Besides, I graduated from a key high school in the district, so what? I entered a dozen universities, the best in the province, and the city focus must be good? Effort is the key. I was 12 3 in my freshman year, and I started to catch up in my sophomore year, but there were few opponents in my senior year. Try harder.
As for friends, my principle is that like-minded people seek common ground, and sitting together should not be good friends. We shouldn't ask too much of others. Strictly speaking, they have no obligation, right? When we make friends, we should not only look at our hobbies, but also respect them. They have the right to choose, so they can't complain. You think you're okay, so why are they alienating you? I have a feeling there may be something you haven't noticed. Of course, it may also be a grievance, and people are awesome! Then use actions to prove that you are not weird, you are a normal and good student, and you don't have to think about integrating into the largest group. Even in a small group, three or two people are enough. How can we make use of our good friends? Are large groups of people good people? Making friends depends on feelings. Don't be influenced too much by children who are more mature than you. It's really nice of you to think of so many questions. They just laugh and laugh together all day, okay? You said you were in grade 15, which is good. Those with a better attitude are definitely key universities. My high school is similar to yours.
Finally, I want you to pay attention to these words: the whole task of high school students is to study, and you throw away everything else that affects you. In such a society, it is difficult to get ahead without hard work and background at home. The best way to prove yourself is to study hard, get the first place in the exam, pay attention to teachers and students. Who dares to make irresponsible remarks? I hope it helps you.