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When I realized that I liked the girl at work, it was the day after I broke up with my ex-girlfriend, who was my seventh girlfriend. Everyone knows that she loves me, and I felt the same way before. It was just two days ago that I dumped her without mercy or mercy.

"If I fall in love with you again, I'll die." That's what I said to her.

The reason why I broke up with her was because she was in love with a boy from another school at the same time, but I didn’t tell anyone about it, even though she pitifully posted on WeChat Moments saying how she had forgotten about it. If you don't abandon me, even if I am called a scumbag by everyone, so what?

Do you want me to announce to the public how she cheated on her, then pretend to be a pitiful suitcase to gain sympathy, and then let others turn around and abuse her? How is it possible?

A man who lives and dies because of love cannot be called a man.

What surprised me was that when everyone in the school was calling me a scumbag, Lin Fei actually spoke up for me.

"Did you know? Zhang Feng dumped his girlfriend again. Oh my god, his girlfriend loves him so much. He is such a scumbag!"

Me at that time I was at the door of the classroom, listening to the comments of my classmates with interest. I thought that Lin Fei would follow the crowd and say something to me. What I didn't expect was that she actually said such a sentence.

"When it comes to matters like feelings, it is best not for outsiders to speak at will, and it is best not to believe other people's words." When Lin Fei said this, he still held the pen in his right hand, lowered his head, and looked at Book, short hair swaying with gravity.

She didn't even see me standing at the door, and she didn't take my matter to heart at all.

I suddenly discovered that compared to those girls who had the same boyfriends coming and going, girls like Lin Fei who were top academics were actually more interesting. In the toilet, I threw the cigarette butts on the ground, and then slammed Step out and decide on an idea.

I want to chase her!

2

I wrote a love letter for the first time, a eloquent love letter of three thousand words.

I swear, I only wrote love letters when I was ignorant and in love for the first time, and the number of words was only 500. Nothing like this one, and I even went to the Internet to excerpt a lot of them. paragraph, accompanied by a blue envelope, and then secretly stuffed into Lin Fei's drawer during the first physical education class in the afternoon.

She must be very surprised. After all, there are not many girls who can be chased by me.

I was so convinced in my heart, and then there was no news for an entire afternoon.

Fuck! I blurted out an English sentence, which was the sixth English sentence I knew after hello, hao are you, i’m fine, thank you, and you.

I wanted to go to Lin Fei and ask for an explanation, but asking in the classroom would be too embarrassing for me. I sat in the last row and didn’t look at the things on my desk. novel, but kept staring at the back of Lin Fei, who was sitting in the third row nine rows away from me.

When she went to the toilet, I hurriedly got up from my seat and stopped her before she went to the toilet.

"Hello."

I looked down at Lin Fei and said coldly.

"What's the matter?"

Lin Fei raised his head, looked up at me and said.

"Have you read the love letter I sent you?"

"You sent me a love letter?" Lin Fei had a little surprise on her face, which made me chuckle. That's what I want to see.

"Which envelope is yours? White, blue or what color? But it's useless to know now, I just threw it in the trash can." Lin Fei said nonchalantly.

"You threw it in the trash can?!"

"Yes, I have to clean up the love letters every seven days, otherwise it will be troublesome to accumulate them."

"It's just you..." I wanted to say something like you are the one who often receives love letters, but I looked carefully at Lin Fei's face, which was as pale as water. There was no whitewashing. Traces, pure makeup, double eyelids and big eyes, snow-white and smooth skin, high nose bridge, just with this bare face appearance, she is already better than any of my previous seven girlfriends, well, she really has it. As for the love letter, why didn't I find it before?

"How am I doing?" Lin Fei chuckled, "Get out of the way, I need to go to the toilet, and I have to go to class later."

She pushed me away, and then Went to the toilet.

"Hey! Wait, I have something to say to you." I called Lin Fei.

"What are you talking about?" She turned her head, and her short hair made scattered trajectories in the air.

"I like you! Be my girlfriend!" I shouted, attracting the attention of five floors in total from the two floors above and below.

Lin Fei seemed a little surprised on his face. He jumped in front of me like a rabbit and stared into my eyes.

"You like me?"

"Well, I like you." I said without hesitation.

"Then you come to me first. I will not fall in love with the crane tail."

With a chuckle, Lin Fei turned around and left. In the toilet, I watched her with my eyes as she turned around and entered the women's toilet.

A pair of girls who were obviously best friends came out of the women's restroom, looked at me staying there, and said softly.

"Isn't that that scumbag? He's quite handsome, but why is he standing in front of the women's restroom like a pervert?"

Three

Lin Fei is sitting in the third row, which is definitely the area for good students. You won’t be influenced by us bad students if you sit in the back, and you won’t eat chalk dust like the first and second rows. I can only speak six sentences in English. As a scumbag, wanting to sit next to Lin Fei is as ridiculous as those monkeys in the text who want to fish for the moon from the well.

So what should we do? In my dictionary, chasing a girl does not mean giving up.

I came up with a plan and wrote a letter of repentance of 1,800 words eloquently. Then I ran to the office and handed this letter of repentance to our class teacher.

"I want to study hard in the future."

I lowered my head and said angrily. My eyes were moist after I had put eye drops in advance. The teacher looked at my eyes full of tears. , said earnestly: "It's okay, who didn't make mistakes when they were young, but if you know your mistakes, just correct them."

"Teacher, I don't want to stay behind, they will affect my study too much Yes, I want to move to the front." I said.

"Okay," the teacher looked at me and nodded happily, then picked up the cup of tea on the table, took a sip and said, "Then where do you want to sit?" < /p>

"Lin Fei is the first, then I will sit next to her."

"Pfft." The teacher spit out a sip of tea on the spot and said in surprise, "You have to sit next to Lin Fei ?"

"Yes, she is the first and has the best academic performance," I said naturally.

"No, I'm afraid it will affect Lin Fei's study. You can't sit next to her." The teacher rejected my proposal without mercy.

"Then I will sit behind her." I looked at the teacher with tears in my eyes and said.

The teacher stared at me, and I stared at the teacher. In the end, the teacher couldn't resist the determination to repent in my eyes.

"Okay, I will change the seats later and arrange you behind Lin Fei."

In the self-study class after class in the afternoon, the teacher arranged to change seats, and I As I wished, I sat behind Lin Fei, picked up the pen, and poked Lin Fei's shoulder.

"Hey, I'm here with you now."

"Well, you're pretty good." Lin Fei smiled, "Then I'll do it again Ask you, do you like me? Or do you love me? "I love you."

"How much love is there?"

"Love deeply."

"How much love is there to love deeply?"

"Love like the sea, like the sky?" I said hesitantly.

"This is such an old-fashioned metaphor." Lin Fei did not hide her contempt at all.

An unknown insect flew out of Lin Fei’s eyes, fell into my eyes, and crawled into my heart. It doesn’t bite, but crawls on your heart. Every time I move, there is an unbearable itching. It is so comfortable that I want to hug the sun and kiss it for life.

Four

I have to say that it is indeed happy to have a top student to pursue my goals, because if I want to stay very close to Lin Fei, I must improve steadily. I have good grades, and being a good student is in line with everyone’s expectations of me. My parents and teachers have all been my help.

The whole world is helping me pursue Lin Fei.

It was an afternoon when the sun was as hot as Malatang. The sun ruthlessly broke through the window glass and showered us with heat. Moreover, the angle was impartial and correct. Falling on me and Lin Fei in front of me, although the Malatang is delicious, the sunshine like Malatang is completely uncomfortable. I am sweating profusely, irritable, and have no intention of listening.

I lowered my gaze on the teacher and looked at Lin Fei, who was wearing a ponytail in front of me. Sweat also appeared on her body, and her hair was stuck to her snow-white neck. The shirt has been exposed to the sun quite a bit.

"Hey."

While everyone was sitting and listening, I suddenly stood up.

"Zhang Feng! What are you doing!"

The teacher on the podium frowned and scolded.

"It's so hot today, I feel like I'm going to fall asleep. It's better to listen to the lecture standing up." I said with a chuckle.

"That's it, then just stand and listen." The teacher listened to my reason and couldn't think of anything bad in it, so he said.

The spicy hot sunshine was splashing on me like soup, but my body stood upright and my arms were spread wide, blocking all the sunshine.

Sensing the difference in temperature, Lin Fei turned her head and looked at me, who had completely blocked the sun.

I blinked at her, she chuckled, and then turned her head to listen to the lecture, as if nothing happened. However, I looked at her back that secretly twitched from time to time, and it must be very... Have fun, I thought with a chuckle.

I asked her after school in the afternoon.

"Are you happy? Lin Feifei."

Lin Fei nodded with a smile.

"Happy."

"Then do you plan to study liberal arts or science."

"Me." Lin Fei rolled his eyes, black and white. His eyes revealed the emotional color I saw for the first time. They were gray, a color formed by the white of happiness mixed with the black of disappointment and doubt. It can be dyed white again, but it can also be splashed with thick ink and become the most beautiful. Pitch black darkness, whether it is white or black, only time can tell. This color is called regret.

"I want to transfer to another school." Lin Fei said.

The little insect that once flew into my eyes from Lin Fei's eyes and landed on my heart suddenly revealed its needle at the back of its tail and pierced my heart hard.

Panicked and in unbearable pain.

Five

The day before leaving, Lin Fei and I had a date.

"Today, I will be your girlfriend for a day. Originally, I was not prepared to fall in love in high school, but you are an exception." Lin Fei said.

What I did that day is blurry, like a person who has sunk into the water and opened his eyes to look at the outside world but could not see anything clearly. He can only remember some vague and unpleasant things. Coherent episodic memory.

I just remember that we went to see a movie at that time. I have forgotten what it was about and what it was about. I still remember the sweetness of popcorn and the carbonic taste of Coke.

The last thing I remember is the conversation we had on the green tree path when I was sending her home.

"I'm leaving."

"Where are you going?"

"To Shanghai."

Lin Fei She stopped and I stopped too. She looked at me with a complex emotion that I couldn't describe.

"Zhang Feng, do you love me?"

"Love." I said as if I had completed my instinctive reaction.

"Deep love?"

"Deep love."

"11304?"

"Huh?"

"You don't understand, don't you?" Lin Fei smiled, stood on her toes, and turned in a beautiful circle, "But you must understand it next time we meet."

"Next time we meet ? Will you come back?" I asked hurriedly, as if grasping a life-saving straw.

"Why do you want me to come back?" Lin Fei smiled again, "I'll see you in college. You must know which school I will go to."

Of course I know. Which school Lin Fei is going to go to, but I know even better that entering that school will be a top student in my eyes. That is not a goal that I can achieve at all, a goal that I can't even think about.

Lin Fei seemed to see the hesitation in my eyes and said softly: "If you really like me, then come to me and be upright."

"Then, when we meet next time, tell me what 11304 means."

Lin Fei disappeared in the afterglow of the setting sun, leaving me alone standing there.

11304?

Six

Good love can really change people.

I began to feel melancholy for a long time. I locked myself in the classroom, took out my textbooks, and started day after day. I couldn’t use time to calculate it. It seemed that the world and I had a short but long time. Separation, I am not very clear about the passage of time, but I can clearly feel its little progress and changes, and it turns out that learning this kind of thing is really something that has nothing to do with talent. As long as you do it, you will Something that will definitely bear fruit.

In the remaining two years of high school, I really jumped from the bottom to the top three in the class. I was called an inspirational role model in the school. The enthusiasm of the schoolmates was more enthusiastic than ever, but These are no longer what I want.

After the college entrance examination, I entered that university as I wished.

On a path covered with cherry blossoms, I saw her figure at the end. Our footsteps crushed the cherry blossoms into pieces, and then we got close to each other under a tree.

"Are you here?" Lin Fei looked up at me.

"I'm here."

"Do you still love me?" Lin Fei asked.

"Where is love."

"Love deeply?" Lin Fei asked.

"Love you deeply."

"How deep is it?"

"I love you deeply."

Lin Fei smiled as brightly as a cherry blossom.

end

On the west side of the Pacific Ocean, there is a trench called the Mariana Trench, and its deepest point, the Challenger Deep, has a maximum depth of 11,304 meters. The world's highest Mount Everest is moved here and will be submerged under 2,000 meters of water, which is the deepest place in the world.

I love you deeply.

That is, I love you most.