Ugliness is not important, what matters is inner beauty. You can see that some streets are beautiful, but in fact, they are dirtier than garbage. It's not your fault that you are ugly for money and other services. Don't forget a sentence from primary school, I was born to be useful! You don't have to commit suicide, at least it's much better than those poor people who have no hands or feet. People should be strong and unyielding, not to mention typing. I wish you a happy day.