? I didn't know I was ugly when I was a child. Of course, I don't think I am good-looking. I mean, at that time, I was young and had no aesthetic standards. I don't look like a child now. I know how to flirt with beautiful girls in kindergarten. Not only do I have no aesthetics, but I am also very shrewd. Whenever my parents' colleagues and friends praise me for my beauty, I take it seriously and feel flattered. As soon as I arrived at the studio, I was very happy to take pictures. I gradually realized that there are beauty and ugliness in this world. From primary school to junior high school, beauty and ugliness are treated differently.

? At that time, it was popular to call it "school flower and school grass", with good temperament and high value. I wasn't so conscious at that time. I don't know that my face value doesn't belong to that circle. I envy the popularity of others, mingle with everyone, and blame myself for being introverted. And the worst thing is that I had acne at that time, and girls were the cutest age in my "rainy season". Wearing the same clothes and using the same things, people are beautiful, and I can only make people laugh. Why? I happen to have one. ...

? It is so plain that I didn't have much popularity in the whole high school. When I arrived at the university, I realized that it was because of my classmates in the dormitory that I knew I had to buy some "skin care products" and some water emulsion and foundation. But because I didn't understand the key points, the card powder was uneven and not much better. In the end, my mother probably couldn't stand it. She said you were sloppy every day. How can you have friends? I was shocked at that time. Am I sloppy? Haven't I always come like this, always dressed appropriately? Mom says you don't know how to do your hair. Your lips are so dark that they don't look healthy at all. Don't you know how to clean yourself up at your age?

? She asked me to clean it myself, but she didn't tell me how. At that time, there were not so many beauty bloggers and so on. I decided to find a makeup class and told my mother that I decided to "clean up" myself. I didn't expect my mother to be angry again, because she felt it necessary to learn? Other girls know how to dress when they are old, and you have to spend money to learn? How stupid! I was completely cheated and wronged. I don't know why it will only be me. ...

? Finally, I got to know the makeup artist. At the age of "belated love", there are people who pursue me and people I want to pursue. Although it was not as vigorous as the youth novels, and they all ended in vain, I still had the last chance: Oh, it turned out that it was just because I couldn't dress up, and it looked good in the mirror. And now that technology can make plastic surgery, stars look good even when they are old.

? After graduating from college, I went to a big city to find a job and began to know more people and more beautiful people. My world has expanded again. It turns out that there are so many fairy-like little sisters in the world, and I finally found my place in the face value table (I objectively simulated one in my mind). Oh, below average, I admit I'm confused at this time. Learn star maintenance and plastic surgery? Oh, I'm sorry, you are not a star, you can't afford it, and the gap between you and others is not a little bit. You are such an ordinary person that you only deserve an ordinary life. Even more frightening, I found that I was getting older faster than my peers because I was worried about my livelihood after graduation. People in their twenties have fairly smooth skin, but I already have a shallow forehead line. ...

? I think, then I will be a "beautiful person", work hard and put up with other people's bad temper. I put the overall situation first, and I am easy to get along with ... Then, I was sent a "good friend card", and everyone began to get used to it. Oh, what are you struggling with? You are just not beautiful. I remember someone saying that poverty is the original sin. I think ugliness is the same.

? An adult leads a little doll to stand in front of me and my best friend, and the child will hold my best friend's hand and say, I like this little sister, she is so beautiful! Adults are embarrassed to say that they are all beautiful ... I can only smile, and children are the least likely to lie. I want to say it's not because I'm more sensitive. I can feel that others' best attitude towards me is politeness and even impatience at a distance, but I have never felt close. At this time, I am also very sad, but I can't help it ... The only thing I don't know is that there is a blind date. If the man asks for beauty, my mother will flatly refuse to say that my daughter is not beautiful before I make a statement.

? I got a fitness card, but I haven't been to the gym several times. I dare not go to the gym, not because there are always private teachers selling classes, but because there are too many beautiful women there. I like to see beautiful women, but I don't want to be backstage. If there may be a good-hearted person to comfort at this time: it doesn't matter, you are unique. I will think: do you want to eat stones alone or share the cake with a group of people? I want to say thank you, but it's really not comforting.

I know this passage is not pleasing, it is a negative energy running account, and someone may come in and take a look and leave. Will there be an end? Then thank you for sharing my growing experience. Maybe I should sublimate at the end and say I know tomorrow will be better. Just like the censorship of domestic movies.

I wrote this article in the steaming room, and everyone was very dull, but I still saw many beautiful little sisters like angels.