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I deeply sympathize with your experience, but sadness and weakness are of no help. As Zhang Zi, I still hope you will cheer up as soon as possible. In view of these diseases you mentioned, I found some information and some auxiliary treatments, hoping to help you ~ ~

This is caused by a disease called Creutzfeldt-Jakob syndrome, which is also called hypoplasia of seminiferous tubules. About one in every 500 boys is congenital testicular dysplasia. This disease is mainly caused by abnormal sex chromosomes. A normal male has 46 chromosomes, represented by 46, XY. Patients with Creutzfeldt-Jakob disease have an extra sex chromosome X with a karyotype of 47, XXY. Part of the reason is that the mother's oocytes did not undergo meiosis during mitosis to form double X eggs, and part of it is caused by the abnormal sperm production of the father. This kind of person has no abnormality in childhood, but gradually shows abnormality in adolescence or adulthood. Most of these patients have delayed puberty, that is, after 14 years old, their testicles are still as big as children, and their secondary sexual characteristics are not obvious, such as tall figure, slender limbs, narrow shoulders, wide pelvis like women, underdeveloped muscles, more subcutaneous fat and easy to be obese. The voice is sharp and thin, and the Adam's apple, beard and body hair are not obvious or sparse. 80% patients can have female manifestations such as breast enlargement, but they don't secrete milk. The external genitalia is male, the penis is normal or short, although adult, the testicles are small and hard. The mental development of such patients can be normal or slightly delayed.

Testosterone propionate 50 mg, intramuscular injection twice a week, or methyltestosterone 5 mg, taken three times a day, can promote the development of male secondary sexual characteristics, promote sexual desire and maintain normal sexual function. For those with mild symptoms and fertile testis, intramuscular injection of 2000 units of chorionic gonadotropin, every 2 days 1 time, can promote testicular development, but the effect is not ideal. No matter what treatment method is adopted, it can only promote the development of sexual function and secondary sexual characteristics, but can not restore fertility.