When I was divided into liberal arts, I chose to study liberal arts, which is what everyone calls a "math idiot." Of course, I can only study liberal arts. If I learn math and physics, I might as well just kill me.
Just as I walked into the classroom of liberal arts class, I saw snow. As the name implies, she is fair-skinned and wears a snow-white dress, as beautiful as Snow White in the fairy tale world. No, to me at seventeen, she is Snow White in the real world.
I thought I could get rid of nightmares by studying liberal arts. But I didn't expect that this spell could not be got rid of after all. Surprisingly, Bai Xue is actually a master of mathematics among liberal arts students, and she is a super master. Shortly after the end of the liberal arts division, the school had a math competition for science classes, which was originally not allowed for liberal arts students to participate. Bai Xue voluntarily signed up for the competition, and then, with the attention of all the teachers and students, she won the championship in one fell swoop and easily won the first prize in the science mathematics competition as a liberal arts student, which surprised many science students. Since then, Bai Xue has become a celebrity in our school.
In the class with a cloud of experts, I feel as uncomfortable as in prison in every math class, and even feel shivering in the execution ground. Math problems are like executioners, smiling at me and making me shudder. But Snow White is easy to write, and all the topics I don't understand are a piece of cake for her. You can win it three times, five times and twice. It's easy.
I admit that I have fallen in love with snow. No, accurately speaking, my feelings for Snow White are not so much love as worship, a heartfelt worship.
I want to pursue snow. But why should I pursue others? On the appearance, the snow is delicious and lovely, but I am five and a half inches, and my appearance is average; As far as wisdom is concerned, Snow White is clever, but I am slow to respond and know nothing about mathematics and physics. The difference between clouds and mud seems to be unable to pursue white snow blatantly. I chose another road-unrequited love.
Physical education class took the initiative to greet Snow White and gave a brief introduction. At that time, Snow White was drinking soda with another girl. After listening to my self-introduction, she spit out a mouthful of salt soda. Maybe she felt embarrassed after listening to my self-introduction, but I am definitely more embarrassed. Because I remember wearing a pair of khaki pants that afternoon, because I was stained with salt and soda from Snow White's mouth, it looked like I peed my pants.
Embarrassed, I hurried back to the classroom. When I was in shock, I looked back and saw Snow White come in. She came over, handed me a pack of tissues and whispered to me, "I'm sorry, it was an accident, really."
"No ... nothing. I am used to it. " I answered casually.
"Are you used to this kind of thing?" Snow White was surprised.
"Oh, no ...no." I quickly corrected, "I mean, I'm used to being nervous in front of girls."
"Oh, oh. What are you nervous about? Girls don't eat people. " Snow White smiled, revealing a row of white teeth.
"I ... I don't know, just nervous." I paused. "By the way, how do you learn math so well? Mathematics in senior high school is so difficult. It is amazing that a test paper can get above 150. Unlike me, I can only get about 45 points. "
"Ha ha." Cher suddenly smiled, "since the childhood, people around me are so praised me. Maybe I'm more talented in math. Of course, diligence is also important. For example ... "
"Jingle bell ..." The bell rang. I know in my heart that students will flood into the classroom soon.
Si Nuo suddenly stopped talking and returned to her seat. At this sensitive age, we are all afraid of the gossip of other students without exception.
This chat-up started with failure, but ended with a happy ending. At least, I talked to Snow White alone. Yes, alone.
After that, I went to Snow White to ask math questions from time to time. In fact, I know very well that for me, those questions, whether asked by teachers or classmates, are meaningless. I don't understand, but I don't understand after all. However, asking math questions gave me an excellent excuse to get close to the snow.
I sometimes bring breakfast or fruit to Snow White. In front of the classmates next to her, Bai Xue refused to accept it. I said, thank you very much for telling me so many math problems. This is your reward. You see, knowledge is money. Snow White smiled and accepted my little gift.
Si Nuo is very busy every day. I know the world in top student is different from us scum. The same is the sun, the moon and the stars. Their world rotates much faster than ours. Seeing Xue Bai busy from 6: 50 a.m. to 9: 50 p.m. studying by herself, I was distressed and envious. It is said that an inch of time and an inch of gold can't buy an inch of time, but I think if someone gives me an inch of gold, I will give him all my time.
Snow is addicted to learning, and I am addicted to loving snow to kill time. After the monthly exam, my total score ranked last again. I was worried that the head teacher would scold me, but he didn't do that. The head teacher called me to the office and showed me the report card. After a few minutes of silence, he reminded me of my poor exam results and asked me what my future plans were. I didn't say anything. what can I do? Scum like me will either go to junior college or go out to work. what can I do? I can't turn a sparrow into a phoenix. The head teacher was stupefied for a while and suddenly asked me if there was anything on my mind. Do you like any girls? This fierce concern caught me off guard. My face suddenly burned and my throat seemed to be blocked. No, nothing, I replied, in a low voice like a mosquito. The head teacher didn't speak, but I guess he had guessed. After all, they all came from adolescence. He said, it's good not to. In fact, this can have very normal things. I said, teacher, this is really not.
When I came back from the teacher's office and returned to my seat, I couldn't help but look at the snow sitting in the front row. She is still studying this math problem. I don't know the magic of arithmetic geometric series, trigonometric function, conic curve, permutation and combination, calculus, so that such a pure and lovely girl can't extricate herself. Is there a bud of love in her heart? Will she have any subtle feelings for any boy? Maybe, but I'm almost 100% sure that boy can't be me.
"The south is a wilderness, because the leaves are falling, and the wind from the north makes the water cold." Before you know it, autumn is coming. On campus, the leaves of Magnolia grandiflora began to fall and the temperature began to drop. We all put on autumn clothes. Snow White is really cute in a plaid coat with jeans.
I really can't sleep when I look at this girl who thinks about herself all the time. So I got up the courage to write a letter to Snow White. I don't want to describe this letter as a love letter, because I think that word is too tacky to deserve my ice beauty. This confession made me really understand the meaning of two idioms: sinking into the sea and missing. I suddenly thought of an interesting thing-if every idiom can make us experience it personally, then why should we worry about literature?
After the Spring Festival, the new semester began again. When winter goes and spring comes, the temperature begins to get warmer. Swallows flew back, willows turned green, grass sprouted, and magnolia flowers on campus were white and fragrant.
There was a class cadre election in my class, and I actively participated. But my grades are really poor, I can hardly speak Chinese, especially I got high marks in my composition, so I ran for the language representative. The head teacher happens to be a Chinese teacher. Seeing my enthusiasm, he strongly supported me. So I got what I wanted. Of course, there is almost no doubt that Bai Xue, who has excellent academic performance, is the monitor.
As a representative of the Chinese Department, I am particularly concerned about whether Snow has handed in her homework. In fact, there is no need to take off your pants and fart, because Snow White never drags her homework, and it's no use asking. But I want to get Snow White's attention in this way, even though I know she is probably dismissive of it.
On one occasion, I took Snow White's composition and went to find her. I said, "Snow White, you are my math teacher, so let me be your composition teacher."
Bai Xue gave me a white look and said, "My representative from China, what happened to my composition?"
I pretended to sit next to Snow White, took out her composition and said, "Your composition is very good in conception and conception, but the language is rather dull. For example, we can add some scenery descriptions in appropriate places, borrow scenery to express feelings or use symbolic skills ... or ... "In fact, I understand that Bai Xue is a generalist and her composition is first-class. I'm just looking for bones in eggs.
"Well, great writer, I know. I will look up to you. "
Snow White's words made the students next to him laugh. Yes, Snow White is as good as me. Does she need to look up to me? Interesting.
After May 1 1 day, summer came to me. Girls put on beautiful skirts again, making boys itch one by one. I saw that Snow White was so graceful and lovely, perhaps because I liked it or because I was nervous. I was sweating all the time. In the afternoon, when I was in class at home, my feet were like a river, splashing with water.
I came back from the toilet this afternoon. Because the next class is English, I will take out my English textbook to prepare. I never imagined that as soon as I opened the book, I found a piece of paper with a delicate line: "Xiao Yong, you are very nice and talented, but your personal hygiene is a little ... I suggest you wash your feet frequently. If you really can't, go to see a doctor and treat beriberi. "
How embarrassing! This is the most embarrassing thing in my life. Look at that handsome font. It should belong to one of the girls in the class. But the people around me are basically scum at my level, and it seems that they are not as beautiful as girls. Then, the question comes out-who will be the mysterious person who wrote this note?
Anyway, I have to solve the problem of smelly feet first I looked at my watch. There is still one minute before class, it's not too late. I immediately put the note in my trouser pocket, then rushed to the nearest men's bathroom, turned on the faucet for washing the mop, and washed my feet hard. Then, one second before the English teacher came into the classroom, I slipped into the classroom through the back door. Fortunately, there was a close call!
In this class, I was so absent-minded that I didn't even want to pretend. I double-checked in my mind, who will be the girl who wrote this note? Who is so sensitive to my beriberi? Suddenly, a flash of light flashed through my mind-I remember the last time I went to write a composition for Bai Xue, I saw that her handwriting seemed to be like this, and every stroke of Chinese characters seemed to have a small "silver hook". Could this note be written by Snow White? She actually noticed that I had Hong Kong feet, but I was clearly three rows away from her seat. ...
Xiao Yong, please stand up and answer the question. The English teacher suddenly called me, "What are the two main points of the restrictive attributive clause I just said? Please repeat it for me. "
The English teacher's loud voice woke me up. Shit, shit, I didn't listen at all. I don't know anything. What should I do? In desperation, I reacted that I was angry these two days, and there was blood in my nostrils, so I put my little finger into my nostrils to dig. When I took it out, my fingers were already bloody.
"Sorry, teacher, I have a nosebleed." I said.
The English teacher panicked and said, "What's the matter? Then go outside and wash in the pool. "
In this way, I successfully dodged a bullet.
That evening, I asked the study committee for Snow White's QQ number, and wanted to add her QQ number to ask if that note was written by her. However, with the participation of Snow White, I never heard back. The next morning, I went to check QQ news, only to find that Bai Xue replied, "study hard and make progress every day."
For the next week, I will basically use my rest time to wash my feet under the faucet every afternoon. It's true that I have beriberi, but I really didn't expect to bring trouble to others, and the other party is a girl.
On the weekend, I sent a message to Bai Xue: "Are you free on Saturday afternoon? Let's go to the stadium to play together. " Snow White replied, "Sorry, I don't have time. I am preparing for the math contest. " I replied, "haven't you won the first prize in the whole school math competition?" She said: "This is a math competition for senior high school students in the province." Seeing her reply, I was dumbfounded in an instant and didn't bother her to review for the exam.
Time flies, and we quickly entered the third year of high school. This is the last year of high school career, and it is likely to be the last year of campus study and life for us scum.
"Cherish it, the last year!" I wrote this sentence on the second page of the Chinese textbook. Of all my textbooks, only Chinese is the cleanest and most complete. On the one hand, I think this may be the last year of my study career; Secondly, I think this is probably my last year with Snow White. Bai Xue is so excellent that almost every exam, big and small, she is the first in the total score, and there is still a clear gap between the second and her. I think she can be admitted to Peking University or Tsinghua, or at least a first-class school like Fudan University or Zhejiang University, without any accident. Then, after graduating from high school, our fates must be very different, and we may not meet each other easily.
The taste of secret love is really too painful. In order not to leave too many regrets for my youth, I decided to make a formal confession to Snow White before the college entrance examination. How to confess? I looked it up on Baidu, and there are many ways to express my confession, such as face-to-face confession, giving gifts on holidays, heroes saving the United States and then expressing their confession while the iron is hot, putting candles into yo-yos, kneeling down and offering flowers ... After much deliberation, I decided to give presents for Christmas.
On Christmas Eve, I put the Santa Claus and chocolate I bought in advance in my schoolbag. Deliberately dawdle when studying in the evening, in fact, just to wait for the snow. I know, she is very diligent, and she is the last one to leave every evening study. Thinking of this, I suddenly feel that the pursuit of snow is tantamount to delaying her bright future. But I can't help it. I have to send the bow on the string. Now that I am fully prepared, I will definitely carry out my confession to the end.
The snow is coming out of the classroom, so I quickly put on my schoolbag and go out. When I turned off the light and locked the door, Si Nuo asked me, "Why did you leave so late today?" In fact, it is normal for her to ask this question, because the whole class knows that I am the first person to disappear from the classroom every night.
"Are you? Probably because the moon is beautiful tonight. " I hit my face as soon as I finished, because I looked up and found that there was no moon at all tonight.
When I went down the stairs, Snow White didn't speak, and I didn't speak. The corridor was so quiet that you could almost hear each other's breathing.
After getting off the teaching building, we walked side by side in the campus. There are trees on both sides of the road, next to which is the honor list admitted by our school in recent five years. I guess, after half a year, Bai Xue's name will shine at the top of the honor list for freshmen.
"Snow White, Christmas ... Happy Christmas Eve!" I quickly took out the prepared gift and gave it to her.
Snow White was dazed and asked, "Why? Why did you suddenly give me a gift? "
My face flushed, and I managed to squeeze out a few words: "Because I like you!" " "
The air suddenly solidified.
Two minutes later, Snow White calmly replied, "Thank you for your kindness, but I can't accept you."
"Why? Is it because of my poor academic performance? I know my grades are poor and I don't deserve you ... "
"No."
"Why is that?"
"You cure beriberi first. I can't stand boys' beriberi. " Snow White dropped this sentence and left by herself.
I stood there, dizzy. Snow doesn't like me because I have beriberi! What a joke!
Going home at night, tossing and turning, can't sleep. However, I feel that my pursuit of top student is scum. Maybe I played first. However, in any case, I must cure athlete's foot first, and then talk about something else.
During the winter vacation, I asked my father to take me to various small clinics. I used all kinds of external ointment and foot bath soup. Although it can't be cured in a short time, soaking feet and applying medicine every day have played a little role. After a winter vacation, although my athlete's foot was not cured, the smell was not as obvious as before.
At the beginning of school, I learned from Snow White and put a note in her English book, which said, "My athlete's foot is basically cured". Three days later, another note appeared in my English book, which read "Try harder to write more beautifully". I began to buy copybooks and practice calligraphy frequently. After a month, my handwriting is not beautiful, but I have made great progress, and I am much neater and more generous than before.
I cooked up another note that said, "My handwriting looks good, too." This time, I got the reply that "men are ambitious everywhere, so you should look as far as possible". I don't understand. What medicine is sold in snow gourd? Is this an acceptance or a rejection?
A month later, I asked Snow White to meet her in the name of her birthday and asked her this question face to face. Snow White was silent for a while and told me calmly that she actually rejected me from the beginning. She doesn't want to fall in love at present, and feels that a beautiful life has just begun. She wants to work hard to give life more possibilities and opportunities. She also said that she refused me because I had beriberi, which is not true. I was disgusted at first, including later saying that my handwriting was not good-looking, mainly to make me understand that people can try to change themselves, the road to success is actually at their feet, and excellent methods are in their hands.
When leaving, Snow White took two steps, turned around and said, "Xiao Yong, although your total score is poor, you are very talented in literature. You may not get into college, but you can try to write, especially novels, and you may become a writer. I believe that as long as you keep working hard, you will succeed. Come on, see you later! "
The snow is gone, and the back with long hair is gradually disappearing in the May wind. I looked around, and in the distant fields, the wind blew the wheat waves for dozens of miles.
Time flies. After the college entrance examination, Bai Xue was admitted to the Mathematics Department of Tsinghua University, which became the pride of all of us. And I fell off the list without any suspense. On the day when the results were announced, I didn't say hello to any teachers and classmates, bought a ticket, carried a simple bag on my back and took a green leather train to Xinjiang. It is said that Xinjiang is a very vast and magical land, and there may be many stories to be discovered there. ...
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