person?" Zhou Yisheng put his hand on her face and turned his head to face close to her.
Xu Wei paused for a few seconds to avoid his eyes. "I'm just saying, don't take it seriously."
"Not rest, you are still very weak, first in Liuchuan. I rented the bookstore, and you can go back to being the boss. " Zhou Yisheng pulled his face back and said seriously.
"When did this happen?" Xu didn't expect Zhou Yisheng to rent a bookstore because of her words.
"I rented it after you left, and the business was good. You should go for a walk. When I graduate, I will go out with you. " Zhou Yisheng continued.
Xu Xiewei didn't speak. Zhou Yisheng took out the ring in his hand and put it on his hand seriously: "Don't rest, what I just said in front of grandma is what I want to say to you." When I graduate, I will marry you. Don't worry, I will treat you well in the future and won't let you suffer any injustice. "
Xu suddenly smiled and hit his hand: "I'm leaving now, don't always have a big accident." You know, I've been your sister since the day we met. "
"I'm not kidding. I am serious. You have been through so many storms outside, can't you see my feelings for you? "
Zhou Yisheng grabbed her hand and said, "I liked you in high school, but I was still young and didn't have the courage to stop you from looking for Gu Ronghui. Now that I am grown up, I can love you well. "
Xu choked a few times in his throat: "You will always be just a child in my heart. Get some sleep, I have to get up early tomorrow. "
Zhou Yisheng looked at her with a cold face and snorted and smiled: "Sister, I'm just joking with you."
"That's good." Xu's face is much gentler.
Zhou Yisheng yawned and got up and walked into the next room: "Sister, I'll go to bed first, so you should go to bed early."
Xu Wei looked at the back of her departure and lowered her head to fiddle with the ring on her ring finger. After a long time, she took off her ring, found a jewelry box and put it in.
eight
On the tenth day of the first month of this year, Xu returned to the library with Zhou Yisheng.
Zhou Yisheng is nearing graduation and has no courses. He stays in the bookstore to write his graduation thesis every day and occasionally goes shopping with him when he is free. College students thought she was his girlfriend, and Zhou Yisheng explained it to her before. Later, when she didn't object, she asked them to call her "sister-in-law".
After a long time, by the day he stepped down from the graduation ceremony, he vaguely felt that he was with him.
That day he went to buy a bottle of red wine and went home excitedly with a big bag of ingredients selected from the vegetable market, ready to celebrate with him. But in the end, it was a person who ate half a roast duck with a bottle of red wine and sat alone on the sofa, learning to smoke a cigarette as usual. The strong smell of smoke rushed into his throat and made him cry.
He tried to dial Xu's phone, but the other party stopped. In the vast sea of people, he could never find her again.
nine
In the early spring of 20 15, Zhou Yisheng worked as a jewelry designer in a jewelry company in Suge. The rings he designed are fashionable, high quality and limited in quantity, which are specially designed for high-luxury people.
On this day, a beautiful woman wearing sunglasses, a LV bag and a GUCCI skirt came to the company and asked Zhou Yisheng to design two engagement rings.
Zhou Yisheng registered the information of her and her fiance, asked for the delivery address, and agreed to deliver the goods in person one month later.
However, before the ring was ready, the woman's fiance died unexpectedly on the night of the power outage in donghu district, Suzhou. It was an unlicensed motorcycle that hit him, because there was no monitoring that night, and the police finally didn't find the perpetrator.
Colleagues regretted that he lost the big bill, but he smiled indifferently: "If you lose it, you will lose it. You can always earn money back. "
More than two months later, one day after the weekly meeting, he suddenly heard from his colleagues that the hit-and-run murderer turned himself in. That is a 27-year-old woman. It seems that her name is Xu.
He froze for a few seconds, and the file in his hand instantly fell to the ground. I don't know how long it took, but he picked it up again, put it on the table and hurried out.
In the East Lake police station, Xu wore a prison uniform without rest and smiled at her through the glass. She has lost so much weight that he can lift her with one hand.
Zhou Yisheng cried when he looked at her, and his eyes were red when he held the phone: "Sister Friendship Association, you obviously didn't do it. Why did you come at the beginning?"
"Life, he and I have sworn enemies. Now that he is dead, I don't care. "
"Not Xie Jie ..." Zhou Yisheng sobbed at his desk.
"Don't cry all your life." Xu didn't rest, leaned down and reached out, as if to wipe away his tears. Seeing that he was still uncomfortable, he said, "Even if you don't do it all your life, I will do it. You still have a long way to go, and you shouldn't lose your bright future for me. "
Zhou Yisheng looked up at her with a knife in his heart: "But you didn't do it."
Xu Wei smiled and comforted him: "I turned myself in, and Gu treated me like that, so I was only sentenced to seven years in prison. Lawyer Lu Yuan said that as long as I behave well, I can still reduce my sentence, so don't blame myself. "
Xu Xie Wei comforted him for a long time, and finally Zhou Yisheng calmed down. He choked: "Then I will wait for you."
Every month after that, Zhou Yisheng will visit Xu in prison, take her favorite roast duck, sit opposite him and talk to her about the outside. Xu listened quietly, with a smile on his face, echoing the laughter when telling funny places.
On the day when Xu was twenty-eight, Zhou Yisheng went to prison with a bunch of flowers. He celebrated her birthday and proposed to her on one knee again under the watchful eye of the prison guards.
There are tears in Xu's eyes. She put her hand over the small ring strung on her chest and looked at Zhou Yisheng for a long time.
When everyone thought she would promise him, she didn't look away: "Zhou Yisheng, you will always be just my brother."
Eight years of love ended with a sentence "You will always be my brother". On Monday, I walked out of the prison with flowers in my hand, unaware that my clothes were dirty. Everything he has done for her over the years still hasn't won her the slightest favor. He is in her heart and will always be just a child.
Later, when Zhou Yisheng applied for a visit to prison again, he was rejected on the grounds that the criminal refused to meet him. He chased after the prison guard and asked him why. He only heard one sentence: "She said she wanted you to get married early, so don't think about her."
Zhou Yisheng gradually gave up in repeated disappointments. At the age of 26, he married a girl with a good family background and education, and had a lovely baby a year later.
When Xu didn't have a rest in prison, when he heard the news, there was a smile on his mouth, but the loneliness in his eyes was also obvious.
While eating, the female prison guard who was guarding her sat over and suddenly asked, "I haven't rested yet." Zhou Xiao is so good to you, why don't you agree? "
"He deserves a good life, but I am a basket case." Xu didn't rest her head, and the silver light on her collarbone just fell into her eyes.
She knows that Zhou Yisheng has done a lot for her, but she can only bear the prison for him.
She remembered the night when they warmed up around the stove in their hometown, and she told him many things that happened to her. But she didn't tell him that she didn't jump off the bridge because he tried to comfort her on the other end of the phone. I didn't tell him that she didn't get married because the child disappeared with the uterus that winter.
She remembers that night beside her grandmother, Zhou Yisheng knelt in front of her, took out a ring from her pocket and slowly put it between her ring fingers: "Xu Wei, will you marry me?"
"I do."
That's enough time.