Nostalgia always hurts. He likes to wait for the rest of his life to say, "I'm fine, but how long can he remember you when you miss the past?" Mouth is trying to be brave, heart is surrendering. Pretend you don't care when you obviously care. Then when I calmed down, I laughed at myself, why should I pretend to be so strong?
If you are a person who is coming and leaving, then I would rather miss you. No matter how good things are, there will be a lost day, no matter how deep the memory is, there will be a forgotten day, and no matter how beautiful the dream is, there will be a day to wake up.
I miss you not because I am lonely, but because I miss you. The feeling of loneliness is so heavy, just because I miss you so much. Time is merciless. First of all, it will make you feel sorry for what you owe and unable to repay it. This will make many apologies too late. Our relationship can only be like this, we can't bear to take a step back, and we are not qualified to go any further. Later, I didn't like to talk, but I just liked to put things in my heart and slowly ferment, thinking that I would always get through it. All paranoid recklessness has become an exclusive weapon, and no matter how warm people and things are, it is difficult to shake them. There is no need to feel sorry, and inappropriate people always have to be separated.
It takes a long time, and there is no retreat, only to know that what I abandoned myself will never be met again in the future. Farewell must be a little harder, because one more look may be the last, and one more word may be the last.
After breaking up, we can't be friends, because we hurt each other, and we can't be enemies. Because we loved each other deeply, we became the most familiar strangers. It takes many years to warm a heart, but it only takes a moment to cool it. After repeated disappointments, I became calm. If you are disappointed, you don't expect it anymore. Love and love are only one word apart, but there is a past. The beginning of the story is always like this, just in time and caught off guard. The ending of the story is always like this, two flowers bloom, and the sky is far apart. You didn't stay, I didn't look back, so the rest of my life was fine, and no one was wrong, but the time was unfortunate. What is really terrible is not the sudden departure, but the overwhelming thoughts after leaving. The biggest regret in the relationship is that I can't even tell you face to face when I leave. Maybe I can solve it with a hug, but in the end I am a stranger without any explanation. All scenery will exclude some people and favor some people, and I may be the one you love wrongly. The clouds on your face are light, and no one knows how tight your teeth are. You smile mercilessly, and no one knows that you can only cry silently when you cry. Is it because our relationship can't stand the toss, so it's so clean? What has life done to us? We dare not try again, dare not try to love again, dare not explore again. You think it's maturity, I think it's death. When I was a child, my pillow was full of saliva, but when I grew up, my pillow was full of tears. When I was a child, smiling was a kind of mood. When you grow up, a smile is an expression. When I was a child, I thought wine was bitter. Why do adults still love to drink so much? When I grow up, I find that wine is really much sweeter than life. I will feel sorry for myself if you live well, and I will feel sorry for you if you live badly. I hope you have a good life, but don't let me know. I finally got through that day. Everyone looks like you, and I can think of you. The songs I listened to were all about you. Fortunately, I can finally stop asking about the return date, contact and miss you. Everyone I meet in this world has taught me many different things with their unique roles. But nothing can compare with you. You taught me what love is, and finally you taught me what loss is. So far, I can't accurately describe which sentence or thing made me lose you, because distance killed my good feelings, because enthusiasm cooled down easily, or because time was ruthless and changeable.
There are some things that I can't do, such as the cocked bangs, cold hands and the lost time, but there are still some things I want to do my best, such as countdown, addiction to staying up late, and you in the distance. I can't say that I can only love you all my life. It's impossible. But you are the one who makes me laugh the most brilliantly, cry the most thoroughly and remember the most deeply.
There are not so many things about making movies in this world. You think it is difficult to love you in your heart, but there are often not so many facts. You should protect yourself now, just like you never know who will come first, the one who loves you or the one you love, so you should leave the best of yourself to the one who will accompany you through life.
Sometimes people around you misunderstand you. Don't explain to him. Since he doesn't believe you, why do you explain? Even if you explain that you won, you can't win his trust in you. In fact, what I fear most is not that I can't get something in return, but that I have paid with my heart, which is disgusting.
Perhaps, he is just addicted to ambiguity, and I have lost my mind. If the pain has an end, in fact, I am willing to wait, I am willing to wait until the day when the lights are brightly lit. What stings me is not the past, but the present without you and the future without you. After experiencing so many scenery, I know that love is not a desperate leap, but a retreat for you.
The reason why the earth is round is that people who have missed or lost can meet again after circling the earth for a long time. Those who left you, for whatever reason, may have hesitated and struggled, but at least at the moment he decided to leave, he felt that he would be better off without you. I don't know what I used to cling to, but I know I have been very hard on myself. Emotion is that hard liquor has come up before it goes down the throat. It turns out that the real forgetting is not that I stop thinking about it, but that when I think about it, there is no wave in my heart. You think I left suddenly, but you don't know that I left with my teeth clenched after hitting the south wall.
I'm afraid I'm getting more and more serious, but you lost your original enthusiasm. Sometimes I will suddenly become fragile, suddenly feel unhappy, suddenly be caught by a detail in my memory, suddenly fall into deep silence and don't want to talk. All my pain and discomfort are just eight words in your eyes: inexplicable and unreasonable. There are thousands of kinds of sadness, and silence is the saddest.
Suddenly, I found that all the girls in the home with money and cars are doing well now, but they are in a mess about love. The saddest moment must not be when you can't love, but when you know that you and this person really have nothing in the future. What he gave you and what he didn't give you in the future was given to another person, and you are not even qualified to be jealous. Emotional people are eager for a sense of existence, and they deliberately say irony to listen to your attention. You know, those uncomfortable and unwilling dislikes are all beyond my words. It is said that stories and wine are the best match, but I don't know that it makes people cry more easily. Disappointment is not terrible. What I am afraid of is to comfort myself calmly after repeated disappointments and try to continue to believe with luck. What scares me is that we are obviously in love, but we are always ashamed to admit it.
As long as people taste the sweetness, they will become greedy, just like you gave me a smile, but I still want to hug. There are many things in this world that you can't do. The healthy body suddenly became seriously ill, the person who once believed suddenly betrayed you, the friendship for many years suddenly broke down, and the person who was still smiling suddenly cried.
Some people just want to be friends after all, because they are reluctant to take a step back and are not qualified to go any further. We can no longer be friends, nor can we appear in the sight of others in pairs. Say hello to each other and then finish. I broke up, I said I was leaving, I deleted my best friend, and I cried every night. Thank you for giving me empty happiness. The good memories of our past blurred our tears. Occasionally, I can still remember it vividly, just like at the beginning, I love you without any purpose, just love you. If a person tries to be brave for too long, is it true that no one even believes in crying? A person has worked hard for too long, have you forgotten the taste of dependence? Over the years, have many people asked you how you are doing, but it seems that only a few people will ask you if you are tired. You are used to being brave and lonely. You are so good at comforting others, you must have spent many days comforting yourself.
There are many things I actually know the truth. But I can't help but desperately find loopholes and excuses to overthrow the truth and fulfill the answers I want in my heart.