1

Sui 'an is an old house, working and living at home, and never going out unless absolutely necessary.

The day I met Shen was one month after the death of Yuzao, and Sui 'an went out for the first time.

He stood in the street and looked around blankly, not knowing where to go or where to go. Everyone passing by seems to have a way home and a place to come, but they are all alone and aimless.

This is when Shen appeared.

She was pulling a suitcase with a McDull doll in her hand, and her face was cold and stubborn. Like a rebellious girl who ran away from home, and like a poor homeless child. Thin figure, more and more thin and helpless in the crowd.

Sui An followed her all the way, crossed the road, walked into the subway, and sat opposite the last car on Line 1.

When Shen Yi got on the bus, she wore headphones and put on an expression of rejecting strangers, but the pink McDull tightly held on her chest really exposed her soft and lovely girl heart.

After only two stops, Shen began to doze off, as if he had completely forgotten his suitcase and just wanted to find a comfortable position to lean against. Sui An sat over and helped her hold the suitcase steady. She seemed to have general consciousness, barely opened her eyes and looked at him, so she leaned on his shoulder and fell asleep again.

That day, Sui An walked back and forth with her on the subway for more than an hour. Seeing that she woke up, he got off the bus, but Shen followed.

She stopped him, looked at him carefully for a while, raised her chin and said, "Your facial features are clear, your eyes are clear, and your appearance can be scored 10. Unfortunately, it is too cold, not warm enough, and it is not in line with my aesthetics. "

Finally, she added, "So uncle, I won't make an appointment, so don't follow me again."

Such distorted facts and obviously disproportionate appellations were taken for granted by her. Sui An didn't excuse herself, but nodded.

Shen doesn't like it: "There is no perseverance at all!"

So she showed him what perseverance is. She dragged her suitcase and followed him for three blocks. She looked miserable, but she said proudly, "Maybe you want to take in a beautiful girl?"

Since then, Sui 'an has been criticized.

2

Shen is a junior at C University, only two stops away from Sui Anjia.

She refused to live in the dormitory or go home, so Sui An let her stay.

University C is an engineering college. Shen's major is jewelry appraisal. She has a serious science student, but she can't find anything like a science student. She is lazy, insane and illogical. She is always thinking about this and that.

There are many specialized courses in junior year, but Shen Yi is not worried at all. I got up late today, I got my class schedule wrong tomorrow, and I became lazy the day after tomorrow. My strength plays the role of a decadent college student who is not enterprising.

N+ 1 Time After she was late, Sui An asked her to bring back a class schedule and put it in the living room to remind her to attend classes every day.

"Shen, I came in."

Sui An knocked on the door for the third time, but when Shen was still silent, he was ready to open the door and go in.

Shen is at ease with him and never locks the door. In her words, this is to keep her in bed. She was afraid that when Sui An couldn't call her gently, he would conveniently lift her quilt and force her to get up.

Sui An certainly won't lift her quilt.

When he entered the room, he opened the curtains first, then went to the bed, looked at his watch and said, "Shen, you should get up and wash up now. After breakfast, you should run to school just in time for the teacher to call the roll."

Shen woke up, but she squinted at him, huddled in the quilt and covered most of her face. Obviously, she didn't intend to get up.

"This is your own fault. Don't blame me for not calling you in the future. "

Seeing Sui 'an lifting his leg to go, Shen said wearily, "My relatives are here."

"What?"

Don't blame Sui An for not responding. His mother and fetus are single and live like antiques. So far, his understanding of the opposite sex is limited to the knowledge in the physical health class. Menstruation is menstruation, which has not been updated to many derived pronouns.

Shen was asked a little embarrassed.

She gave him a white look, wrapped the quilt tightly and rolled onto the bed, revealing a piece of red on the sheets below.

three

"It hurts me, and you let me go to class."

Shen's voice is very light, with the femininity of two girls. Complaining is more like coquetry, which makes people feel distressed and itchy.

"Then ... then you have a good rest."

In addition to the pause, Sui 'an's tone is as always, and even makes it very clear, "You should drink more hot water at this time, and I'll get the water."

But when he finished, he betrayed him with an escape-like action.

If you look carefully, you will find that the tip of his ear has turned red. In fact, it is not difficult to understand. A pure virgin like him has never been hugged by a girl's family. When she understands what the red mark on the sheet is, she will inevitably be a little embarrassed to see through the girl's secret.

When the hot water is served, Sui 'an will be much calmer.

He is not good at asking questions. He just told her to have a good rest and get ready to go out, but Shen said, "Aren't you going to help me change the sheets?"

Sui An stumbled and almost fell to the ground. His eyes subconsciously fell on the sheets, but instantly moved away, only feeling that the little ancestors really bossed him around for granted, but he did such a thing, right?

See him motionless, shen added, "are you embarrassed? You should raise a daughter and practice your hands in advance. "

Sui An's face turned black. "I can't have a daughter as big as you."

"Also, at the age of five, even if you want to, you can't do it." Shen started to be a demon again.

"Shen deer! Don't say dirty words! " Sui An is as serious as an old cadre.

Shen wanted to say something, but her stomach suddenly hurt and she cried out in pain.

Sui An was embarrassed to look at her. After all, this situation is always a bit embarrassing, and Shen also covered most of his face with a quilt, revealing only a pair of eyes. He really can't see anything.

At this time, she screamed in pain, and her whole body curled up together, and the quilt slipped off, revealing a pale face. Sui knows that she is really in pain.

But she is really an awkward girl. When the pain is mild, I will tell people in a coquettish way. It hurts, but on the contrary, it is very relaxed and has a mind to tease others.

Sui An sighed, wrapped her in a quilt, carried her to the bed, changed the sheets, brought her back, and carefully put her away, just like a fragile porcelain doll.

four

After a morning, Shen was already weak and tired.

Sui An checked online, prepared a warm water bag for her, and made brown sugar and ginger tea to relieve her pain.

Shen looked at him and suddenly burst into tears.

Although we haven't been together for a long time, Sui An knows that Shen is actually a very patient person. Although she has a bad temper and loves coquetry, she will not easily show her weakness, especially when she breaks down and cries like this, which shows that she is in pain.

"Still hurt badly? Where does it hurt? Stomach? " Sui An squatted down beside the bed, with two kinds of anxiety in his tone.

"It hurts everywhere!" Shen sobbed, her voice full of grievances. "I have a stomachache, backache and leg pain ... Sui An, will you hurt me? "

She used to eat and drink during her period, as if nothing had happened. This is the first time it hurts so much. If she had stayed alone, she would have survived, but Sui An was right in front of her, and she felt wronged inexplicably, and her tears fell uncontrollably.

Sui An could do nothing but bother to make up and help her wipe her tears. Seeing her lying on her side ... she changed her posture back and forth, turned pale with pain and kept sweating. He really wants to replace her and doesn't want her to suffer like this any more.

After thinking, he suddenly said, "Do you want me to rub it for you?"

As soon as the words came out, he realized that it was inappropriate. He was about to explain again when he saw that Shen was wrong about Baba and nodded proudly. "Don't try to take advantage of me."

After what she said, Sui An became calm instead. He took off his shoes, uncovered the quilt, lay down beside her, then held her in his arms sideways, and slowly put his right hand on her stomach and rubbed it gently.

In order to divert Shen's attention, Sui An told her many past events that he had never mentioned to anyone, and answered her questions.

Shen asked him, "Why don't you like going out? But living in such a noisy old neighborhood? "

Sui An replied, "I don't like standing in the crowd. The more people around you, the more empty you will feel, because among so many people, none of them has anything to do with me. Living here is probably because of the greed for fireworks. The new community is too quiet and unpopular. "

five

Except for the first day, from then on, Shen returned to normal, but his face was a little pale. He didn't feel terrible pain any more.

As soon as her relatives left, she lost the attributes of a little sheep at that time and began to be a little devil again.

Early in the morning on weekends, when I was still in bed, I began to call Sui 'an for food. Lai didn't get up until noon, and then reported the names of the dishes he wanted to eat. The dishes that slipped away were all meat dishes, and he urged Sui An to make them quickly.

Seeing that Sui 'an only promised to cook braised pork, Shen quit again. She shouted, "I want to eat meat! It is obviously a carnivore. If you are a vegetarian every day, tigers will be developed into Hello Kitty. "

Sui An glanced at her tiny figure and said seriously, "Sumatra tiger is the smallest tiger subspecies, with an average female body length of 198 cm and an average weight of 90 kg. Don't say height, your weight is not enough. "

Seeing Shen beaten, Sui 'an walked into the kitchen in high spirits.

After living alone for a long time, I naturally practiced cooking. Not two days after Shen stayed, he began to push his luck to order food. It is rare for someone to accompany him to dinner and be needed. Sui An also did it willingly.

It's just that Shen wants meat for three meals a day, but he is basically a vegetarian. But whoever can do it is responsible, so I am still a vegetarian, but I will ask her preferences every other day and allow her to order a meat dish.

Today is braised pork.

Sui An took the meat out of the refrigerator. When he turned around, Shen was behind him. "What's the matter?"

Shen followed him into the kitchen, but without answering, he asked, "Do you think my breasts are small?"

Sui an is puzzling. "What are you talking about!"

Shen deeply look at the deer, "isn't it? Weighing only 100, he is either flat-chested or short. I 165, not short among girls. Do you think I am light because I have small breasts? "

"When I don't miss you ... Shen Lu! Vegetarian today! " Sui An said, put the meat back.

Shen held out his hand and stopped him. "If you do this, my nutrition will not keep up, which will affect the secondary development."

"……"

six

Life is like this.

Shen will still speak in an inappropriate and serious way, and Sui An will go from making a fuss to normal.

Since the big aunt incident, the two have obviously become closer. This is mainly manifested in the fact that Shen no longer treats Sui 'an as an outsider and gives orders to him more naturally.

For example, at this time, she has started to use him as an errand boy, and sent a WeChat to ask him to send the books she left at home to school.

Sui' an didn't intend to talk to her at first, but she threw out a series of cute expression packs begging you, which made her think that she had been sending them since you didn't promise me. He could only go back to the "good" past, and she stopped.

When I got to school, I saw her as soon as I entered their professional teaching building. With her back to him, there stood a boy with a rose in her hand. He told her with a smile, "Shen, I like you. Please associate with me. "

A few people around should be friends of that boy. They all booed, clamoring for Shen to promise him.

"Lin Hai," Shen cried, "I like the sentence in Besieged City best: I want to occupy his life. Before he met me, he had no past, leaving me blank. You're not. I have seen that man. "

After that, she turned to Sui Anshi, and her expressionless face suddenly turned into a bright smile.

Shen usually doesn't like to laugh. She is a world-weary face popular nowadays, her eyes droop slightly, and she always looks like a girl with a heavy heart, with an indescribable indifference and natural mystery. But it turned out that she smiled, with the smell of summer sunshine, warm enough to heal.

At that moment, Sui An heard the sound of his heart pounding, and jumped up lively and happily, as if he didn't belong to him, and couldn't wait to find the person he wanted to go to.

He subconsciously took Shen's hand and took her out of there.

"Chun 'an, I don't want to be liked by people I don't like." Shen suddenly said, "Even if the person I like likes me, I only hope that the person I like likes me. "

She is probably the only naked person who declares her exclusive desires, like an unreasonable child, but it makes people feel that she should.

When she finished, she stood on tiptoe and kissed Sui An. She asked seriously, "This is my first kiss. Do you want to confess to me? "

seven

That day, Sui An didn't confess.

So Shen left with the suitcase and the McDull doll she brought.

There is nothing missing in the room, the coffee table is still the same coffee table, and the sofa is still the same sofa, but Sui An feels suddenly empty.

Yuzao once said that he envied him and that he was rational and calm to the point of being almost cold-blooded. He doesn't need love or care, and a person can live well. He never doubted that he was such a person, because when he received the news of Yuzao's death and learned that he had lost his only relative in the world, he was just sad and didn't feel much pain.

However, Shen's departure made him feel that he was missing a piece, or she took it away, so that he could no longer live as before.

But leaving her, he is more afraid of losing her again.

Sui 'an first heard Shen's name from Yu Zao's mouth. She said that she was the daughter of the man she loved. It was just a casual remark, but it happened that they were destined to meet.

It was in a shopping mall. That day, after the fish and algae were rejected, they had to go shopping with Sui 'an. Finally, they bought nothing, but they saw Shen from a distance. She stood in front of the huge glass window outside the mall, cold and lonely.

She seemed to be waiting for someone, so she stood there for a long time. There is a little girl playing beside her. The little girl smiled at her, but she was expressionless. She just kept staring at the little girl. The little girl ran away crying. She vomited and passively stuck out her tongue. It seems that she didn't expect this result.

That day was the first time Sui An saw her and the last time she saw fish and algae.

So goodbye, Sui An will follow her all the way, because he suddenly feels that in this world, she has become the only person he remembers and has a relationship with him.

But at the moment, he pushed her away with his own hands.

Because he has never had anything, but he is more afraid of losing than others, so he dare not accept it.

eight

Shen is very angry.

She was angry that Sui 'an didn't confess to her, angry that he didn't stop her, and even more angry that he didn't contact her on WeChat for more than ten days.

In this way, she gave birth to infinite grievances, secretly thinking that sooner or later she would mend fences with Sui 'an.

Yes, Shen never doubted that they would separate. Because she walked up to him on purpose and fell in love with him unexpectedly and understandably, and he also liked her, there was no reason for them to separate.

In fact, it was not the first time that Shen met Sui 'an in the street that day. She had inadvertently seen his information in her mother's drawer, as well as fish and seaweed.

Yuzao is smart and beautiful, which many people pursue, but she just fell in love with her university professor, Shen Changyu, Shen's father.

It stands to reason that Shen should hate fish algae and even hate her. But in fact, she didn't feel much. Because her parents' marriage has long existed in name only. Because her father loves neither her mother nor fish and seaweed, he has another love.

But her mother didn't understand that as soon as she loved her father and wanted to maintain this marriage, she asked someone to investigate the fish and algae, and even checked Sui 'an.

Shen didn't care about the emotional entanglements between them, but somehow remembered Sui 'an. Even think about the names of him and fish algae, is it their portrayal: one wants to catch love, but floats like seaweed, and the other is happy and lonely.

Who knows, later, just like destiny takes a hand, they will entangle and entangle.

Finally, I got a call from Sui An in the early morning.

While Shen was having insomnia, she heard the telephone ring. Obviously very happy, but pretend to be cold "hello". .

There was a long silence, and then Sui 'an's deep voice came from the receiver. He called her name several times, as if muttering to himself and expecting her response.

He said: "Shen, I have never liked anything in particular, and I never thought that one day I would like a girl." You don't know that every time I watch you demon in front of me, I wonder how this girl is so cute. Obviously, you didn't laugh, but I felt so sweet that it seemed to melt away all my previous pains. Especially the moment you kissed me, that sweetness came from your lips to my heart.

"But I dare not respond to you, I'm afraid you just fresh, will depend on me. I'm even more afraid that I've tasted the sweetness you brought me, and I can't eat another person's pain anymore. But now, at this moment, I finally understand that if I am afraid of losing and fail to love you well, I will die unsatisfied. So I want to tell you and myself: I like you and want to be with you. Stay at home for a few more days, and I'll pick you up after that. "

Then he hung up the phone and didn't give Shen a chance to talk.

Shen thought he was shy at first, afraid that she would tease him about love or not, and then hung up the phone in a hurry. Later, I thought it was wrong, because it seemed that his voice was abnormal, intermittent and laborious.

After thinking like this for a while, Shen was still in the mood to sleep. She simply got up and went out to take a taxi to find him.

Then how glad she was that she found it.

nine

I didn't see him in Sui Anjia that day, but in the hospital.

It turned out that Sui An heard a noise in the middle of the night and thought it was Shen's return. So I didn't even think about it, so I came out and turned on the light in the living room. As a result, I ran into a thief.

In their struggle, Sui 'an's abdomen was scratched and the thief escaped.

Later, Sui An endured the injury, called the police and dialed 120. While waiting, he called Shen, because when faced with a thief's knife, he suddenly found that he was not afraid of death, but regretted not telling Shen his mind.

"Little deer, talk to me."

When Sui 'an woke up, he saw Shen's smelly face. She asked the nurse about him, but refused to say anything to him.

"What to say? Tell me about your heroic deeds? Or how are you going to hide it from me? " Shen was obviously angry.

"I don't want to worry you."

"That you give me a call, why don't you contact me again! I'll never know, even if you die, I don't know! Still waiting for you! "

Shen almost roared, but in the end he burst into tears.

The thought of what kind of pain he endured at that time, but he didn't say a word to her, would make her feel uncomfortable if he casually confessed to her and made up lies to reassure her. But she was even more afraid that he was hurt more seriously at that time, but she didn't tell her, for fear that she would never see him again.

"Deer, I was wrong." Sui An said, barely propping himself up, trying to hold her hand, but he met the wound and trembled with pain.

Shen wiped a handful of tears and scolded 1, "Don't move! Not enough pain! "

When she said this, her eyes stared at his wound nervously for fear of bleeding again. It was not until she was sure that it was okay that she was relieved, sat down on the side and grabbed his hand.

"Remember to tell me something in the future, otherwise, I really will never talk to you again!" Shen warned.

"Well, I won't leave you in the future and tell you everything."

"I'm afraid of losing weight. You have to pay me a lot of meat. "

"Very good."

10

Sui An stayed in the hospital for a week.

On the day of discharge, in the face of the doctor's advice, Shen Yi, the deputy, seriously asked for advice, wrote it down one by one, leaving no doubt that she would take care of Sui An according to the doctor's advice.

But as soon as he got home, Shen immediately changed his face and lay lazily on the sofa, indicating, "I want to eat boiled meat slices at noon today, and I have to make up for it."

Sui An laughed, walked to the front of the sofa and looked down at her. "Shen, should I take care of you or should you take care of me?"

Shen raised his chin. "If you take care of me, you take care of yourself."

"Where did you get your confidence?"

"You gave it."

Looking at Shen's smugness, Sui felt relieved and whispered, "Come and hug you."

Shen Lu sat up, put his hands on the back of the sofa and looked up at him. "Just give a hug? I thought you missed me so much that you couldn't wait to kiss me. I have been looking forward to it for a long time, thinking about whether to resist or not ... hmm! "

Shen's unfinished words were taken away by Sui 'an's kiss.

He leaned down and took her face, kissed her warmly and devoutly, and then simply fished her out of the sofa and let her legs cross her waist.

"Your injury!" Shen exclaimed.

"all right." Sui 'an's voice is full of longing.

After a kiss, Shen climbed up Sui 'an's neck and gasped, feeling his violently undulating chest, only feeling a thousand joys in his heart. Sure enough, doing happy things with lovers is the happiest thing in the world.

"Chun 'an, you have to kiss." Shen looked up and said.

Sui An touched her, then bowed his head and pecked her on the lip and said, "Good boy, I'll cook."

Shen refused, twisting his body and saying that he didn't understand amorous feelings. When she moved, she discovered that Sui An was wrong. His whole body was tense, as if he were trying to endure something.

"Sui An, you ... you have a reaction?"

Being exposed by her in such a big way, Sui's face flushed when he settled down. Afraid that she would be a demon again, he quickly pressed her into his arms and said in a hoarse voice, "This is the first kiss. It's normal to react to the first kiss. Don't call me a rogue. "

After Shen blurted out, he was a little shy, but when he saw Sui 'an's shyness was even worse, he was refreshed.

She deliberately whispered in Sui 'an's ear: "Sui 'an, you abstain from sex in front of others, which is good. Only recognize people and only respond to me, remember? "

"Very good."

1 1

When Xu Wan came, Sui An was preparing to go out with Shen.

"This is my mother."

"This is my boyfriend Sui An. "

Shen gave a brief introduction to the two of them, so he waited downstairs in a rare clever way. She is not stupid. Her mother certainly didn't come for her.

Just before leaving the door, she openly whispered a few words to Sui An, which made him spoil and smile, and then walked down the stairs briskly.

"You are Yuzao's younger brother." Xu wan said straight to the point.

She came here to take Shen away, and she didn't want to say anything more about beating around the bush. When Sui An nodded, he said directly, "Then you should know what is the relationship between Yuzao and my husband. Do you think it is necessary to continue this doomed love? "

Sui An lowered his eyes and said nothing.

He certainly knows the relationship between Yuzao and Shen Changyu, that is, the relationship between teachers and students, and the relationship between love and being loved. More than once, he got drunk in the middle of the night and called him to tell him about Shen Changyu.

She said he was good, he was bad, she loved him and she hated him, but what she said most was that he didn't love her and was only good to her.

Sui' an just watched without comfort and persuasion, because he could not understand that kind of love and hate, and did not understand feelings. He never has, so what can he say?

He and Yuzao are brother and sister, but they grew up in an orphanage. Fish algae was originally called Suisui, but later it was adopted by a couple because of its sweet mouth. He is taciturn and unlovable, so he has been staying in an orphanage. It was not until he found Yuzao that he remembered that he had a younger sister.

Yuzao has many boyfriends because she wants a lot of love. But so many people chase her and like her, but she falls in love with Shen Changyu, madly in love, madly in love.

"I'm not afraid to tell you the truth," added Xu Wan. "I have seen jade before the accident that day. Of course, I just told her that Shen Changyu had an unforgettable first love, which was 7 points similar to her. I don't care if she had a car accident that day because of the news, but obviously, the deer thinks so. "

She paused here, her eyes rested on the McDull doll on the sofa.

"As you can see, although the deer looks cold, it is actually kind and considerate than anyone else. At that time, she heard my quarrel with his father and knew that I had seen fish and algae, so she stubbornly thought that I killed her and caused you to lose your sister. So, Mr. Sui should understand what I mean? "

"You mean," Sui An looked Xu Wan straight in the eye, "that deer likes me out of guilt and pity?"

12

Xu Wan didn't speak, but all her eyes and actions were expressing a meaning: Otherwise?

Sui An picked up McDull on the sofa, as if it were a deer, and touched its nose in a spoiled way.

After that, he said slowly, "I have never made any emotional choices." At first, I couldn't. I lost my parents when I was born, and then Yuzao was adopted and left me. I have no choice. Later, I didn't want to entangle with anyone and got stuck in a relationship between men and women. I would rather be independent and inseparable in this city with a population of one million.

"I thought I would go on like this all my life. I don't know the ups and downs of love, so I live and die. But I met the deer. Although I know her because of the algae, I like her, but that's my own choice. My only choice for feelings. So, even if I feel guilty or pity, I want her to stay with me. And I will try my best to make her love me, love me more, until I can't live without me. "

Sui' an's voice is not light or heavy, but there is a kind of calm, firm and calm like a person who has gone through many vicissitudes, making you believe in his sincerity.

"I'm here." Shen stood under the tree and waved to Sui 'an. "Tell me first whether my mother left me a dowry?"

Just now, after Xu Wan came down, she just glanced at her and left directly. No matter how clever she is, she is not sure what they said.

Sui An looked at her with a laugh. "No .. What are you thinking?"

It turned out that before, when Shen whispered to Sui 'an, he said, "If my mother gives you money to leave me, you must seize it. It may be my dowry. "

"No," Shen pretended to be disappointed. "Then, Mr. Sui, you should work hard in the future."

"Well, it won't hurt your meat anyway."

"That's good."

When Shen finished, he held out his hand. "Come on, grab it. I can tell the east from the west. Don't lose me on the road. "

Sui An reached out and squeezed her fingers. She didn't say, but he knew that she remembered that he didn't like standing in the crowd, so he had to hold him.

Shen didn't ask him what he talked to his mother, and neither did Sui An. Anyway, they still have a long time to chat slowly This time is only suitable for hugging hands, buying what she likes to eat and doing what she wants. Because she likes it, he likes it.

Later, when Shen and Sui An got married, Xu Wan said that she was "cheated" by Sui An.

That day, he finally said to her, "It is better to wait for her to get tired of me and leave me than to break us up now and make the deer hate you." That is the most fatal injury to me. "

As a result, he only told her that he loved him more and more.

I want to cry without tears, but I simply say, "Sui An, I am so single-minded, but you make me feel half-hearted. Then tell me how much you like me? "

SuiAn looked at her, eyebrow eye tenderness, "how much do you like it? I can't count them. You are the only preference in my life. I gave you all my unique love, but you taught me more love, so I can't count it. "

"Then you should continue to study hard and love me more every day."

"Very good."

end