At the beginning of the story, I wrote: My life seems to be controlled by a man, so I can't freely devote myself to other emotional life. However, there is no resentment between me and him. We love each other deeply, but he is neither my spouse nor my lover. This relationship is long and tiring, but not bitter. It pains me to see it.

A man adopted a little girl with similar childhood experience but no blood relationship, let her grow up in a good environment, give her the best education, be a father, a brother, make love, be friends, take care of her, cultivate her, love each other deeply, but never walk into each other.

Fu told her from an early age that a lady with real temperament never shows off everything about herself. She never tells others what books she has read, where she has been, how many clothes she has and what jewelry she has bought, because she has no sense of inferiority. Zhou Chengyu's beauty is the beauty in his bones. Although my childhood was miserable, I grew up beautiful, confident and without any sense of inferiority. Growing up, she was never in a hurry or impatient. Even in the face of people who love her, she can be calm and not disturb her pace.

Zhou Chengyu was abandoned by his mother at an early age. She and Uncle Hui met Fu at her mother's wedding. The man talked to her, gave her something to eat and put her to sleep. From the beginning, he appeared like a savior, leaving her with no choice but to rely on infatuation. Later, he taught her to dance and told her that no matter which side this round of dancing turns to, as long as you dance, you will eventually meet me. She has been growing up under his protection. He cares about her very much and gives her the best life. He bought her a lot of lipsticks and skirts, dressed her like a princess and treated her as an adult. She has been attached to him, remembering the rules of the round dance, waiting for him, while he keeps choosing a woman similar to her to marry. Finally, she broke away from her life attached to him. She said there must be something wrong with the music. Fu and I must have misunderstood each other and stayed on the dance floor for so long. When we finally said goodbye, we didn't find each other. When he finally decided to keep her, she missed it because of her imperfect choice after illness. At the end of the story, Fu adopted a girl who was almost the same as when she was twelve years old, with cherry lipstick, shirt skirt and ponytail, and they finally separated.

This is a story full of complex emotions. Their feelings are so delicate that he is responsible, spoiled and dignified to her. She has worship, dependence and expectation for him. She said, later, on the road of life, I suffered a lot, but in the first case, I still endured the pain of relying on others, which was even worse than illness and death. Zhou Chengyu was emotionally lonely since childhood. Although Fu gave her a luxurious and rich life, she didn't feel close to her relatives emotionally. Fu finally let her leave because she couldn't face her feelings directly. She finally succumbed to the helplessness of real life and chose to give up this endless relationship.

Unfortunately, Zhou Chengyu met a selfish and irresponsible mother in her life. Fortunately, she met someone like Fu as her father, accompanied her to grow up and made her life better than those abandoned girls in the orphanage. She probably shouldn't expect too much from him. If he gives it to you, he will be very lucky. If he doesn't give it, don't let yourself down too much. Some predestinations are like this, just a journey, and you mistakenly think it will be a lifetime.