It's really hard. I feel like I'm repeating one senior year after another. But all the teachers say our major is right. Girls, in particular, do not have as much employment pressure as clinical ones, and also have a lot of room for improvement. For example, CT, MRI, nuclear medicine, intervention, and so on. I didn't get high marks at the beginning, and entered the medical college of 2 1 1, 985. I am very grateful to my father, who is also an imaging doctor and gave me a lot of guidance in learning, such as basic courses, anatomy, pathology, physiology and pharmacology, patient diagnosis and so on. I have to learn very solidly and step by step to lay the foundation for future imaging diagnosis. Medicine is characterized by rigor, and it is also important to cultivate one's own clinical thinking, because images serve the clinic, and only with clinical thinking can we draw a conclusion that is more conducive to clinicians' judgment. Looking back at every step, I have never regretted it. It is false to say that you have never been confused, but it is also true that you are ambitious. My five years of youth began with an oath that "health depends on life". In the end, I will try to fulfill my vows, even if my heart is gone. Studying medicine is a process that takes a lot of time and energy, and all kinds of violent incidents in the medical field in society make me feel uneasy. However, medical subjects are really interesting. Why don't I study what I love? There are many medical students and young doctors in Zhihu, and the hostility in this industry is getting heavier and heavier. Our head teacher once said that this generation may be the darkest time in the medical field, but with the improvement of national quality, it will definitely gradually become out of the dark. After all, this is our time. Attached is a word that I once wrote to encourage myself in my confusion: "After all kinds of maladjustment, I can gradually feel at ease with my present life. After random collision, I gradually find a vague road, and I need to be serious, practical, firm and endure repetition, failure and loneliness to study medicine."