Han Yu, don't come to see me again, because I have rejected all visitors. Please let me leave some dignity for the rest of my life. Sometimes I always wonder when I fell in love with you. Maybe that day, from the day you tied my shoelaces, I fell in love with you. You always say that I was blind for a while, but after three days, I still love you. Three years later, I still love you. Even if you give me another 30 years, I still love you. Are you only temporarily blind? I am very happy when you hold my hand. You smiled at me, and I was tempted. You told me forever, I believe. At this moment, I understand that I should not let this love blind my heart like a button. The first button was buttoned wrong, but I didn't realize until I buttoned the last one that I had done too many wrong things in my life. There are too many people who are sorry. Grandma, Dad, Mu Yan, Shu Yuan, Aunt Shu Ren, and even the aunt who loves me the most, all made irreparable mistakes because of me. I feel peas, dear. At this moment, I sincerely thank God that you are not my own daughter. If my mother's illness is passed on to you, I will be very painful. Doudou is Mu Yan's daughter. Please tell Mu Yan for me that we should not be enemies in the next life, but be real sisters. My father told him that I was sorry for him and I loved him. I will be a good daughter in my next life and won't make him sad again. If there is an afterlife, when you see me chasing you down, please don't look back, don't smile at me, don't hold my hand, just go forward and don't look back, so I won't fall in love with you again.

Finally, I finished typing word by word. I looked at the subtitles written on the storm video in my notebook word by word, and then typed them word by word. Please accept them and give them extra points.