Story of the Mountain and the Moon: "I am afraid that I am not a beautiful jade, so I dare not ponder hard, but I am dubious that I am a beautiful jade, so I refuse to be mediocre and associate with the rubble." So I gradually got rid of the secular and alienated the world. As a result, resentment, shame and hatred encouraged my timid self-esteem more and more.

Because I am afraid that I am not a pearl, I dare not grind it hard; Then, I generally believe that I should be a pearl, so I can't be as knowledgeable as those gravel people. In this way, I gradually isolated from the world and broke off diplomatic relations with others. The resentment and anger in my heart eventually grew in my growing timid self-esteem.