We are all bad boys.

From the second window in the south of Starbucks, you can see this downtown street-the unfamiliar and familiar Huai 'an Road.

Every day, I like to sit here and watch it, often in the afternoon, watching its prosperity and the memories I walked with you. Its prosperity is not lonely because of its shabby appearance, nor is it bound by splendor. Freedom and happiness there are from the heart. I heard that it was about to be planned, and there was an unspeakable pain in my heart, deep and shallow, and I couldn't touch it. Every day I look at memories, and I can look at you.

In my impression, you are stubborn and dull. Now you still like that life. You will go to that Huaiyang restaurant at twelve o'clock every day, sit on the left side of the door and leave in half an hour. Tong Anze, have you thought of you more or less every day these years? Now I always wonder if you will think of me at some point.

When I was eight, I met you when I was nine. You are so shy and timid. Remember, when I first met you, I said my name to hold your hand. You are so scared that you hide behind your mother. You are not like a boy at all. Hehe, I thought you were easy to bully. Since that age, we have been childhood friends.

To be honest, I didn't like it here at first. Long and dark. There is a lot of noise except the mottled streets.

Yin Yayan, why don't you go to class again? I really don't know who gave you the courage to scold me like this. I can't help laughing at your pouting expression. Tong Anze, why are you so likable even when you are angry? Unlike me, my parents don't like me and leave me to my grandmother. Just an inexhaustible pocket money every month. I am willful and arrogant, and often sing loudly in the middle of the night. Everyone in this alley is tired of me. I'm a little jealous of how likable you are. The only fun is to tease you. You always talk like an adult. If you don't study hard, how can you support yourself in the future? I am speechless. I don't study hard, and I get more results in one subject than in your two combined. Judging from your appearance, I have to pat you on the shoulder. In fact, we are all bad boys. "Are you born to like learning?"

You didn't talk to me for several days and walked around me far away. I was so angry that I was afraid that you would really become a bad boy with me. Hehe, the naive sincerity at that time was really distorted. How I envy you, Tong Anze. I'm a little jealous. You have such a warm family and are loved by many people. You are a good boy in my heart.

(b) Men's responsibilities

I have been discussed by teachers and parents, and my weariness of learning is getting higher and higher. Maybe I'm tough in the eyes of others. Grandma can't control me at that age. She told your mother that you should accompany me to class every day.

I suddenly felt a chill. You! I immediately flew into a rage, Tong Anze, how dare you lift my quilt. However, you are very calm about my anger.

It's time to go to school now.

Damn it, damn it. What did you preach early in the morning? My condemnation obviously has no effect on you.

Five minutes, just five minutes. Can I get you something? I didn't expect you, boy, not to eat hard or soft. Alas, when a scholar meets a soldier, I really can't tell why. Tong Anze, very sad.

Do you think I will give in so easily? On the way to school, I had already figured out an escape route. What can you do, you wooden peace? Haha, laugh when you think about it. I immediately put my hand over my mouth, thinking I couldn't show any flaws. Looking at your dull appearance, I put my hand down with peace of mind. But I want to know if you have special powers. You'll find it every time. It was a failure. I've made up my mind, Tong Anze. I have a problem with you.

In the following mornings, I lied about my stomachache, which made you late for several days in a row. I am secretly glad to see you scolded by the teacher. I didn't expect you to tell grandma that I had a stomachache, and it was very serious. Grandma was so anxious that she almost sent me to the hospital. Tong Anze, you are amazing.

Summer rain always comes so hard, and day is as sudden as night. The sky is gloomy and crumbling like a collapse. You said you were afraid of thunder and darkness. Remember, I laughed at you for a long time. Don't argue I think today is a great opportunity for me to skip class and not be caught by you. If I miss it, it will be too disappointing to God's love for me.

I ran to the end of Huai 'an Road, I don't know how long it took, and I hid in a dark and shabby corner.

It's raining harder and harder, and it's getting dark around. I feel colder and colder. I'd like to go out, but I'm lost. I'm so scared. It's getting dark. I'm afraid to cry. Tong Anze, you are the first person I think of and the only person I think of. How I wish you would show up soon, and I am very complaining about why you haven't shown up yet.

I don't know how long it took, but I seemed to be hallucinating. A figure ran over and picked me up. It's you, it's you, it's you, Tong Anze. I cried so loudly that I was rude. You've been comforting me. I can clearly see that your forehead is not rain but sweat.

Go back at night, you said you were having fun. Your father slapped you hard. Your father said it doesn't matter if you leave, but who is responsible for your departure? This sentence is also like a slap in the face, slapping me hard.

Tong Anze, I've told you too much I'm sorry. I really didn't expect my willfulness to bring you such consequences. But you said,' I don't even know Huai 'an Road. It's my fault. You said your father taught you that it is a man's duty to protect girls. You proudly call yourself a man.

It was the first time I cried on Huai 'an Road, my willfulness, my timidity and your protection.

(C) the story of youth

The theme of the composition class is my dream. To tell you the truth, I really haven't thought about it. Maybe it's too deep or too far away. At that time, I discussed my future dreams with my friends. You said that when you grow up, you want to open a Huaiyang vegetable tube. They all laughed at you for being worthless. They are either scientists or great men. But you don't think so, and you confidently said,' That San Mao's dream is to collect junk. I opened a shop in Huai 'an Road first, and then I introduced Huaiyang cuisine to the world. I have always been sure of you, and I know that your patience is indelible and unrepeatable.

Yin Yayan, where is your dream? '

Well, I want to be a writer. '

Ah, then you can pick up the garbage. I gave you a contemptuous look.

Unconsciously in junior high school, your grades are still not good. At that time, the placement was based on grades. I am in Class One and you are in Class Eight. I am in the east of the building, and you are in the west of the building.

It is you who is often informed criticism, not you who has long hair, wears different clothes and has sex with people. But you often do handicrafts in class, those simple and almost extinct skills. You said Huai 'an Road needed these memories.

I am still lively and cheerful, and it is inevitable that I will have a restless heart during adolescence. Most of us worship idols because we are handsome. Many girls in your class like princes. Just like his name, he is handsome and aggressive, dressed in fashion and avant-garde, and his walking temperament is so elegant. I asked you to send me a love letter, and your boy readily agreed.

I didn't expect you to have puppy love. You ran to the back door of my class, quietly told me to go out, and secretly left me a note. You must have put a lot of effort into the folding style. You asked me to give it to Chen Xiaohua in our class. Come on, Tong Anze, people are so good that they will have a crush on you? Besides, is her appearance worthy of the audience? Can you distinguish five features of her face without looking carefully? Especially the name is so corny, Tong Anze. I seriously doubt your aesthetic ability. And you moved out of the truth, so that girls can be practical and stable. Well, I think so. To tell the truth, a crazy girl like me really can't keep home.

I fell in love with the prince, and the messenger is naturally you. But you were rejected by Chen Xiaohua, and you still care about others. You laughed and said that you had a lot of emotional experience. I know it's really hard to refuse, but I can't comfort you.

On a sunny afternoon, I skipped class. I can't accept being abandoned. One minute I'm sweet-talking to you, and the next I'm holding someone in my arms. My first love, pure and beautiful age, because this flashy guy makes me unable to bear to recall. It's not that I can't forget him, but that I cherish my love and my beautiful youth.

Walking on Huai 'an Road, I feel so lonely and lost. I asked myself Yin Yayan, what's wrong with you? How to grieve for such a man? In fact, I understand that I don't like him, but I couldn't control my tears at that time. Compared with your efforts, Tong Anze, you must have worked very hard. But you always comfort me, you know, don't tell jokes in front of girls, it will scare people away. I couldn't help laughing, not because of jokes, but because of your stupidity.

Maybe you cried like me, but you pretended well. Youth begins with the person you like, and I seem to believe that it will end with the person you like.

On Huai 'an Road, you cried with me again.

Your back is drifting away.

Grandma passed away quietly in the second day of junior high school, leaving Huai 'an Road where she lived all her life. She was buried in the countryside in the suburbs, and there was a coffin in the old ancestral hall at the end of Huai 'an Road. I didn't go on the day of burial, but I kept the coffin, because I knew this was where grandma's soul was placed.

I also had to leave Huai 'an Road where I lived for six years.

I have to go. It's tomorrow. Will you come to see me off? '

hum

You nodded firmly.

That night we walked on Huai 'an Road, and its prosperity was not eclipsed by a person's departure. Looking at the crowded crowd, I suddenly found that everyone was a passerby. Busy pursuing the destination. Tong Anze, I'm going to be the one who is busy pursuing my destination. I don't know what will happen ahead. I'm a little scared, afraid of the hazy future. Suddenly I feel that Huai 'an Road under my feet is so ... so pleasing to the eye, and I find that I have fallen in love with Huai 'an Road. I like its simplicity and persistence, and I am reluctant to leave here, even more reluctant to leave you. But I can't say it.

Just like when we first met that night, there was an illusion in a trance. Can everything be done again? Or can you forget the rivers and lakes by going back to the origin? The long Huai 'an Road is only short, but full of heavy memories. Every step is like a splashing wave, and you and I are in the same boat.

Well, I'm back. '

Oh,

You only said such a weak sentence. Looking at your back, I think of the gloomy rainy day that year and the warm afternoon. I want to watch it quietly, and I don't know when I can see it again.

The next day, I waited for a long time, but you didn't come. Do you know how angry I am with you, hate you and blame you? How can you break your promise, your man's duty? I want to cry, but I just can't cry because I'm afraid tears will blur your back.

My heart and behavior have been so painful. (4) Next stop, Huai 'an Road.

My parents have moved several times, and there is no place where I can forget Huai 'an Road. I went to Beijing and Shanghai against my parents' wishes. I chose this place, and I know that if I don't come back, I will never remember you.

The city has changed a lot. I wonder if Huai 'an Road is still there. Looking for memories, sitting on an unfamiliar bus, I don't know where to stand next, but I always have an expectation in my heart. But I haven't heard the name Huai 'an Road for several days.

People always say that the women's university has changed eighteen times, and so have I, without the willfulness and recklessness of my youth. I like silence and meditation, and silence seems to be more in line with me now.

So in the afternoon, with the sunshine, a person, a cup of coffee and a notebook became my life. Inadvertently found you in the hustle and bustle, I can recognize you without looking at the road name, still senile and lively as ever. Blue bricks and green tiles, ancient handicrafts are your memory, and it is also my memory of Tong Anze.

But I have been afraid to touch you, just like the snowflake in my hand, and it will disappear in one breath.

Is that you? Great changes have taken place. You are so unique in the crowd that everyone greets you. I don't know why. I'm afraid you don't know me. I'm afraid you recognize me. I haven't decided how I should react to these two results.

Next stop, Huai 'an Road. Next stop, Huai 'an Road, huh? I can't help being surprised. I forced myself to get off after the car started, to fight against being watched by others and the resentment of the driver. I don't know why I have such an impulse. Yin Yayan, you are a heartless person. I look down on myself.

(5) childhood has your sadness.

Demolition of Huai 'an Road in the middle of the night does not require high-sounding political words or respectable experts. It only needs four or five workers and a bulldozer and disappears.

How can you be so savage! I ran all the way and ran like hell. I want to see your body for the last time. My heart was full of regrets, but I was still late. It's just a pile of ruins, a street sign and a billboard, which outline the grand blueprint for future construction. There is no trace of the original appearance, but the abrupt street sign tells people that this is called Huai' an Road.

Sylvia, is that you? I knew you would come back when Huai 'an Road was demolished.

Time stopped and the picture stopped. I slowly turned around. Tong Anze, you remember me.

But it wasn't you who turned around, aunt.

It's good to be back. How have you been these years? '

I talked about the situation and growth over the years. I can't help asking you about Tong Anze. Aunt's cheerful expression instantly cooled, and her eyes were scattered and haggard. My heart can't help pulling up.

……

Well, he is a narrow-minded child, so stubborn. This place will be demolished sooner or later, and these have been eliminated, and no one wants anything. But he insisted on collecting things here, and as a result ... he fell off the Gu Lou ... Aunt's voice was hard, intermittent and choked.

Many things have happened in the past few days. No one will collect ancient memories that have long been forgotten, and no one will remember them. The memory of it will only disappear with the departure of our generation. Why are you so bored?

In front of the western-style fast food restaurant opposite, a red old man smiled on the huge wall, which attracted many people to walk past happily. At the gate of the restaurant, I saw the old man knitting animals with the leaves of Pu Ye. His craftsmanship is very dexterous, and the animals he weaves are lifelike. It's just that he doesn't know the contrast between sitting on the floor and the modernization behind him. He enjoys it, maybe he doesn't know what the restaurant behind him sells, and he doesn't know the difference between international shopping malls and vegetable markets. No one thought about it for him, just like the handicrafts he made, no matter how beautiful the leaves of Pu Ye are, they will turn yellow one day. Who else can make such traditional handicrafts? I can't help thinking of you again, Tong Anze.

There are few people in Starbucks, and this cup of instant coffee on the table is annoying me. I knew I couldn't put it down, so I had another cup of coffee. I look at Huai 'an Road now, and now I feel so small that I can't hide it for a moment.

You still owe me a promise. I know you had a high fever that night, but I still blame you. You still owe me a trip to Huai 'an Road. Thinking about thinking about a sour nose, uncontrollable tears welled up.

I can't tell you the pain inside me. I know my childhood was very happy because of you. But not now.

I had your sadness in my childhood.