Ditan and I have more than 13,000 words and are divided into seven parts. Generally speaking, the first two parts are about my fate with Ditan and my mother's suffering and greatness. The last five parts are further reflections on the meaning, life and death and differences of life.

(1) Full-text clue:

There are two narrative clues in the article: the first clue mainly describes my fate and mysterious dependence on Ditan. The content described in this layer is abstract and has metaphysical philosophical meaning, which embodies the unity and harmony between man and the altar, that is, nature. The second clue is mainly about my relationship with several figures in Ditan. This pass is written in detail, explaining how people should survive, treat personnel with a sound attitude, and how to get life energy from others. The two clues are true and false, ups and downs, and complement each other.

(2) The article is full of praise for the beauty of life and mother.

1. The beauty of life.

When people are alive, it is inevitable that they will encounter adversity and even meet the threshold of life and death choice. How to choose? How to face it? Is an extremely heavy topic.

Shi Tiesheng told his experiences and thoughts in very simple and touching language. The core of the whole story is about life itself: how people should treat the suffering in life. This question was first raised because of the cruel incident in my own experience, that is, "living to the most arrogant age suddenly destroyed my feet." This made his fate suddenly different.

Shi Tiesheng once hesitated and was depressed. "Can't find a job, can't find a way. Suddenly I can hardly find anything. " It was in this situation that Shi Tiesheng entered the Ditan. In a densely populated metropolis with noisy chariots and horses, the paradise-like tranquility of Ditan provides Shi Tiesheng with a calm and thoughtful environment, that is, "it is easiest to think about life in such a quiet, silent and desolate background." He realized that his heart had a mysterious fit with this barren country. Before his eyes, insects, plants and even life are not "dew". They are so humble and weak, but they are still brave and tenacious, living in their own way and according to their own survival rules. They don't care about the desolation of their habitat. On the contrary, because of their existence, this place is no longer in decline. This observation enabled Shi Tiesheng to achieve the calmness of the unity of things and me, so "after thinking for several years, things finally figured out: when a person was born is no longer a controversial issue, but just a fact given to him by God." This is the inevitable truth of individual life, that is, life is involuntary, and death should not be by oneself. People should conform to nature when they are alive.

When a person can face death with an open mind and treat and talk about death with a calm mind, he will gain the confidence to live strongly at the same time. Observing with this mentality, the brilliant sunset, swift's singing, children's footprints, dark cypress trees, the smell of vegetation and soil in heavy rain, and the smell of fallen leaves in autumn wind are all concentrated on my love for life, and I want to make a difference in life.

2. The beauty of noble maternal love

If children are like grass on the hillside, they are also like gems in their mother's heart. A son's misfortune is twice that of his mother. A mother understands and respects her son. She understands her son's irritability and willfulness under special circumstances to forgive and respect him, but she suffers a hundred times in her heart. She was in pain and panic, praying for her son to live well.

However, the mother's inner struggle is fierce. "But she is convinced that a person can't just live. Her son must have a road to his own happiness, and this road?" There is no guarantee that her son will be found in the end. "Mother is contradictory. Emotionally, she doesn't trust her son to go to Ditan, which is a place she can't see and can't do. " Once, I staggered out of the yard, remembered something, and then came back. I saw my mother still standing in the same place, or the gesture that sent me, watching me turn out of the corner of the yard, but did not respond to my return for a while "; Intellectually, she felt that her son needed an altar, a place where he could die alone. "She said,' It's good to go out and read in Ditan.' My mother's words are actually comforting herself and praying secretly. "

So on the one hand, she is worried, on the other hand, she understands the truth. She needs to convince herself repeatedly to watch her son disappear into the altar. The mother made the right choice and let her son heal her soul in Ditan. However, my mother put her biggest bet on this: "If something really happens to him in the garden, I have to bear the pain." The author also said in "Missing in Autumn" that when the author violently smashed things, "my mother quietly hid out and listened to my movements where I couldn't see". She concealed her inner pain and encouraged her to say, "I am with my mother, have a good life ..." My mother spent the rest of her life in this torment.

Shi Tiesheng once thought sadly and indignantly, "Didn't she come to this world just to worry about her son?" The mother broke her heart for her son, but the son had many regrets for her mother: she was left in the garden to look for herself without asking her.

Motherly love is a kind of hard, tenacious and unobtrusive love, and it is this silence and deep love that makes the author understand his mother and have the spiritual pillar and experience reserve to live.

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Ditan and I are a disabled person's feelings and thoughts about the life he saw in an abandoned ancient garden. The author regards Ditan as a place to express feelings and vent emotions, and it is also a good place to think about life.

Because the author suddenly lost his legs when he lived to the most proud age, he experienced more pain in life. But when he was still struggling with his fate, he found an ancient garden, where he spent one cycle after another, deeply feeling the characteristics of each season and the value of each life.

He thought about death and life. Death is an inevitable destination. When we feel tired, God will naturally arrange for us to have a rest. Living is a problem that we need to think about all our lives. Even if we live in Cang Sang, the world is still running, and the ancient garden is still an ancient garden. We can't escape, but now we can only accept and change ourselves. When we can have a pure land of our own, we should get rid of a little clutter in our hearts, know our true selves and improve ourselves. Thinking about life is the only way for everyone. Different people have different results and contents.

Shi Tiesheng not only thinks about his own adversity, but also thinks about the pain of his loved ones. "Time can tell everything", the author did not consider the pain felt by his mother at first, but was immersed in his own sadness. After time brewing, he felt his mother's anxiety and helplessness. At the same time, it also sounded the alarm in my heart. My mother's love for children is tenacious and unobtrusive, while my mother is stubbornly resisting the disease, and at the same time she has to bear the great pain brought by my unworthy self. I should be glad that my mother is still here. I have a chance to get rid of her distress and my stubbornness and shyness, so I won't regret it then. So, thanks to Shi Tiesheng's experience for reminding me.

There is no excerpt from the textbook, and the author also interprets the feelings of spring, summer, autumn and winter from many aspects; People who appear in the garden and their thoughts on life; Understanding of life in adversity is inevitable; The author's understanding of his career; Many beautiful things can only be understood but not expressed.

Life is so complicated but so simple that we have to spend our whole life thinking. After fifteen years of thinking, the author gradually matured and had a clearer understanding, from loss and irritability to stability and affection.

In such a vast world, we still need a pure land to savor life.