The first episode. In the first episode, Xiaomei fell in love with Zhuang Yu when she was in high school, but as soon as they met, Xiaomei was so excited that she put on makeup. She brought grapes from her hometown from morning till night, and Zhuang Yu didn't come. On a rainy night, hearing Zhuang Yu call "her" juniper (there is a misunderstanding here) caused a deep mental trauma to Xiaomei, so at that moment, she turned her love for Zhuang Yu into hatred, boredom, fear and some deep feelings that could not be erased.