Life is like being in a forest of thorns. If you don't move, you don't move. It doesn't hurt if you don't move. If the heart is moving, people will move wildly.
It hurts his body and bones, but you know, Xing Er, if that were the case, I would have been pierced by thorns.
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At the end, Chu Qiao happened to come to a beautiful temple in the mountains and happened to meet him and brush hot pot there. This passage is when they leave.
Standing on the steps of a ruined temple, I once told others. The person you love has lost a long way. The person I love has disappeared into the vast sea of people and will never come back.
The name of my city is Luo Qian, which seems to mean that someone has moved to this city from a distant place. They work in this city and they live in this city. Too often, I look at the direction of my hometown, because I will return to my hometown one day.
In June, I bid farewell to the company where I worked for two years. When I join the new company at the end of the month, I need to go to a hospital called Cheng Yi for a medical report. Because it's not far from the hospital, I went on foot.
The summer streamer is very big, tearing on the camphor trees on the sidewalks on both sides of the road, leaving gorgeous light on the dark gray sidewalk floor, dazzling light scattered on the straight road and disappearing in the distance where the sky meets the horizon.
When I was sitting in the hospital corridor, I looked at the dark end of the corridor in the distance, but there was no sunny sunshine. All kinds of shoes flashed before my eyes, and I hung up my friend's phone and told me to go home again.
The moment of detention, the residual temperature on the mobile phone seems to have a burning feeling at the fingertips, which makes this summer even hotter. Those youths who were licentious because of gathering really disappeared in the first half of their lives.
2
When I stopped at the door of the department, I saw a bench leaning against the wall on the left in the huge room. There is a desk on the right front of the door with a white desktop computer on it. There is a middle-aged doctor and a young female trainee doctor on the left and right of the computer.
The middle-aged doctor pointed to the computer screen to explain the problem, while the trainee female doctor listened carefully and did not forget to write it down in her notebook with blue sky.
I walked lightly, and they didn't look up at me until five meters away. When I saw the trainee female doctor, I thought of a word-a glimpse.
Some people live together for a long time, and it won't make any difference. Some people just want to spend the rest of their lives with her. Later I learned that the trainee doctor's name was Qu Qingran.
I'm sorry, I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you the first time I saw you, which was the first sentence I said lightly on the blank WeChat chat record.
three
I don't know how to describe the moment when I walked in the door and saw her listening carefully. Only at that moment did it seem to freeze forever. For a long time, I seemed to be lonely for half my life, waiting for her alone.
Her comely appearance didn't stir much waves in my heart, but it seemed to be an imprint, engraved in my mind, then blurred, but slowly emerged when I was quiet.
It seems that there are countless voices asking themselves, and there is a slightly familiar feeling growing in my heart, like love, but it seems to be love. Later, when I asked her a question, while waiting for her answer, I felt a heat wave in my heart, which was rough and boiling.
Then when the middle-aged doctor took me to the back room to check my spine, when I turned around at the door, I saw her slender fingers pick up the medical report I put on the table, but I was moved by this little gesture.
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After the inspection, I sat on the bench in the corridor, thinking about how to ask her contact information. But she came out of it and went straight to the bathroom, so! I just want to wait for her here.
In June in the south, I looked out of the window and saw a ray of light scattered on the windowsill. A large blue curtain covered the window. At those moments, I opened the WeChat interface with trembling fingers, and then continued to hold my mobile phone trembling, putting it in my trouser pocket for a while and holding my waist for a while, waiting for her to appear.
It seems like a long time, and it seems like an instant. The blue curtain of the window is blown by the breeze, and the sunlight slowly penetrates the indoor floor, like a love letter. Takashi Kashiwabara is standing in a library.
Until I heard it once, the footsteps in my memory came slowly from far to near at the other end of the corridor. I held my breath and looked at the corner. I finally saw which face made me so uneasy at this moment, with extremely delicate facial features.
Elegant hair is covered by a white hat, and a long white dress sets off a slender figure. The small white shoes are straight and slender calves. Just as she looked at me doubtfully, I put my mobile phone in front of her: Could you please use WeChat?
After saying this, her eyes looked at me from bottom to top. At this time, some reddish gestures appeared in her ears. While holding my mobile phone, she said: What do you want me to do with WeChat?
Shame and astringent, she finally gave me WeChat. When she turned to leave, I whispered to her, don't write the micro signal wrong. She only glanced at me and then disappeared at the door of the department.
I touched her finger at the moment when she put her mobile phone in, and the cold touch was like a cold airflow blowing from the air to the heel of the area where I was standing this afternoon.
five
Because I had to wait for the medical examination results, I sat in the corridor, waited for the results for a while, and waited for her to send me a message on WeChat. For some reason, the signal was not good at that time, so I had to move to the lobby, and then I looked out the window and took a photo and made a dynamic. I didn't know she passed until a stranger praised me!
Then that night, I told her how I felt about her, and she told me: I really haven't met anyone who confessed to me the first day we met, just! Thank you. Unfortunately, I don't want to fall in love now.
Those dark and long nights, I stumbled upon her Weibo and watched all her development. Like me, she stayed up late in different time and space during my two years of insomnia, and she was not happy.
I told her that I had been waiting for someone wholeheartedly before, and then she didn't come. She said to me: She understands my feelings. I never let anyone down when I was young.
I also let my message be covered by the interface of chatting with her in a short time, but? It seems that I am too impatient and become something I don't like.
So I think if some things can be naturally expressed together, otherwise, it is futile to do more things. At a certain stage, it can only be like this!
Many times, she just replied to me in a few words, as if she didn't realize that after a long and fruitless relationship, she could say to another person: I like you very much. How much courage does it take?
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At the beginning of the year, a little fairy said to me: when you meet a career or love, you must fight for it once, because life is really short, and if you miss anything, you will lose it.
The memory of the initial recklessness is just an illusion.
You and I are both businessmen in the galaxy, but we are dreaming that there will be more time in the future.
If one day you journey to the south.
Leave me alone in the cold south.
Please don't forget my appearance.
some people
No need to pursue it deliberately, the fragrance will pervade the whole summer.
In the vast sea of people,
Missed what should be missed, gave up what should be given up,
So, I finally lost you.