Only when you have walked through it personally can you realize that there are many different flavors; after going through wind and rain, you can clear the clouds and see the sun.

Aier has lived in an aristocratic boarding school since she was a child. My father runs a factory with good profits and is busy with his career all year round; my mother is busy playing mahjong, shopping with friends, and doing beauty care all day long. In her senior year of high school, her mother filed for divorce from her father. The father cried and begged the mother not to divorce even for the sake of the children. Even though my father almost knelt down in front of my mother, my mother was still indifferent. Her stance was firm and decisive. Even so, my father still paid my mother a large amount of money during the divorce. He said that as long as she didn't squander it carelessly, it would be enough for her to live for the rest of her life. Elle couldn't be more sad about their divorce. Maybe, divorce is a good thing for them! She was fed up with their endless bickering. Because her parents' all-night quarrels were like a needle stuck in her head, and every scream was like being pricked by this needle one more time. At a young age, she suffered from schizophrenia. I often can't sleep at night. Later, he simply stayed in the school. There were no endless quarrels, and there were fun companions who accompanied her to sleep, so she slept more soundly.

The boy Xiaoyu appeared in Ai'er's sight in his second year of junior high school. Xiaoyu is a popular figure in the school. He is good at basketball and football. The school's annual sports meeting seems to be customized for him. He always wins all the gold medals. Wherever Xiaoyu appears, the girls' attention will shift. And Aier is one of countless girls.

That summer, Elle was in class at school. There was a strong wind outside, thunder was rolling, and raindrops were falling, and it soon turned into a heavy downpour. The bell rang for the end of get out of class, and the students with umbrellas quickly went back in twos and threes. Ai'er didn't bring an umbrella. Standing under the eaves, she could only watch the rain and sigh. After waiting for half an hour, she really didn't want to wait any longer. She gritted her teeth, stamped her feet, and rushed into the rain. This time I'm going to be soaked in water. The expected raindrops did not fall, and a shadow covered her. It's Xiaoyu. Elle's face turned red instantly.

"You..."

"Do you mind coming with me?"

"Of course not"

That's what they were like Got acquainted.

When Xiaoyu was playing ball, Ai'er stayed by and acted as a cheerleader. She bought water for all the boys and wiped sweat for Xiaoyu alone. Soon, friends all called Aier "Sister-in-law Yu". Ai'er was very happy to hear this.

After entering high school, Xiaoyu finally confessed to Aier. That day, after evening self-study, Xiaoyu and Aier walked side by side under the moonlight. The white moonlight stretched the shadows of the two people very long. They walked so slowly that all their classmates were gone and they were still enjoying the moonlight bath. Aier looked at their shadows. She tried to walk a step slower and let her shadow rest on Xiaoyu's shoulder. Then she laughed from the bottom of her heart. Xiaoyu turned around and saw Ai'er giggling foolishly. He felt that Aier was so beautiful at this time, better than all the women he had seen. He took Elle's hand, looked into Elle's eyes, and said to her the most beautiful three words in the world that Elle had ever heard: "I love you!". Elle was completely frozen there, like a wooden figure. Was she surprised? Is it happiness? have no idea. She was completely floored. Xiaoyu lowered his head and kissed her lips gently. Warm, soft and moist. Elle felt as if she couldn't breathe, and her heart was beating fast. She moved her stiff fingers, but fortunately, she could still move them. She put her hand on Xiaoyu's hand and said quickly: "I love you too!" After saying that, she ran forward as if running away, her steps as light as a flying butterfly.

During the three years of high school, they attended classes together, ate together, went shopping together, and played ball together. The college entrance examination is coming soon, and Aier is working hard to at least go to college. Xiaoyu has never been interested in studying. Later, Aier went to a local second-tier university as she wished, and Xiaoyu continued his education at a local junior college.

After going to college, they still often go to each other's schools to play, and they still often eat, go shopping, sing K, and travel together. Xiaoyu took Ai'er home. Xiaoyu's mother liked Ai'er very much. She held Ai'er's hand and was so happy that she couldn't open her mouth from ear to ear. Ai'er is also very sensible and buys skin care products, clothes and shoes for her aunt every now and then. As soon as Xiaoyu's mother made delicious food, she asked Xiaoyu to take Ai'er home. Ai'er's mouth watered when she mentioned the dumplings made by her aunt. Each dumpling is filled with a big shrimp.

Aier also tried to take Xiaoyu home to meet his father. Dad met Xiaoyu, first asked about Xiaoyu’s school, and then asked about Xiaoyu’s study situation. Xiaoyu has never been interested in studying and has been hesitant to deal with it. Dad asked Xiaoyu again about his plans after graduation. Xiaoyu was completely silent. He never thought about the future.

After Xiaoyu left, his father said to Aier: "Aier, this boy is not suitable. He is neither motivated nor down-to-earth, and has no plans for the future. How will he be able to carry on in the future? A family? What's the use of coaxing a girl again? "

Aier said she would think about it, then turned around and ran to chat with Xiaoyu.

Just when I am alone, my father’s words come out like a curse. future? What does the future look like? What kind of person will Xiaoyu become in the future? Where will I go? Elle doesn't know. She couldn't figure it out either.

When she saw Xiaoyu, Aier was still chatting and laughing as before. When two people get along, there will inevitably be friction. Every time we had a quarrel in the past, it was Ai'er who took the initiative to seek peace from Xiaoyu.

But this time, during their quarrel, they both said harsh words to each other. Ai'er endured not looking for Xiaoyu for a week. Xiaoyu also did not take the initiative to contact her. Finally, Ai'er couldn't bear it anymore. After half a month of cold war, she still showed up at Xiaoyu's school.

She stood at the door of Xiaoyu's school and saw Xiaoyu coming out. Just as he was about to speak, a girl came up from behind and took Xiaoyu's arm.

In front of the little sisters. Elle loves to play what-if games. One person poses a question, such as: What should you do if your parents divorce? Then, everyone answers one by one, stating their possible reactions and actions. I still remember that everyone asked this question: What would you do if you discovered that your boyfriend had a third party? The fierce Lingling said she would strip her mistress naked and push her out on the street. Little Mosquito said, turning around and leaving immediately. Qing'er said that she would snatch her boyfriend back, punish her mistress, and then dump her boyfriend to punish her boyfriend. Ai'er replied at that time that she had to go up and scratch Xiao San'er no matter what.

However, now, she can't remember her answer at that time. Aier stood there, the sun was shining brightly, but she was shivering with cold. His teeth chattered as he shook, and he couldn't even hold the bag in his hands. The two people walking from a distance began to spin, the sky and the earth also rotated, and then it became dark.

When I woke up, I was already in the hospital. Xiaoyu sat next to the hospital bed. Seeing Ai'er open her eyes, Xiaoyu said: "I'm sorry!"

"What do you mean?"

"Didn't you see everything?"

" I don't believe it. How is it possible? We haven't seen each other for only two weeks. "Ever since I met my uncle, I have been wanting to tell you that we are not suitable." Xiaoyu's face was full of apology, but his eyes were firm.

"Why are we not suitable for each other? Haven't we always been fine?" Aier's tears remained unsatisfied.

"You should rest first, we will talk about it later." After Xiaoyu finished speaking, he went out.

Aier became more and more puzzled. How did it become like this? Isn't it always good?

After being discharged from the hospital, the first thing Ai'er did was to ask Xiaoyu out.

"Xiaoyu, is it because of my father? I know that you came to lie to me about that girl, right?" Ai'er opened her mouth and started to choke.

"Ai'er, can you be realistic? I didn't know you were coming. Don't live in a dream. Only TV dramas act like this." For the first time, Ai'er heard Xiaoyu's words. taunted. But she doesn't care.

"It's because of my dad, right? I'll go tell my dad. He loves me very much and will definitely agree." Ai'er couldn't care anymore, she just wanted to keep Xiaoyu.

"No. She is very nice. She is studying at a junior college just like me and has the same family background. She makes me feel less stressed. Being with you is too tiring."

"No , I don’t believe it. You clearly said you like me. We have been together for so many years, and I don’t believe you can forget it!” Aier gasped with excitement.

"Let's break up!" Xiaoyu said clearly and decisively.

Aier took out the fruit knife from her bag. "If you dare to leave, I will die for you!"

She remembered that her best friend used this trick to subdue her boyfriend. Ever since my best friend committed suicide, my boyfriend has been as good as a little sheep. Therefore, she was ready to fight to the death before asking Xiaoyu out. But she doesn't know. He loves you, whether you use this trick or not, he loves you. If he doesn't love you anymore, what happens to you is all your business.

Xiaoyu snatched the knife from Ai'er's hand neatly and threw it far away. "Can you grow up a little! Face reality!" Then, he left decisively. Elle collapsed on the ground and cried loudly.

After that, Aier went to see Xiaoyu several times. Xiaoyu either avoids her or treats her as a transparent person. One time, Xiaoyu was dating a new girlfriend. Aier came over. Xiaoyu and his new girlfriend held hands, went shopping, chatted, laughed and turned a blind eye to Ai'er. Elle followed them like this for a whole day. Looking at Xiaoyu's harmless face, he smiled so brightly. She thought of that moonlit night. It all seems so ironic.

Since then, Aier seemed to have become a different person, meeting netizens crazily. Tall, short, fat, thin, you can see them all. Those who are ugly will be killed in public and will be blocked immediately. The handsome ones eat, drink, and sing together. Elle is a bad drinker. Three cups must be poured. Every time she got drunk, Ai'er would call Xiaoyu and ask him why he broke up with her. Ask him why he fell in love with someone else. Sing to Xiaoyu on the phone and ask him if he likes it. Once he got drunk and insisted on sending him to Xiaoyu's school. Xiaoyu came down from the dormitory building, put her directly back into the car, and sent her home.

Aier, who returned home, took a week off. She wanted to have a good rest at home. Even in school, I have no intention of studying. Her mother came specially to see her at home. Mom returned to this home for the first time since her parents divorced. She looked at her mother's eyes as she looked at this home, which was full of nostalgia and reluctance. Wasn't she crying and calling for a divorce at the beginning? Has her love been exhausted in just a few years? In her words, her mother also revealed that she wanted to get back on good terms with her father. Elle didn't know what to tell her mother.

Didn't she notice that the colors of the curtains at home had been changed, and there were new ladies' slippers on the shoe rack?

Time is really a magical thing. It can create everything, make everything take root, sprout, and grow wildly. You can also destroy everything, letting all the good and bad disappear without a trace. Love comes and goes like this.

Aier sometimes wonders, if Xiaoyu had not moved on and fell in love with someone else, would they still be in love? She doesn't know. Maybe, they will get along sweetly until they graduate from college. Dad will arrange a decent job for her. Xiaoyu, what will you do? She doesn't know. Only then did she realize that she had so little confidence in Xiaoyu. Maybe in her heart, Xiaoyu was just the boy who made her heart beat when she was in middle school. Xiaoyu, who has faded away from the glory of the campus and entered the society, is just one of the many people who are struggling to make a living. Will she still love him that much? Perhaps her constant struggle was just because she couldn't stand Xiaoyu taking that step first.

Aier was finally relieved. Let the past go and let the future come.

She began to focus on her studies. No matter what, she must at least earn enough credits. It would be a shame to fail to graduate successfully.

After graduation, under the arrangement of her father, Aier entered a state-owned enterprise and did some easy and decent work. Xiaoyu, I heard that he was not doing very well. Later, Elle began to fall in love again. The target was the netizen who sent her to meet Xiaoyu that time.

The future is exciting again...