On the occasion of human history, who can say that only our time has a shemale? Maybe no one will admit my point of view, but I understand the pain and resentment of being called a shemale (first of all, I am not a shemale). They also have their own personalities, thoughts and ideas. When they are called shemale by some so-called "normal people", they will fall into a kind of extremely inferior thought, even if they pretend nothing on the surface. However, their hearts are unbalanced. As we all know, there are many transvestites in Central Asia and South Asia. Let me give an example-Thailand-where transvestites are often used as an entertainment to attract tourists. Who ever thought how empty their hearts were when others looked at them with strange eyes and smiled? My idea is over. Let me briefly describe the scientific theory of transvestite.
Editor: Yue Yimou 2004-06-0317: 21:30 Source: International Online
I was born in Quanzhou, a small county in Guangxi Zhuang Autonomous Region, China. According to my father, Hunan borders, and there have been border conflicts before. It was in the battle that the father was killed and the talents were smuggled to Vietnam. My mother is a very beautiful woman. Some people call her "Chinese cabbage". After our father and son fled, she went crazy for a time. I heard that she married a butcher named Ding and gave birth to a little sister. Now she is in middle school. It is said that she looks like me. But she should be much happier than me. Sometimes I am very eager to see her and my mother.
We suffered a lot when we traveled from Vietnam to Thailand. The "snakehead" lured us into saying that it was easy to get rich here. In fact, this is just to charge us a large smuggling fee. To this end, my father also sold one of his kidneys. We were joined by a dozen Vietnamese and several China stowaways. Later, one of the little boys became a "shemale" and I met him when I was performing in Mana Town.
I am a "shemale" because I am forced by life. In Thailand, only poor children do this. I was 6 years old when I arrived in Thailand. It is reasonable to say that I missed the best opportunity for training. Other people usually begin to receive feminization training at the age of two or three, but my father can't find other hopes and has to beg others to accept me. Because I was born girly, a school near Bangkok that specializes in cultivating "shemale" accepted me and named me Nisha, which means "good girl" in the local dialect (my China name is Fang XX, and my father still used to call me that).
At first, people lied to me that I had been vaccinated, and I accepted it very obedient. Later, I learned that I was injected with female hormones. In addition to injecting hormones every day, physical training and dance training should be carried out to meet the needs of future performances. Children from poor families can only make more money by taking this road, or they will have to be child prostitutes for people who fall in love.
By the age of 13, I have developed very well, with delicate skin, towering breasts, round hips and feminine speech. Except that the knuckles are slightly thicker than ordinary women, there is no trace of men at all.
/kloc-started performing in the Tikasa Song and Dance Troupe in Pattaya when he was 0/4 years old. Pattaya has a population of less than 50,000, but receives more than 3.5 million tourists every year. It is the most famous "shemale" entertainment city in Thailand.
My song and dance troupe is small, with only a dozen people, but its monthly income is still hundreds of millions of baht. As I come from China and can speak Chinese, the group attached great importance to me and asked me to be an announcer to introduce the content in English, Chinese and Japanese. My father is now a handyman in the league, with a monthly salary of 850 baht (equivalent to more than RMB 280). My income is naturally higher, with more than 6,000 baht, but I still have to buy medicine and cosmetics to maintain my beauty. In Thailand, these things are prohibitively expensive. In fact, my monthly net income is very small.
What is even more incredible is that people in our line of work eat "youth rice" and "erotic rice". When we are in our thirties, the group will ask you to clear the way, but we can do nothing but sing and dance. Our previous income can only barely make ends meet, so naturally we can't afford expensive drugs for beauty. Once we stop taking drugs, our bodies will be deformed and become strange. Some people choose to commit suicide because they are ugly. In fact, most "transvestites" generally live to their forties, and life is over.
The boss of our song and dance troupe is Bachai. He knows that our song and dance troupe can't rank in a small town. In order to attract the audience, he has to come up with new ideas, such as asking the audience to take nude photos of us and contact us separately. These bold measures were initiated by our troupe. If it weren't for his "open consciousness", you wouldn't have interviewed me. Other troupes have iron rules, and are not allowed to accept private invitations from the audience, let alone disclose them.
Many people who came to see the performance came from China. I heard that your government died a few years ago. In fact, relatively speaking, the performance of "shemale" is more elegant and formal, with less pornographic content and no big problem. Besides, in fact, most of the audience and performers are the same person, and Thai law also recognizes our male identity.
We play twice a night. Generally, enthusiastic Thai folk dance and modern disco are performed, which is easy to incite the audience's emotions. Of course, we also perform elegant French court dances and ancient China dress dances. Don't forget, we have received good physical training and dance training since childhood. This is a very professional performance. Besides, our scenery, costumes, lighting and acoustics are all first-class, and we don't just use sex and hue to attract the audience. Therefore, the audience is willing to accept the price of 480 baht per game, almost every game is full, and can earn hundreds of thousands of baht for the boss.
Although we are smiling on the stage, actually each of us has our own bitterness: it is impossible to get married in this life, and even a normal life can only be a dream for us. Did you notice the "pretty girl" with a high bun next to me during the performance just now? Although he was passionate during the performance, he actually committed suicide twice. He likes reading books on weekdays, is more educated than us, and often worries about his embarrassing position. His family is also the poorest. Two of the four brothers and sisters and three boys in the family are "shemale", and the youngest sister laughs in a pornographic song and dance troupe. He and I are good friends. He has been urging me to get in touch with my relatives in China as soon as possible and apply for returning to China. Once my father heard what I said and lost his temper. Dad has always refused to accept the fact that mom remarried. Besides, he also committed a murder case, and everyone in the family thought we died in the wild. Also, my status as a "shemale" is definitely unacceptable in China.
I hope to visit my beautiful motherland one day. I left China at the age of 6, and it has been 15 years. From 65438 to 2005, I often went back to the beaches and grasslands where I played as a child in my dreams. My father said to take me to Guilin, which is a world-famous scenic spot. It's a pity that something happened to him three months later, so he hasn't seen Lijiang River and Xiangshan Mountain, and he can only feel the landscape of Guilin from the pictures. There is a book "Places of Interest in China" published here in Thailand, and I bought it without hesitation.
My father also wants to go back to China. Although he was angry, he said he would never go back. In fact, he often talks about my mother's nickname. Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night and see him crying at the moon alone. I know what he is thinking. Poor father, after arriving in Thailand, cleaned up the garbage and dug the grave, which was almost regarded as a "trust". Without a kidney, he can't work hard, so he has to take some light and cheap jobs. When we first arrived, we couldn't speak the local dialect and were often bullied.
About 300 kilometers away from us, there is an old man living in a small town called Carini. He is the only China person my father knows in Thailand. Every Spring Festival, they always get together for the holidays according to the tradition of China, but I can't leave. My boss seldom gives us holidays. He must squeeze every profit from us as much as possible when we are young and beautiful. Of course, we should also strive for time to earn a pension for ourselves, otherwise, when we are abandoned in our thirties, our life will not be settled.
This is an excerpt from a story on the website. Let's take it for example. Taking this as a lesson, I appeal to my friends not to treat the shemale as a human being.