Mccullers, whose real name is Lula Carson Smith, has a round and full face, which is a blessing in the eyes of China people. However, there is a sharp disdain and vigilance in her eyes, which destroys the feeling of "happiness" and makes the whole appearance show a mean phase.
Her life has a very bright side. She is a rich girl, her father is a jeweler, and she was born with a golden key. At the age of 23, he became famous in the United States for "The Heart is a Lonely Hunter" and was considered to be gifted. Congenital conditions are superior.
However, when we open this, we can see that the health condition is extremely bad. /kloc-when I was 0/5 years old, I suffered from rheumatic fever, was misdiagnosed, and then was wrongly treated. Then, he suffered three strokes at a young age, was paralyzed at the age of 29 and died at the age of 50.
There is also a divorced marriage. At the age of 20, she married fellow countryman Levi mccullers, divorced four years later and lived with george david, editor of Bazaar, but she always used her husband's name and moved to Paris after World War II. 1945, she remarried her ex-husband Levi mccullers. 1953, her husband advised her to commit suicide together, but she managed to get away. Her husband took sleeping pills and died without hesitation.
In addition to the hustle and bustle of life, Jie Chen, a female writer, described mccullers's life fragments with a unique image. At the airport, "an ambulance roared Carson off the plane and roared away;" Another ambulance roared, lifted Leavis (the husband of a female writer) from the plane and roared away. " These two men need ambulance first aid because of drinking too much. This is a real shot of mccullers and her husband returning to new york from Paris, one of the fragments of daily life. Other words that can be used on her are: hysteria, aggression, extreme selfishness and self-destruction.
It used to be strange how such a rich second generation of "Tai Jie" could pay attention to a little girl named "Sister Lin".
But with the increase of age, the taste of the product is different. Rereading "Heart is a Lonely Hunter", words full of vicissitudes from time to time don't seem to come from a 23-year-old young man. For example, "the more people understand, the more they pursue, the more lonely they are." "Loneliness is a common problem in life, and we will not rest until we die." Is this old-fashioned nonsense, mccullers's own feelings? At the age of 23, where did she get such an experience of bone erosion? What moved mccullers, 23?
Yes-loneliness. This kind of "lonely" energy should have how big ah, it swept mccullers, pushed her to the peak of success, but also ruined her life.
In her experience, loneliness is the existence of desperate fate, and the story she used to analyze loneliness is quite strange. In A Lonely Hunter in My Heart, two dumb people in that small town in the southern United States inherited the loneliness of the whole town. Specifically, the mute singer inherited everyone's loneliness, while Anthony palos, who is lazy, mute and suspected of mental retardation, finally went crazy and inherited Singer's loneliness.
Representatives of loneliness in the town: Mick, the girl, Biff, the owner of the cafe, Copland, the doctor, and Jack, the intruder, are all attracted by the kind eyes of the mute singer, so they talk to Singh to relieve loneliness, and everyone thinks that he "knows" himself. Singer, who can't speak, is actually puzzled by "I don't know what they are talking about." Very dark and humorous.
In fact, dumb singers are also very lonely. He can only confide to Anthony palos in his heart, "I only know you, my only friend." Anthony palos never responded to Singh, and eventually died in an insane asylum, and then Singh committed suicide.
This is mccullers's loneliness, which is everywhere. The only one who escaped from this net was Anthony palos, who was lazy, stupid and unable to think. The result of this successful escape is-crazy. (gasping)
Mccullers used this story to prove that "loneliness is absolute, and the deepest love can't change the ultimate loneliness of human beings. Desperate loneliness is not so much an original sin as an original sin. " If the hand of God rings the bell of loneliness for human beings, then there is no solution to human loneliness.
I remembered Sister Lin in the Grand View Garden again. She is very much like the lonely girl in mccullers's works, and her loneliness also comes from no one "knows" herself. Brother Bao, who places his feelings on her, is often out of state and can't always "understand" her. She fights loneliness by playing small games and making sarcastic remarks. If she develops like this, the risk of becoming a cheap aunt in adulthood is high, so Cao Xueqin forbids her to grow up.
Fortunately, not everyone will have such a thrilling feeling of "loneliness". Even if "loneliness" is an absolute existence, it is only an occasional short-lived attack, and we don't need to make efforts to fight it. Those who consume the energy we pursue in life will also consume our loneliness. It is a blessing to live an ordinary life.