Son, I once wanted my first love back as much as you did. But the past will pass. Even if you find her, what can you do? Maybe she doesn't feel the way she used to. Maybe you feel different after reading it. Maybe she has a boyfriend. Good memories. I advise you not to go to Laura. Memories of the past cannot be retrieved. Keep the memories in your heart. . . Otherwise don't break it. . . You know that!