Yesterday, I signed up as a sharing guest in the Japanese watch group the next day, because a comrade-in-arms said "go first, think later", so I signed up without knowing what to do. I am very grateful to join a positive group. "Being trapped" means progress as well as progress. Later, the seniors in the group asked me to share positive things that were helpful to myself and others, and I remembered the experience eight years ago.

The topic I share is "turning point in life". I believe that everyone will have several big choices and turning points in life. For me, this is fresh in my memory. People often say, "You will thank yourself for your efforts in the future". Eight years ago, I got divorced. Although it is under my control, it is a major event in my life and has a great impact on my body, mind and life. At that time, my body protested to me that my liver function was abnormal, because I had chronic diseases, so this was a very serious problem. A friend recommended a famous doctor, and the doctor suggested taking a specific medicine for three years in a row, and the monthly medicine fee was more than RMB 1000. At that time, I was a supervisor in the laboratory of plastic surgery hospital, with a monthly salary of more than 3 thousand, which was not low at that time. This is beyond my income. Because before the divorce, I bought another house in my name, with a monthly mortgage of more than 3 thousand. You can imagine how entangled I am. I once wanted to stop taking drugs, but if I did that, I wouldn't even have health, then there would really be nothing! There is a saying "I will live after I die". It would be unthinkable if I hadn't been defeated and rebounded from the bottom. Believe me, that time should be the worst time for me!

During that time, I was not very busy at work. When I have time, I can read books, learn professional knowledge of plastic surgery and read some books on spiritual cultivation, especially "Meeting Unknown Oneself", which helps me the most. Opportunities are often reserved for those who are prepared, because the department is full of glass windows, and the boss walks past the department several times and sees me reading. At that time, there was a shortage of people in the hospital consulting department, coupled with the esteem of the leaders, I was tired of mechanical work and was transferred. As a technician, I can imagine the pressure when I suddenly transfer to a sales position. After I got used to the process for only one month, I finally joined the elimination system. How can I delay my work because of stress and hoarseness? Every morning on my way to work, I will cheer myself up and say to the sun, "I am the best, and I must finish my performance today." That month, I tried to actively pk with two old employees. I was not the last one, but in the later days, my performance became the first in the department. Hard work will always pay off. These days, my life has been painted with a lot of color, and every time I recall it, I am full of gains.

A few years have passed, and I have become an "old slick" in my present post. I repeat it every day, which has no new meaning. I know I need to change and break through. One of the goals I set at that time was to be an excellent lecturer. Although I got to know Brother Shengping through the recommendation of my comrades at the beginning of the year, I resolutely joined the Japanese speaking group because I was afraid that my daily speech would not be finished. After the New Year, I was awakened by the dream again and had to finish it. When I joined, I thought very clearly, first do it well, then use heteronomy, and then form the habit of self-discipline. Especially after listening to Brother Long's sharing, two sentences have a profound influence on me: "If you want to be shameless, the world will give you face" and "Learn to occupy the stage". Thanks to the people who carried me to the stage this time, I "occupied the stage", and I also believe that I am not afraid of the second time with the first time!